ya my moms a conclusion jumper....
well me and ryan are back together now.i guess im still in love with him.maybe we just needed some time away from eachother.yesterday was anthonys birthday.so i decided to take him to kristis house if he promised to be good.big mistake!he was horrible and now im broke becuase i spent all my money on getting him food.and since guyz are such retards the pertend their gay and dry hump ur brother.u pretend to slit ur brothers throat before thinking of consequences,and before you know it,he stelling mom everything that happened,and than mom thinks that going over kristis is not a very good thing to do now.and is thinking of speaking with her mother.
it is just like her to jump to conclusions.yup were goth that means were the devil!we might be a bad influence on eachother.so now i get all pissed off at her for making a bigdeal about everything,and she gets all" idont care im the mother " on me!so now my dads doin it too and im really upset now and they send me to my room.im so mad now and i feel like my life is out of my control and i dont know what to do and death sounds like a really good solution right now.
well not taking my meds for a week really fucked me up so now im diggin through the box on my desk for sharp object and find on envalope opener i thear of the plast and use the blade and my mom comes in my room during the process.ya things got pretty dramatic from there.oh ya today was anthonys party boring as usual.i couldnt eat cuz of my meds.[she made me take em.and promise never to do it again]i promised and i meant it.but i wish i never did it in the first place.
it is just like her to jump to conclusions.yup were goth that means were the devil!we might be a bad influence on eachother.so now i get all pissed off at her for making a bigdeal about everything,and she gets all" idont care im the mother " on me!so now my dads doin it too and im really upset now and they send me to my room.im so mad now and i feel like my life is out of my control and i dont know what to do and death sounds like a really good solution right now.
well not taking my meds for a week really fucked me up so now im diggin through the box on my desk for sharp object and find on envalope opener i thear of the plast and use the blade and my mom comes in my room during the process.ya things got pretty dramatic from there.oh ya today was anthonys party boring as usual.i couldnt eat cuz of my meds.[she made me take em.and promise never to do it again]i promised and i meant it.but i wish i never did it in the first place.