Life: 11/7/05
Its getting real cold, real fast around here... Its that season again.
I learned the other day, if i sit in the very corner of my 3rd floor living room, i can mooche off of one of my neighbors wireless network; although i must say sitting in the corner of an odd shaped room is very uncomfortable.
I hate my current living situation. I hate living with a house full of immature, undependable kids. Not to say i'm not a kid, but i can pay my rent and bills on time, unlike the rest of my roommates. I've been keeping my eye out for a new place to live, but without a steady source of internet or freetime, i havnt been able to focus on looking for a better place. But as soon as i see a good deal, i'm out of this dump.
RadioShack's been pushing my physical stamina to the edge lately; i'm not sure how much more i can bend.
Its not that i'm working more hours then before, but the amount of work i'm required to do everyday is starting to test of spirit and will. I hate fixing the same problem over and over again, but when you're stuck leading a poorly trained group of newbies, i end up spending the majority of my time fixing problems caused by inexprience, answering dumb questions and cleaning up after everybody instead of focusing on my own work. To maintain my position as an assistant manager, i have to a standard set by my company, which i havnt been able to do lately because of distractions.
Aside from work, and my house....my life still hasnt progressed much. I still play my bass everyday. Its a good distraction from all the choas that i associate work with. I just with i could make myself some more time to devote on my music. But thats life. Life isnt meant to be fair, so i guess you just gotta buck up and learn to deal with shit as they come.
One of the biggest downers i've experienced lately was when i lost ALL my music when my external harddrive crashed. I woke up oneday, and the icon for my harddrive on my desktop vanished without a trace along with the contents of it. It sucks man...there was alot of music i had collected over the years on there. What sucked even more was when i dug out the cd's i had burned during high school, all of them had passed there shelflife and no longer worked on my laptop.
I can live without internet, a girlfriend or even money.
But i cannot, live without a steady source of music.... i just cant.
It fucking sucks donky balls.
I lost the beatles, hendrix, pink floyd, alice in chains, DMB, and not to mention songs that my friends have written as well as songs i had written on my own.
It just blows chunks up the ass.
Bah, my stolen internet connection is failing.
I learned the other day, if i sit in the very corner of my 3rd floor living room, i can mooche off of one of my neighbors wireless network; although i must say sitting in the corner of an odd shaped room is very uncomfortable.
I hate my current living situation. I hate living with a house full of immature, undependable kids. Not to say i'm not a kid, but i can pay my rent and bills on time, unlike the rest of my roommates. I've been keeping my eye out for a new place to live, but without a steady source of internet or freetime, i havnt been able to focus on looking for a better place. But as soon as i see a good deal, i'm out of this dump.
RadioShack's been pushing my physical stamina to the edge lately; i'm not sure how much more i can bend.
Its not that i'm working more hours then before, but the amount of work i'm required to do everyday is starting to test of spirit and will. I hate fixing the same problem over and over again, but when you're stuck leading a poorly trained group of newbies, i end up spending the majority of my time fixing problems caused by inexprience, answering dumb questions and cleaning up after everybody instead of focusing on my own work. To maintain my position as an assistant manager, i have to a standard set by my company, which i havnt been able to do lately because of distractions.
Aside from work, and my house....my life still hasnt progressed much. I still play my bass everyday. Its a good distraction from all the choas that i associate work with. I just with i could make myself some more time to devote on my music. But thats life. Life isnt meant to be fair, so i guess you just gotta buck up and learn to deal with shit as they come.
One of the biggest downers i've experienced lately was when i lost ALL my music when my external harddrive crashed. I woke up oneday, and the icon for my harddrive on my desktop vanished without a trace along with the contents of it. It sucks man...there was alot of music i had collected over the years on there. What sucked even more was when i dug out the cd's i had burned during high school, all of them had passed there shelflife and no longer worked on my laptop.
I can live without internet, a girlfriend or even money.
But i cannot, live without a steady source of music.... i just cant.
It fucking sucks donky balls.
I lost the beatles, hendrix, pink floyd, alice in chains, DMB, and not to mention songs that my friends have written as well as songs i had written on my own.
It just blows chunks up the ass.
Bah, my stolen internet connection is failing.