Tyrant Fanfic: Blood, love and tears. Chapter 19
Hello everyone! Missed me? XD I have the next chapter for you. ^-^
Currently I’m only working on “Blood, Love and Tears” so I’m sorry for all those that are waiting for “Forgotten Love.” >.< I’m just finally came to some scenes in the vampire story that I was dying to write for a long, long time. So all my focus is on this story at least until I am able to write about 4-5 more chapters. XD I’m so excited to write this story now and also very curious how you all that are reading this story will react on the scenes. ^-^
Since I’m kinda crappy with words when I’m not actually writing a chapter, I’ll leave you all to enjoy the chapter. *^-^*
Title: Blood, love and tears
Author: yaoilovefan
Beta: elyrian
Warnings: language
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Souichi, Hiroto, Morinaga
Note: It's an AU fic.
Summary: Morinaga is a vampire and wants to play around. One night in a club he finds an interesting human and is mesmerized by him. Will he only use his new prey or will he fall in love? And how will the other one react on an immortal lover? What will his feelings be?
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
The next day after breakfast Souichi and Hiroto made their way up to the bedroom so they could pick out something for the human to wear when Morinaga returned. Hiroto opened the wardrobe and after a moment of sifting through the contents of it, took out an outfit that Souichi was very familiar with.
“Morinaga showed this to me before,” Souichi mumbled, wincing.
“Then wear it!” the vampire proposed enthusiastically.
“Hiroto… I won’t wear that!” Souichi yelled, pointing at the dreadful outfit. He regretted telling Hiroto that it was an outfit that Morinaga had chosen for him.
Hiroto looked at the clothes that he was holding in his hands and then at Souichi again.
“Why not?” he asked, startled.
Souichi was stupefied. He just stood there and looked at the vampire, unable to utter even one word. The question had stunned him a bit too much.
“This… that is a fucking SKIRT! I’m NOT A WOMAN! I’m a fucking MAN! I won’t wear a skirt!” Souichi bellowed with all his might. It was the black outfit with the skirt … and Souichi just hated even looking at it.
He heard wings flutter and when he looked out of the window he saw some peculiar bird-like creatures flying away from the tower. He must have scared them with the volume of his scream.
“But it’s only this one time. Please,” Hiroto wailed, coming a bit closer to the human while still holding the, very sexy in his opinion, outfit.
“No way in hell!” Souichi hissed, taking as many steps back from the vampire as Hiroto took towards him, the whole time looking hatefully at the damned clothes.
“But-“ Hiroto tried reasoning with Souichi but the human wouldn’t let him finish.
“No! Forget it!” Souichi was determined to stand his ground. He wouldn’t wear that skirt no matter what; he just wouldn’t. And he was going to fight tooth and nail against it so he stopped backing away and crossed his arms over his chest.
“But-“ the vampire tried again with the same result as before.
“I said forget it!” Souichi yelled. He uncrossed his arms and balled his hands into fists. He was determined to fight this even with his fists if he had to.
“You’re so stubborn,” Hiroto pouted. He was the one now who crossed his arms over his chest, the clothes slung over one arm.
“I’m still not wearing this… this thing!” Souichi looked utterly disgusted at the skirt. This was a nightmare and he desperately wanted to wake up, right now.
Hiroto sighed clearly not happy.
“You said it yourself that this is one of the outfits that Tetsuhiro picked out for you, right?” Hiroto asked, wishing at the same time for more patience.
“Yes, but - “
“So he’d like to see you in it. So…?” Hiroto said. He wanted the human to come to the conclusion himself.
“No way in hell!” Souichi replied heatedly.
It seemed like Souichi had come to the right conclusion but refused to go along with it. That annoyed Hiroto and he pressed his lips into a thin line.
“Why are you so difficult?! I only want to help you!” Hiroto blew up, his voice rising into a shout. He also balled his fists and stuck them on his hips, waiting for the human’s answer.
“Then help me without a skirt involved, okay?!” Souichi yelled back. The two of them stared into each other’s eyes waiting for one of them to give up. To Souichi’s great shock, he won the staring contest.
Hiroto threw his hands up into the air, the things he was holding scattering to the ground in a heap at the vampire‘s feet.
“Fine. You win. We’ll try something else,” Hiroto said, discouraged. He returned to the wardrobe and looked into it again.
