ma! the meatloaf! fuck!
ohhhhhhhh kay. good weekend, A+ for this weekend. i'm exausted. but i have a...what do you call it....anecdote?
i'm at a party with ashley's friends from poland, it's small, i get to know some kids, one guy is pretty drunk, and he decides he wants to have a philisophical disscussion about life. which i'm obviously up for, even though it's three in the morning, and i'm mostly sober. so he talks and talks about how his girlfriend won't trust him cause he used to be a player, but he would never do anything to hurt her, and she needs to trust him because he's not going to betray that trust. and i give the expected response of "well, just be trustworthy and she'll eventually feel safe". at which point he proceeds to attack my face with his mouth. ummm wtf? remember that conversation about how you love your girlfriend and you'd never do anything to betray her trust or hurt her that we had about four seconds ago? so i've determined, based on this most recent event combined with countless interactions with others of my species, that everyone is full of shit. myself included. so thats kind of a downer.
and i accept that it is "late summer", but i flat out refuse to consider the possibility that it is "almost over" or any of the crap that i've heard lately. honestly. summer is obviously eternal, and will never end. because if summer ends, that means i will be starting my SENIOR YEAR, will have to CHOOSE A COLLEGE and actually APPLY. also i will have to seriously consider WHAT I AM DOING WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE.
*everything in capitals are things that make me throw up a little in the back of my throat.
i'm at a party with ashley's friends from poland, it's small, i get to know some kids, one guy is pretty drunk, and he decides he wants to have a philisophical disscussion about life. which i'm obviously up for, even though it's three in the morning, and i'm mostly sober. so he talks and talks about how his girlfriend won't trust him cause he used to be a player, but he would never do anything to hurt her, and she needs to trust him because he's not going to betray that trust. and i give the expected response of "well, just be trustworthy and she'll eventually feel safe". at which point he proceeds to attack my face with his mouth. ummm wtf? remember that conversation about how you love your girlfriend and you'd never do anything to betray her trust or hurt her that we had about four seconds ago? so i've determined, based on this most recent event combined with countless interactions with others of my species, that everyone is full of shit. myself included. so thats kind of a downer.
and i accept that it is "late summer", but i flat out refuse to consider the possibility that it is "almost over" or any of the crap that i've heard lately. honestly. summer is obviously eternal, and will never end. because if summer ends, that means i will be starting my SENIOR YEAR, will have to CHOOSE A COLLEGE and actually APPLY. also i will have to seriously consider WHAT I AM DOING WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE.
*everything in capitals are things that make me throw up a little in the back of my throat.