promise.

[yar_matey]

this morning after i dropped you off at home, i came back to my house, and i couldnt go back to sleep.
awful images and thoughts of the past consumed my mind.
last december and january.
probably the most painful times i've gone thru, for my heart anyways.
i laid in bed and cried some.
and it wouldn't leave.
i don't know why this happens.

but all i want is a promise.
that this will not happen again.
cos there's no way i could go thru it again, and still know you.
i just need a promise.

promise me?