Souichi huffed in satisfaction. He would rather die than wear a skirt. Souichi watched the vampire rummage through the wardrobe vigorously looking for something else for him to wear.
“Maybe I could help?” Souichi proposed. He was feeling kind of bad for being difficult when Hiroto only wanted to help him.
Hiroto turned his head and looked at Souichi for a moment, then stepped to the side and waved Souichi over to him.
“Be my guest.”
Now they were looking through all the things gathered there together. There were some decent clothes like the type that he was wearing right now, pants and long sleeved tops, but there were also the kind of clothes that Morinaga had showed him at the beginning. It was somewhat amusing that the first thing that Hiroto had picked out for him to wear was the first thing that Souichi had rejected all those days ago. He could see the other outfits that Morinaga had wanted him to wear but he didn’t have any intention of telling the vampire which clothes Morinaga had liked. He detested every single one of those outfits and hoped that they could find something else, something better and not so revealing. Now he needed only to look.
“What do you think of this?” Hiroto asked. He was holding another outfit that Morinaga had picked out. This time it was the one with the metal plate at the front that would make his legs totally exposed.
Souichi groaned. ‘Not again.’
“You haven’t seen it, why are you saying no before taking a closer look at it?” Hiroto asked, frowning.
“I’ve seen it already! Morinaga selected that for me before. I’m not going to wear that, either!” Souichi stated firmly, not moving to take the outfit or even looking at it anymore.
“Hmm… I would advise you wear something that he had picked for you. You can be sure that he wanted to see you in those clothes so you wearing them of your own free will should actually please him very much.” Hiroto tried to make the human see the situation in another light and not only from his own point of view. If Souichi was going to reject all the possible outfits then he would end up going naked.
Souichi thought about Hiroto’s words. He remembered the look that Morinaga had given him when he had come down the stairs that time, dressed up in one of the first outfits. The heat and desire in the vampire’s eyes still made him shiver pleasantly. He ignored that shiver but had to admit the effect he had on Morinaga.
‘He… wanted me.’
Souichi bit his fingernail, his cheeks flushed and his heartbeat picking up for some odd reason.
Hiroto, upon seeing such sexy face, let the human think. He only observed. ‘He won’t have any problems seducing Angel-kun if he can make such an alluring face.’
‘That outfit was dreadful but it clearly got Morinaga going,’ Souichi thought nervously. He knew that he had to dress in something sexy. He didn’t want to but he knew that Hiroto was right.
“Fine!” Souichi threw his arms up in the air and started taking out all of the outfits from the wardrobe that Morinaga had set out for him before and laid them on the bed. He also picked up the outfit that Hiroto had let fall to the ground. When all of them were set out, Souichi cringed.
Hiroto watched him and when all the outfits were on the bed he asked, “What are you doing? What are those?” He could clearly see that Souichi was thinking very hard, looking at the outfits intently.
“Those are the outfits Morinaga picked out for me. I’m trying to force myself to decide which one to wear,” Souichi said looking from one outfit to the other, clearly undecided.
“Let me pick something out,” Hiroto proposed.
The human looked at the vampire and cringed again.
“What do you suggest I wear?” Souichi forced himself to ask, making a gesture with his hand to the outfits on the bed.
Hiroto didn’t hesitate. With a few steps he reached the bed and picked up the black one with the skirt, pulling it out towards Souichi. His eyes clearly said that this was the one he should wear.
“No,” Souichi wailed. “Anything but that!” He pointed with his outstretched hand to the clothes Hiroto was holding.
“I’m sorry, but I really think that this is the best choice. When Angel-kun sees you in this he’ll totally forget to look into your mind, and if you play your cards right, he’ll be eating out of your hand in no time.”
“I just hope he won’t decide to make me stay permanently,” Souichi mumbled under his breath unhappily, voicing his innermost fear that had started to form when Hiroto had suggested that he act invitingly around Morinaga. He had totally forgotten that he was in a room with a vampire that happened to have heightened senses.
“He won’t,” Hiroto said gently. “Remind him that you have a family that is worried sick about you and you’ll see what you managed to ignore until now.” At Souichi’s questioning look Hiroto explained, “His compassion and his good heart.”
“Yeah, sure. As if I believe in that,” Souichi snorted.
“I can’t force you to see, but I hope you will, eventually,” Hiroto said seriously. Then he clasped his hands excitedly. “So hop into those clothes so I can see how you look!”
