Jan 06, 2005 23:05
Decent day-
Or rather after-noon and night, because I woke up at 3ish...
I went to an AA meeting with mom tonight- I got some ideas and I talked to some people about my al-anon meeting idea.
I am nervous... but at the same time, I've gotten almost overwhelming support from everyone who has talked to me about it, so thats a plus. I need to make a few phone calls tomorrow, and then I'll be on my way. I wonder when a good time to hold meetings might be?
We shall see.
Anywho- in other news, I am going to WRHS tomorrow to meet with Brothers to listen to them sing and to help if needed. They wanted some alumni there, I guess. I am both excited and nervous- nervous because the school has been mostly rebuilt, so it will do some damage to my long held memories of what the school used to be like.
W/E, we'll see how it goes.
Other than that and al-anon, though, not much is happening. I have been trying to keep my mind occupied otherwise I will end up going crazy- that is one of the tough things about vacations- you can get your mind caught on things that you shouldn't bother thinking or worrying about... but silence tends to amplify small issues into bigger ones. Often I wonder where I am going, what I am doing in life, where I stand ect. This is tricky-
thus, I need to find something to take my mind away from that. So, I think that tomorrow I will try to write some more of my music. We shall see...
Ok - thats it for now-
Peace
~Dave