ah but it's cold outside
coffee house was....good...haha, we made so many mistakes, haha, but s'all good, it was fun.
documentary is coming along nicely, i really have to start editing soon.
(eleanor rigby died in the church and was burried along with her name, nobody came)
God, i fucking hate people that have modd wings. I am the type of person that tends to change to fit someone's mood, unless i dont like them..., and when people are upset, i get upset, god. Why do people act all nice some of the time and you just say no once or something and they turn into an asshole?? so many guys are like that. I'll fucking hurt your pride if i want to.
it was mom's b-day on friday, i drew a picture for her, haha, imso cheap, but it was cool, it was a really big close up of a bunch of daisies and it was actually not bad. I usually cant draw flowers and that stuff, but i kinda like
it.
my hands are cold.
what's wrong with singing clearly? just because i dont slur all my freakin words and have a raspy voice doesnt make me a bad singer. People keep telling me i dont have a "band" voice, well, fuck them. I COULD make my voice sound bad and inaudible, but i dont, cuz that sounds like crap.
gah, im so pissed off for no reason. I hate this. Now its me with the mood swings....wierd.
im going to go practise guitar, the more i play, the more i WANT to play, its great. My stupid fingers though, they wont build up caluses, blah.
farewell.
documentary is coming along nicely, i really have to start editing soon.
(eleanor rigby died in the church and was burried along with her name, nobody came)
God, i fucking hate people that have modd wings. I am the type of person that tends to change to fit someone's mood, unless i dont like them..., and when people are upset, i get upset, god. Why do people act all nice some of the time and you just say no once or something and they turn into an asshole?? so many guys are like that. I'll fucking hurt your pride if i want to.
it was mom's b-day on friday, i drew a picture for her, haha, imso cheap, but it was cool, it was a really big close up of a bunch of daisies and it was actually not bad. I usually cant draw flowers and that stuff, but i kinda like
it.
my hands are cold.
what's wrong with singing clearly? just because i dont slur all my freakin words and have a raspy voice doesnt make me a bad singer. People keep telling me i dont have a "band" voice, well, fuck them. I COULD make my voice sound bad and inaudible, but i dont, cuz that sounds like crap.
gah, im so pissed off for no reason. I hate this. Now its me with the mood swings....wierd.
im going to go practise guitar, the more i play, the more i WANT to play, its great. My stupid fingers though, they wont build up caluses, blah.
farewell.