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first thing first, i dont go around pinpointing people for nothing. i admit that incident in the morning was my fault for raising my voice first, but theres totally no need for that additional comment during history, cos you're just making matters worse. i so bloody hate that accusing tone. furthermore, if you want to blame someone that much, why not blame yourself first? you were the one who threw that paper at me, but i did not blame you right? i did not say anything abt you either, so whats up with that remark? youre not involved in it, and yet you want to get yourself involved? fine with me. i'll apologise to yanjie, but i'll definitely not apologise to you.
my class is as usual fucked up much. but im not gna try act like some bloody saint either. when im angry and swearing and spouting nonsense, leave me be. i'll cool down soon enough and listen to others, to know whats my fault and whats not. hell, i'll even admit my mistakes.
but if you still dont know how im like, dont bother either.
oh god im so sick of all these conflicts. i dont even want to care anymore. 3 more months.