losing loving leaving
so this is my last weekend in brisbane... drinks 7pm rgs on sat... i'm probably going to cry... fuck this for a joke...
i hate being told what i think i want to hear
i hate the lies straight to my face
i hate the thinking that you're better
i hate more pretending you've never done anything wrong and the inabililty to admit this
i want to stratch out my throat to stop me from screaming
i want to poke out my eyes because it's one truth i don't want to see
i want to dig out my brain so you stop playing with my head
so this weekend i'm drinking to all the broken promises. all the old friends. all the memories.
fuck pretending this doesn't hurt. i'm going to implode.
stop saying one thing and doing another STOP THINKING THAT NOTHING IS GOING TO MAKE THIS ALL BETTER.
TAKE SOME FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF.
YOU'VE GOT EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND YOU'RE STILL NOT HAPPY?
i hate being told what i think i want to hear
i hate the lies straight to my face
i hate the thinking that you're better
i hate more pretending you've never done anything wrong and the inabililty to admit this
i want to stratch out my throat to stop me from screaming
i want to poke out my eyes because it's one truth i don't want to see
i want to dig out my brain so you stop playing with my head
so this weekend i'm drinking to all the broken promises. all the old friends. all the memories.
fuck pretending this doesn't hurt. i'm going to implode.
stop saying one thing and doing another STOP THINKING THAT NOTHING IS GOING TO MAKE THIS ALL BETTER.
TAKE SOME FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF.
YOU'VE GOT EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND YOU'RE STILL NOT HAPPY?