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ya me and ryan brokeup.i guess its better this way b/c he loves me as a friend now and
i will always remember him b/c u always remember ur first love.but he broke my heart and its the worst pain in the world even worse than that cut on my leg i got last week from shaving that was a pretty deep
wound.but this wound is deeper cuz i can feel the pain ever time i think of those unspeakable words he said to me.or the memories i have of us.its like playing a fucking lifetime movie in my head and its so agonyzing.aspecailly when i see something that reminds me of him.dammit i feel like some one just jammed a big ass knife through my chest and gouged out my bleeding heart and wripped it to peices right before my eyes i wish they had a medicine to cure this illness but they dont so i must wait for my immune system to get stronger untill i cannolonger feel this horrific pain.
:'(~linda*
i will always remember him b/c u always remember ur first love.but he broke my heart and its the worst pain in the world even worse than that cut on my leg i got last week from shaving that was a pretty deep
wound.but this wound is deeper cuz i can feel the pain ever time i think of those unspeakable words he said to me.or the memories i have of us.its like playing a fucking lifetime movie in my head and its so agonyzing.aspecailly when i see something that reminds me of him.dammit i feel like some one just jammed a big ass knife through my chest and gouged out my bleeding heart and wripped it to peices right before my eyes i wish they had a medicine to cure this illness but they dont so i must wait for my immune system to get stronger untill i cannolonger feel this horrific pain.
:'(~linda*