“Fuck you! I’m not wearing a skirt!” Souichi yelled, outraged.
Hiroto growled, actually growled, making Souichi’s eyes widen with fright. It was the first time that the friendly vampire had made such a frightening sound and Souichi wasn’t sure how he would be able to handle the situation if Hiroto really lunged at him for some reason.
“You are just - Do you want to get back home?!” Hiroto glared.
“But not with such a high price!” No matter what, he wouldn’t wear a skirt, he just wouldn’t. If needed he would find another way to make Morinaga send him back, but he wouldn’t wear a skirt. The vampire had taken so much away from him during his stay in the Demon World. Souichi promised himself that he would hold on to at least a bit of his dignity. In his eyes, wearing a skirt would strip him of the last bit of it. He could not bear to be humiliated that way. He just couldn’t.
Hiroto hadn’t said anything for awhile. He only gave Souichi a solemn look, and then his expression softened.
“Alright, Souichi. We’ll figure something out that won’t involve a skirt, okay?”
Souichi looked at the vampire suspiciously. He had a feeling he wouldn’t like whatever Hiroto thought of now, but if it didn’t involve a skirt then Souichi would probably go with it. He nodded his head once and Hiroto smiled, cheerful again.
“Then let’s get to work! Angel-kun’s returning tomorrow afternoon so that’s how much time we have to make you the hottest, most desirable person in the whole universe.”
Souichi rolled his eyes. ‘I have a bad feeling about this.’ He bit his lip. ‘I just hope it works.’
*** ***
Morinaga walked with a steady, energetic pace down the corridors of his castle home. He was not pleased. He had agreed to help his brother with some issues in the northern reaches of the kingdom but he had never suspected that he wouldn’t be able to return home for such a long time.
Morinaga was worried about Souichi. He had left the human hastily and hadn’t had time to talk with him properly. He had wanted to explain a few things to the human.
‘It’s a good thing that I told Hiroto to take care of Sou-chan. It’s really convenient that he’s returned home now.’
He was really curious yet worried at the same time. He hadn’t planned to leave the human for so long. ‘Tatsumi must be worried sick by now, thinking about what I’ll do with him. I wonder if he thinks that I’ve abandoned him. I hope Hiroto kept him company and made sure he’s fine.’
Morinaga quickened his pace and finally reached his room. He needed a bath and then he would visit Souichi. He was reluctant to admit that he actually missed the human. Tatsumi was not easy to handle and he was clearly not happy to be here and be molested by Morinaga, but the vampire brushed that off. He did not need the human’s consent. He was only a toy, a momentary plaything, and he would return to his own world soon enough. There was no need for Morinaga to feel so shaken by the thought of letting go of him.
Morinaga was confused by the many opposing feelings he was having lately, all of them concerning a certain human. Before he had met Tatsumi his life had been easier; he hadn’t been feeling much of anything before the human had come into the picture. The human had really managed to sneak into his heart and that was not good. The longer Morinaga was away from the human, knowing that he was there in the tower and probably waiting for the vampire to show himself, he became more and more restless. He yearned to return back home and see Tatsumi and he knew that it was a very bad thing to want. He didn’t desire all the heartache that came with loving someone. There was also the matter of Morinaga’s sibling. The human must return to his own world before his brother discovered him still here. It might end tragically for Souichi if Kunihiro saw the human in the Demon World after he had told his younger sibling to get rid of him.
‘I hope he hasn’t discovered his presence while I was gone.’
Morinaga’s eyes widened with the realization that he was truly worried about Tatsumi’s wellbeing. The thought of the human ending up dead was making Morinaga’s heart clench painfully. He would not let something like that happen.
‘I’m seriously starting to care,’ Morinaga thought. He gulped, remembering how the last time that he cared had ended. He was determined not to let the same thing happen to him again, although looking at the way he had started thinking about Souichi, he knew he was failing. Also considering that the human somehow could make all the long forgotten feelings resurface in Morinaga, his staying near was a threat to the peace and fragile stability that Morinaga had established in his life.
‘The human needs to go, then. I’ll bring him back to his own world after I shower. Fuck the Hunters if they’re still out there,’ Morinaga thought, annoyed, finally reaching his chambers. He noticed that the annoyance wasn’t because of the Hunters but because he had decided to let Souichi Tatsumi go.
