heart broken
i wrote this a while ago but what ever..
MY LOVE
From the moment i first gazed into those beautiful blue eyes,i felt a fluttering feeling in the pit of my stomach.Like a herd of butterflies trying to get free.When we started going out i didnt expect to fall in love with you. I just wanted to experience the excitement of having a boyfriend.But i started to get these feelings pounding inside me,that i had never felt before.
And when you told me you loved me,i knew that the feelings i had for you,were feelings of love.But when you told me you didnt love me anymore-or how you put it,didnt love me how you used to,i felt like you had wripped out my heart,and teared into peices right before my eyes.Leaving my wound open and bleeding fresh blood,trickling onto the floor.There i am in shock without my heart,gasping for air,with my last breath telling you i love you.
I want you to be happy,but i feel like you made a gigantic mistake.I've tried to move on,find someone i'm attracted to,but no one has made me the way i felt about you.I dont know how to move on.I feel like my life is gone. I am a ghost,wondering around looking for a place i belong.You have taken away from me everything i have ever cherished.Yet i still love you.And i feel like i may never love again.
I dont want to cry infront of you.I'd feel like a tiny mouse,and you the monster who has cuaght his prey,ready to devour me.I'd feel like i lost.And you have won with great triumpth.I feel so immature and wrong for still wanting you.For still missing the soft kisses,and the hands that took me and caressed me with such warmth,and gave such a feeling of saftey.For missing the kindness in your gentle eyes,and the sent of you.It hurts looking at things that remind me of you.
I feel so cold and lonley now.So dead inside.Burried with thoughts of you toppled over everything else in my mind.It stings so badly, as my heart bleeds with memories of our love.It is so hard to understand that we'll never again have that love.Where did i go wrong?To think that our love was everlasting and forever perfect.
I honestly thought that you were the one.And i am sadenned that i still feel that way,no matter how angry i am with you,for shattering everything in my heart,that i held onto with great hopes and dreams,of ever comming true.The saddest part is that you filled my heart with these dreams and hopes,when you told me you loved me,and you thought i was the one,asked me if i thought we would ever marry someday.Now almost all of my dreams of my futeure are crushed and shattered,with only the tragic memory of our love that we once had.How i will miss that love,i will hold the memory of that love in my shattered broken heart.
And i will love you always,until the day i die.And i really feel that i will never love again,my love for you was so strong,i dont think that it could ever leave my soul.You may go on and fall in love again,and live happily ever after with her.But i know that you will remember me as i will always remember you.you always will be my one and only true love.
love always,
Linda<3
MY LOVE
From the moment i first gazed into those beautiful blue eyes,i felt a fluttering feeling in the pit of my stomach.Like a herd of butterflies trying to get free.When we started going out i didnt expect to fall in love with you. I just wanted to experience the excitement of having a boyfriend.But i started to get these feelings pounding inside me,that i had never felt before.
And when you told me you loved me,i knew that the feelings i had for you,were feelings of love.But when you told me you didnt love me anymore-or how you put it,didnt love me how you used to,i felt like you had wripped out my heart,and teared into peices right before my eyes.Leaving my wound open and bleeding fresh blood,trickling onto the floor.There i am in shock without my heart,gasping for air,with my last breath telling you i love you.
I want you to be happy,but i feel like you made a gigantic mistake.I've tried to move on,find someone i'm attracted to,but no one has made me the way i felt about you.I dont know how to move on.I feel like my life is gone. I am a ghost,wondering around looking for a place i belong.You have taken away from me everything i have ever cherished.Yet i still love you.And i feel like i may never love again.
I dont want to cry infront of you.I'd feel like a tiny mouse,and you the monster who has cuaght his prey,ready to devour me.I'd feel like i lost.And you have won with great triumpth.I feel so immature and wrong for still wanting you.For still missing the soft kisses,and the hands that took me and caressed me with such warmth,and gave such a feeling of saftey.For missing the kindness in your gentle eyes,and the sent of you.It hurts looking at things that remind me of you.
I feel so cold and lonley now.So dead inside.Burried with thoughts of you toppled over everything else in my mind.It stings so badly, as my heart bleeds with memories of our love.It is so hard to understand that we'll never again have that love.Where did i go wrong?To think that our love was everlasting and forever perfect.
I honestly thought that you were the one.And i am sadenned that i still feel that way,no matter how angry i am with you,for shattering everything in my heart,that i held onto with great hopes and dreams,of ever comming true.The saddest part is that you filled my heart with these dreams and hopes,when you told me you loved me,and you thought i was the one,asked me if i thought we would ever marry someday.Now almost all of my dreams of my futeure are crushed and shattered,with only the tragic memory of our love that we once had.How i will miss that love,i will hold the memory of that love in my shattered broken heart.
And i will love you always,until the day i die.And i really feel that i will never love again,my love for you was so strong,i dont think that it could ever leave my soul.You may go on and fall in love again,and live happily ever after with her.But i know that you will remember me as i will always remember you.you always will be my one and only true love.
love always,
Linda<3