i have no contro on my ife..what so ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>_

Oct 02, 2005 14:09

well i guess im grounded for a week for talking "rudely" to my mother.
you dont mess with me when i PMSing!anyways so ya. so i have to stay in the house all week and do nothing.i have'nt been punished since i was 6 years old.10 years!!!!!!thats gotta be a record!
well idk i guess im just really stressed and i feel like i cant control anything.i cant control my classes,the time,the pain in my stomach,the way i eat,and i cant control my socail life bacause of my parents.frankly i've lost all hope.im sorry i feel this way but i really do.it feels like she doesnt want me to be happy.so anthony got humped yesterday..big deal,tellem to get up and walk it off!
hes still alive.i wasnt going to really slit his throat.and im sorry if i feel like no matter what i say its like nobody can hear me.and neither do they care.when i feel like this i get overwelmed and depressed and i hate it .everything just feels hopeess.i really cannot wait until im 18 becuase than
i wont have to answer to anyone.and il be abe to do what ever i want.

<3
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