For Many Hours and Days that Pass Ever Soon, The Tides have Caused the Flame to Dim
Well, I'm back.
Thanksgiving was ok, I guess... All the food came out as good as anyone could have hoped - better, in fact. There was one thing, though... the next day my snot-nosed uncle and aunt came to visit... they kept asking me questions like why I didn't have a g/f (oh dear GOD, how do I answer that one quickly anyways!?), why I liked music so much, why I wasn't a republican.... I was pissed. I was EVEN MORE PISSED WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT THEY ATE ALL THE DARK MEAT!!! UGH!!! But otherwise everything was good. It sucked not having mom around though... and she was supposed to come home last night, but she didn't. She changed her mind and is staying until Monday, so I came back here with Dad today. It was a strange, lonely ride back - I guess I'm just scared because I know what I have to face from this point on. Oh, don't get me wrong- I am fully aware that I am NOT the only one who has to deal with this, but it still scares me: I have a novel to read, papers to write, my jury and other voice lesson pieces to memorize and learn respectively, and a ton of concerts... not to mention normal homework and other final exams.
I am frightened - but at least I will have my head down and I'll be busy for most of the next few weeks. I suppose that in many ways this is good, because otherwise I may let things bother me that shouldn't - I am not speaking of anything specific because there isn't anything... I just mean that by being busy I can stay focused and I can look forward to the holidays coming up.
I think I am gonna write some poetry tonight... I have a few ideas that have been forming in my head for awhile now, and I haven't written a poem in a long time... more than 6 months now... (I post them on my poetry website, you see) I am feeling in a poetry mood. Not sad, exactly... nor down. I don't know- just.. poetic, I guess...
w/e
Ok- I'm out
Peace
~Dave
Your romance is more of a love that needs to bloom
within, just like Hedwig of Hedwig and the
Angry Inch. The film features an East German
transsexual who is seeking her "other
half" after constant betrayal. You must
love yourself before you can need another.
You're starting to realize this, along with the
fact that you don't need a significant other to
be a complete person. Your "other
half" has been inside you all along.
What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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PS... this is kinda weird- but it is what came up the first time I took the quiz... I am not a transsexual... but w/e. I don't buy into the fact that I don't need a significant other to be a complete person... Because I feel less complete that ever these past weeks for lack of someone there. Perhaps its right... perhaps I know I don't NEED someone else.. but perhaps I want to because I feel lonely. A person can be complete and alone - what's the point of life then?
Thanksgiving was ok, I guess... All the food came out as good as anyone could have hoped - better, in fact. There was one thing, though... the next day my snot-nosed uncle and aunt came to visit... they kept asking me questions like why I didn't have a g/f (oh dear GOD, how do I answer that one quickly anyways!?), why I liked music so much, why I wasn't a republican.... I was pissed. I was EVEN MORE PISSED WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT THEY ATE ALL THE DARK MEAT!!! UGH!!! But otherwise everything was good. It sucked not having mom around though... and she was supposed to come home last night, but she didn't. She changed her mind and is staying until Monday, so I came back here with Dad today. It was a strange, lonely ride back - I guess I'm just scared because I know what I have to face from this point on. Oh, don't get me wrong- I am fully aware that I am NOT the only one who has to deal with this, but it still scares me: I have a novel to read, papers to write, my jury and other voice lesson pieces to memorize and learn respectively, and a ton of concerts... not to mention normal homework and other final exams.
I am frightened - but at least I will have my head down and I'll be busy for most of the next few weeks. I suppose that in many ways this is good, because otherwise I may let things bother me that shouldn't - I am not speaking of anything specific because there isn't anything... I just mean that by being busy I can stay focused and I can look forward to the holidays coming up.
I think I am gonna write some poetry tonight... I have a few ideas that have been forming in my head for awhile now, and I haven't written a poem in a long time... more than 6 months now... (I post them on my poetry website, you see) I am feeling in a poetry mood. Not sad, exactly... nor down. I don't know- just.. poetic, I guess...
w/e
Ok- I'm out
Peace
~Dave
Your romance is more of a love that needs to bloom
within, just like Hedwig of Hedwig and the
Angry Inch. The film features an East German
transsexual who is seeking her "other
half" after constant betrayal. You must
love yourself before you can need another.
You're starting to realize this, along with the
fact that you don't need a significant other to
be a complete person. Your "other
half" has been inside you all along.
What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
brought to you by Quizilla
PS... this is kinda weird- but it is what came up the first time I took the quiz... I am not a transsexual... but w/e. I don't buy into the fact that I don't need a significant other to be a complete person... Because I feel less complete that ever these past weeks for lack of someone there. Perhaps its right... perhaps I know I don't NEED someone else.. but perhaps I want to because I feel lonely. A person can be complete and alone - what's the point of life then?