May 28, 2005 13:28
Its been about a month since i last updated. Much has gone by since then. i graduated with...3 of my known fellow classmates, Trish included. The rest of the 1200 persons graduating as well i could care less if i knew their names or not, but i had to anyway. Boy was that a waste of time. I did the walk thing for my parents mostly; i could care less just because its an AA. Ill be excited when i walk for my Master's.
Im gonna miss a large some of my classmates. I made alot of cool friends, had alot of awesome drum circles and such. Well, the new life starts soon. Trish and I went to Tampa with my parents to search for an apartment. Im getting a single bedroom for now, just because i havent lived by myself for more than a week. I found 2 places. The one that i really want is called Hidden Palms. Its not big, but the layout is amazing. I was initially looking for a bigger place, but when i entered the apartment, there was an energy that felt very...at place. I said to myself "this is it". Trish liked the place alot too and signed up for an apartment there; i hope we both get what we want.
Summer class started 2 weeks ago; im only taking one class. I gotta get my life in order before i move out, or at least learn to calm my mind. Change is afoot, and as much as i am ready for it, im still a little terrified. Ive been living in the same place for the passed 18 years; im starting to get the first nerving feelings Lisa got when she was preparing for the University life. Im just happy that Trish will be going with me to Tampa. I had intially prepared to go alone, but now that i have someone that i know and love going with me, it eleviates alot of stress.
As the month of August nears, my familiarity with this life is diminishing. I guess its my minds way of preparing for the move. Well...thats for another update.
Yesterday was Trish and I's 6 month aniversary. We've spent almost the whole week together. Yay! Insanity, i love her so much. Right now im thinking about what to say, but i realize its so hard to put how i feel into words; i just see her face in my mind, and im happy. Thats all.
Well until next time...