this life isn't worth living!!!!!!!!!
ya so i was totally not in the mood for singing or acting yesterday.so i kinda could have done better had i been in the mood.to top it off i was nervous and hate having a tiny voice!it really pisses me off!!!!!!!!in conclusion to that i didnt get my name on the cast list for drama club.so now im in the chorus.i donno im kinda emo'd about it,im pretty emo about everything right now.i really wish i wasnt single right now.having a boyfriend would really cheer me up.and my mom practically lives at the hospital b/c asshole doctors keep making mistakes everytime they put her under the knife.
and im really sick of my house and school and just everything and alotta time i wish i could just curl up in a ball and cry..or better yet die! b/c im so sick of living this shitty life out that i'm not even happy in,and i feel as though im waisting away.i wish for maybe atleast one day i could be happpy with out getting even a tiny bit depressed.i really feel like crying right now b/c my life is unravling right before me and there is nothing i can do about it.
and im really sick of my house and school and just everything and alotta time i wish i could just curl up in a ball and cry..or better yet die! b/c im so sick of living this shitty life out that i'm not even happy in,and i feel as though im waisting away.i wish for maybe atleast one day i could be happpy with out getting even a tiny bit depressed.i really feel like crying right now b/c my life is unravling right before me and there is nothing i can do about it.