“Fuck,” Morinaga yelled, driving his fist into the wall just beside the door to his chambers, not even noticing that he had actually managed to make his hand bleed from the force he had used. He was too preoccupied with his inner turmoil and sadness at the thought of not seeing Sou-chan again.
“Fuck,” he whispered, not wanting to move, wanting to delay his departure with Souichi as much as possible.
Chapter 20
Note: As you probably already figured out Morinaga and Souichi will have their reunion in the next chapter. *^-^* You’ll be able to see what Souichi’s gonna do to make Morinaga send him back home. XD And Morinaga’s breakdown at the end of the chapter wasn’t planned. He did that on his own. ;) It’s really funny how sometimes the characters do things that I haven’t planned for them. XD It makes writing so much more fun!
Also you all need to know that I thought long and hard about making Souichi cross-dress. I’m just dying to dress him up in a dress or a skirt! XD I thought better of making him wear the skirt here in this story but I’d like your opinion on the matter. Would you like to see a story where Souichi is dressed like a woman? o_o
Currently I’m only working on “Blood, Love and Tears” so I’m sorry for all those that are waiting for “Forgotten Love.” >.< I’m just finally came to some scenes in the vampire story that I was dying to write for a long, long time. So all my focus is on this story at least until I am able to write about 4-5 more chapters. XD I’m so excited to write this story now and also very curious how you all that are reading this story will react on the scenes. ^-^
Since I’m kinda crappy with words when I’m not actually writing a chapter, I’ll leave you all to enjoy the chapter. *^-^*
Title: Blood, love and tears
Author: yaoilovefan
Beta: elyrian
Warnings: language
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Souichi, Hiroto, Morinaga
Note: It's an AU fic.
Summary: Morinaga is a vampire and wants to play around. One night in a club he finds an interesting human and is mesmerized by him. Will he only use his new prey or will he fall in love? And how will the other one react on an immortal lover? What will his feelings be?
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
The next day after breakfast Souichi and Hiroto made their way up to the bedroom so they could pick out something for the human to wear when Morinaga returned. Hiroto opened the wardrobe and after a moment of sifting through the contents of it, took out an outfit that Souichi was very familiar with.
“Morinaga showed this to me before,” Souichi mumbled, wincing.
“Then wear it!” the vampire proposed enthusiastically.
“Hiroto… I won’t wear that!” Souichi yelled, pointing at the dreadful outfit. He regretted telling Hiroto that it was an outfit that Morinaga had chosen for him.
Hiroto looked at the clothes that he was holding in his hands and then at Souichi again.
“Why not?” he asked, startled.
Souichi was stupefied. He just stood there and looked at the vampire, unable to utter even one word. The question had stunned him a bit too much.
“This… that is a fucking SKIRT! I’m NOT A WOMAN! I’m a fucking MAN! I won’t wear a skirt!” Souichi bellowed with all his might. It was the black outfit with the skirt … and Souichi just hated even looking at it.
He heard wings flutter and when he looked out of the window he saw some peculiar bird-like creatures flying away from the tower. He must have scared them with the volume of his scream.
“But it’s only this one time. Please,” Hiroto wailed, coming a bit closer to the human while still holding the, very sexy in his opinion, outfit.
“No way in hell!” Souichi hissed, taking as many steps back from the vampire as Hiroto took towards him, the whole time looking hatefully at the damned clothes.
“But-“ Hiroto tried reasoning with Souichi but the human wouldn’t let him finish.
“No! Forget it!” Souichi was determined to stand his ground. He wouldn’t wear that skirt no matter what; he just wouldn’t. And he was going to fight tooth and nail against it so he stopped backing away and crossed his arms over his chest.
“But-“ the vampire tried again with the same result as before.
“I said forget it!” Souichi yelled. He uncrossed his arms and balled his hands into fists. He was determined to fight this even with his fists if he had to.
“You’re so stubborn,” Hiroto pouted. He was the one now who crossed his arms over his chest, the clothes slung over one arm.
“I’m still not wearing this… this thing!” Souichi looked utterly disgusted at the skirt. This was a nightmare and he desperately wanted to wake up, right now.
Hiroto sighed clearly not happy.
“You said it yourself that this is one of the outfits that Tetsuhiro picked out for you, right?” Hiroto asked, wishing at the same time for more patience.
“Yes, but - “
“So he’d like to see you in it. So…?” Hiroto said. He wanted the human to come to the conclusion himself.
