&&she wonders if friendship is worth it.

[yarr_imapirate]

oh my things are not looking up at all.
only its not quite so bad, I've got some
lovley friends
and some not-so-lovley ones.
the lovley ones, I love them.
the not-so-lovle ones.
well, they're being asine.
and stupid. because I would know
wouldn't I? If I was seeking attention
any more than anyone else
and
I've lost five friends in a week.
and only two have a reason.
but
on the bright side
I've just stregnthened three of my friendships
like woah
because the bonds between us
were begining to
falter,
and if
I get my way
[and believe me, I will.]
I'll be working
on another
during homeroom tomorrow
if
we're not getting a breakfast
because if that's the case
well then, bloody hell,
I like food.

I saw
the chronicals of narnia
and the animation
was not to be believed
I wanted
to give aslan
a big
huge
bear-hug
and tell him it'd all be okay.
and then we went to cabots.
I got peach
frozen yoghurt.
It made me happy.
I'm not quite so
sick anymore
but
I still love them even though I
should not at all.
[yes. that makes
no sense
but
oh, if only
one could understand
my train of thought,
it would make this whole life so much easier]

tomorrow is the ragdolls anniversary.
we've been ragdolls for one month
hahaha
well
considering that
they're mad at me
and ganging up on me

I need new friends
and not
just
the guys

there are
seven friends of mine
in total
who I want to keep
with me
while I go to mars
to get away from all
the other people
on
this
earth
those people are.
pawlina
olta
charlotte
josh
alex
danny
and that my friends
is all.
because. they are
amazing people
and its not
that I don't love
all
my other friends
but
these
in particular
have always seemed to
be wonderful.
especially
as of late.
[♥]/
well. with the
exception of
alejandro
and daniel
but I will be talking
with the both of them
soon
and I hope to
renew
our
amazing times. and bonds
etc.etc.
[♥*|