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14 days of internship, school and the sleepless nights later, i now feel like im gonna snap. deadlines are coming in for individual projects, group projects etc etc. and i wanna do really really well for my final year! i have my goals to reach so hopefully i will be able to achieve them.
partied on the last wed just before school started. haven ripped off all the pictures from facebook yet so im only going to put a few up.
you know, the feeling of not being able to sleep at night is really really terrible. i lay on bed for what, 3-4 hours? tossing, turning, stoning, thinking (THE WORST) and still i lay AWAKE. why! i hate the feeling of not being able to sleep. esp when i have to wake up from 630am- 730am everyday! sleeping at 2am is not good at all. it is torturous to not be able to sleep. it is torturous to lay awake thinking of this that and everything else. and the worst of all, i just realized how certain things are not what i thought they were. perhaps it was hidding very well where it should have been n i should shove it back.
i dislike 2007. the best and some of the worst things happened then. my blog entries were emo, I was emo. my grades dipped and im having a hard time pulling it back up. gained one thing, lost so many things. sometimes i wish i could go back to a year ago. no point mulling over sad stuff, using the word 'worst' so many times. i guess the 2 most significant events for me in 2007 would be internship at Suntec and taiwan with gladys n char.
if there is no end, there would be no beginning.
we might be offered diamonds, but we might give the diamonds a miss and choose the stones instead, hoping one day they will be diamonds. happy polishing.