“No way in hell!” Souichi replied heatedly.
It seemed like Souichi had come to the right conclusion but refused to go along with it. That annoyed Hiroto and he pressed his lips into a thin line.
“Why are you so difficult?! I only want to help you!” Hiroto blew up, his voice rising into a shout. He also balled his fists and stuck them on his hips, waiting for the human’s answer.
“Then help me without a skirt involved, okay?!” Souichi yelled back. The two of them stared into each other’s eyes waiting for one of them to give up. To Souichi’s great shock, he won the staring contest.
Hiroto threw his hands up into the air, the things he was holding scattering to the ground in a heap at the vampire‘s feet.
“Fine. You win. We’ll try something else,” Hiroto said, discouraged. He returned to the wardrobe and looked into it again.
Souichi huffed in satisfaction. He would rather die than wear a skirt. Souichi watched the vampire rummage through the wardrobe vigorously looking for something else for him to wear.
“Maybe I could help?” Souichi proposed. He was feeling kind of bad for being difficult when Hiroto only wanted to help him.
Hiroto turned his head and looked at Souichi for a moment, then stepped to the side and waved Souichi over to him.
“Be my guest.”
Now they were looking through all the things gathered there together. There were some decent clothes like the type that he was wearing right now, pants and long sleeved tops, but there were also the kind of clothes that Morinaga had showed him at the beginning. It was somewhat amusing that the first thing that Hiroto had picked out for him to wear was the first thing that Souichi had rejected all those days ago. He could see the other outfits that Morinaga had wanted him to wear but he didn’t have any intention of telling the vampire which clothes Morinaga had liked. He detested every single one of those outfits and hoped that they could find something else, something better and not so revealing. Now he needed only to look.
“What do you think of this?” Hiroto asked. He was holding another outfit that Morinaga had picked out. This time it was the one with the metal plate at the front that would make his legs totally exposed.
Souichi groaned. ‘Not again.’
“You haven’t seen it, why are you saying no before taking a closer look at it?” Hiroto asked, frowning.
“I’ve seen it already! Morinaga selected that for me before. I’m not going to wear that, either!” Souichi stated firmly, not moving to take the outfit or even looking at it anymore.
“Hmm… I would advise you wear something that he had picked for you. You can be sure that he wanted to see you in those clothes so you wearing them of your own free will should actually please him very much.” Hiroto tried to make the human see the situation in another light and not only from his own point of view. If Souichi was going to reject all the possible outfits then he would end up going naked.
Souichi thought about Hiroto’s words. He remembered the look that Morinaga had given him when he had come down the stairs that time, dressed up in one of the first outfits. The heat and desire in the vampire’s eyes still made him shiver pleasantly. He ignored that shiver but had to admit the effect he had on Morinaga.
‘He… wanted me.’
Souichi bit his fingernail, his cheeks flushed and his heartbeat picking up for some odd reason.
Hiroto, upon seeing such sexy face, let the human think. He only observed. ‘He won’t have any problems seducing Angel-kun if he can make such an alluring face.’
‘That outfit was dreadful but it clearly got Morinaga going,’ Souichi thought nervously. He knew that he had to dress in something sexy. He didn’t want to but he knew that Hiroto was right.
“Fine!” Souichi threw his arms up in the air and started taking out all of the outfits from the wardrobe that Morinaga had set out for him before and laid them on the bed. He also picked up the outfit that Hiroto had let fall to the ground. When all of them were set out, Souichi cringed.
Hiroto watched him and when all the outfits were on the bed he asked, “What are you doing? What are those?” He could clearly see that Souichi was thinking very hard, looking at the outfits intently.
“Those are the outfits Morinaga picked out for me. I’m trying to force myself to decide which one to wear,” Souichi said looking from one outfit to the other, clearly undecided.
“Let me pick something out,” Hiroto proposed.
The human looked at the vampire and cringed again.
“What do you suggest I wear?” Souichi forced himself to ask, making a gesture with his hand to the outfits on the bed.
Hiroto didn’t hesitate. With a few steps he reached the bed and picked up the black one with the skirt, pulling it out towards Souichi. His eyes clearly said that this was the one he should wear.
“No,” Souichi wailed. “Anything but that!” He pointed with his outstretched hand to the clothes Hiroto was holding.
