There's ants in my pants and they make me wanna DANCE DANCE DANCE
Wow haven't written to ze journal in a while. Sadly, doesn't feel like much has gone on lately. This is boris' last quarter so I'm tryin to find a replacement abuse toy...if anyone wants to fill in the position send me a reply and I begin the abuse process.
So I've decided to stop talking to Amy like everyone has suggested 2 years ago. IDK why I keep talking to her but in the end she always proves to be a major bitch. I know recently she's been going through a lot so I've tried to just send positive little messages like "have a good day!" or "good luck on that project" because that's how I am with just about all my friends (granted I also really like her...and she's said she likes me(she told me first)). If I know a friend is having a tough time...and still talk to them regularly I try to be a positive friend or joke around with them cause I may not be able to solve their problems but I can help them feel better. But yeah so after being invited to some party at Amy's, she says she doesn't want to have one...so I asked if she just wanted to hang out and watch a movie or something. She said she didn't want to and I replied that I hoped she felt better. Well that really pissed her off and she started yelling at me and said I was obsessed with her. IDK, I've never been good with girls about this stuff so maybe I come off as obsessed. I don't think I am cause its not like I go to her house and stare or hunt her down or whatever. I talk to her a lot cause...well yeah when you like someone and you've been led to believe that they like you too you want to talk to that person, spend time with them what not. If she said she wanted to be friends or the like then fine whatever...I'd be fine with that cause I value her as friend. IDK she confuses me so much cause it seems like she wants me to ask her out, talk to her, what not but then turns around and makes me feel like a stalker for doing these same things. But yeah so after all this confusion I've decided hey...fuck it, its my senior year, i don't need the drama so its probably better if I don't talk to her anymore and make things worse. If she actually wants me to talk to her then she can start talking to me. So that's it, my sad sad rant on that crap.
Other new. Frost is coming up for the weekend(sweet) and after my final monday B is coming back with me to hudson for a couple days. Then I'm turning around and helping B move back home. After that its a couple of days of doing nothing but video games, movies and hanging out at the apartment. Then next quarter...bleh oh well I'm almost gradumacted.
Well feels better to get that out of my system...time to grab a couple of hours of sleep then revise my senior sem paper....joy...not.
Oh yeah JOY ======> http://www.ensemblestudios.com/teaser.htm
This looks so DAMN beautiful.
"He had extracted himself from the Cambridge one-way system by the usual method, which involved going round and round it faster and faster until he achieved a sort of escape velocity and flew off at a tangent in a random direction."
Yar
S^3
So I've decided to stop talking to Amy like everyone has suggested 2 years ago. IDK why I keep talking to her but in the end she always proves to be a major bitch. I know recently she's been going through a lot so I've tried to just send positive little messages like "have a good day!" or "good luck on that project" because that's how I am with just about all my friends (granted I also really like her...and she's said she likes me(she told me first)). If I know a friend is having a tough time...and still talk to them regularly I try to be a positive friend or joke around with them cause I may not be able to solve their problems but I can help them feel better. But yeah so after being invited to some party at Amy's, she says she doesn't want to have one...so I asked if she just wanted to hang out and watch a movie or something. She said she didn't want to and I replied that I hoped she felt better. Well that really pissed her off and she started yelling at me and said I was obsessed with her. IDK, I've never been good with girls about this stuff so maybe I come off as obsessed. I don't think I am cause its not like I go to her house and stare or hunt her down or whatever. I talk to her a lot cause...well yeah when you like someone and you've been led to believe that they like you too you want to talk to that person, spend time with them what not. If she said she wanted to be friends or the like then fine whatever...I'd be fine with that cause I value her as friend. IDK she confuses me so much cause it seems like she wants me to ask her out, talk to her, what not but then turns around and makes me feel like a stalker for doing these same things. But yeah so after all this confusion I've decided hey...fuck it, its my senior year, i don't need the drama so its probably better if I don't talk to her anymore and make things worse. If she actually wants me to talk to her then she can start talking to me. So that's it, my sad sad rant on that crap.
Other new. Frost is coming up for the weekend(sweet) and after my final monday B is coming back with me to hudson for a couple days. Then I'm turning around and helping B move back home. After that its a couple of days of doing nothing but video games, movies and hanging out at the apartment. Then next quarter...bleh oh well I'm almost gradumacted.
Well feels better to get that out of my system...time to grab a couple of hours of sleep then revise my senior sem paper....joy...not.
Oh yeah JOY ======> http://www.ensemblestudios.com/teaser.htm
This looks so DAMN beautiful.
"He had extracted himself from the Cambridge one-way system by the usual method, which involved going round and round it faster and faster until he achieved a sort of escape velocity and flew off at a tangent in a random direction."
Yar
S^3