“I’m sorry, but I really think that this is the best choice. When Angel-kun sees you in this he’ll totally forget to look into your mind, and if you play your cards right, he’ll be eating out of your hand in no time.”
“I just hope he won’t decide to make me stay permanently,” Souichi mumbled under his breath unhappily, voicing his innermost fear that had started to form when Hiroto had suggested that he act invitingly around Morinaga. He had totally forgotten that he was in a room with a vampire that happened to have heightened senses.
“He won’t,” Hiroto said gently. “Remind him that you have a family that is worried sick about you and you’ll see what you managed to ignore until now.” At Souichi’s questioning look Hiroto explained, “His compassion and his good heart.”
“Yeah, sure. As if I believe in that,” Souichi snorted.
“I can’t force you to see, but I hope you will, eventually,” Hiroto said seriously. Then he clasped his hands excitedly. “So hop into those clothes so I can see how you look!”
“Fuck you! I’m not wearing a skirt!” Souichi yelled, outraged.
Hiroto growled, actually growled, making Souichi’s eyes widen with fright. It was the first time that the friendly vampire had made such a frightening sound and Souichi wasn’t sure how he would be able to handle the situation if Hiroto really lunged at him for some reason.
“You are just - Do you want to get back home?!” Hiroto glared.
“But not with such a high price!” No matter what, he wouldn’t wear a skirt, he just wouldn’t. If needed he would find another way to make Morinaga send him back, but he wouldn’t wear a skirt. The vampire had taken so much away from him during his stay in the Demon World. Souichi promised himself that he would hold on to at least a bit of his dignity. In his eyes, wearing a skirt would strip him of the last bit of it. He could not bear to be humiliated that way. He just couldn’t.
Hiroto hadn’t said anything for awhile. He only gave Souichi a solemn look, and then his expression softened.
“Alright, Souichi. We’ll figure something out that won’t involve a skirt, okay?”
Souichi looked at the vampire suspiciously. He had a feeling he wouldn’t like whatever Hiroto thought of now, but if it didn’t involve a skirt then Souichi would probably go with it. He nodded his head once and Hiroto smiled, cheerful again.
“Then let’s get to work! Angel-kun’s returning tomorrow afternoon so that’s how much time we have to make you the hottest, most desirable person in the whole universe.”
Souichi rolled his eyes. ‘I have a bad feeling about this.’ He bit his lip. ‘I just hope it works.’
*** ***
Morinaga walked with a steady, energetic pace down the corridors of his castle home. He was not pleased. He had agreed to help his brother with some issues in the northern reaches of the kingdom but he had never suspected that he wouldn’t be able to return home for such a long time.
Morinaga was worried about Souichi. He had left the human hastily and hadn’t had time to talk with him properly. He had wanted to explain a few things to the human.
‘It’s a good thing that I told Hiroto to take care of Sou-chan. It’s really convenient that he’s returned home now.’
He was really curious yet worried at the same time. He hadn’t planned to leave the human for so long. ‘Tatsumi must be worried sick by now, thinking about what I’ll do with him. I wonder if he thinks that I’ve abandoned him. I hope Hiroto kept him company and made sure he’s fine.’
Morinaga quickened his pace and finally reached his room. He needed a bath and then he would visit Souichi. He was reluctant to admit that he actually missed the human. Tatsumi was not easy to handle and he was clearly not happy to be here and be molested by Morinaga, but the vampire brushed that off. He did not need the human’s consent. He was only a toy, a momentary plaything, and he would return to his own world soon enough. There was no need for Morinaga to feel so shaken by the thought of letting go of him.
Morinaga was confused by the many opposing feelings he was having lately, all of them concerning a certain human. Before he had met Tatsumi his life had been easier; he hadn’t been feeling much of anything before the human had come into the picture. The human had really managed to sneak into his heart and that was not good. The longer Morinaga was away from the human, knowing that he was there in the tower and probably waiting for the vampire to show himself, he became more and more restless. He yearned to return back home and see Tatsumi and he knew that it was a very bad thing to want. He didn’t desire all the heartache that came with loving someone. There was also the matter of Morinaga’s sibling. The human must return to his own world before his brother discovered him still here. It might end tragically for Souichi if Kunihiro saw the human in the Demon World after he had told his younger sibling to get rid of him.
‘I hope he hasn’t discovered his presence while I was gone.’
Morinaga’s eyes widened with the realization that he was truly worried about Tatsumi’s wellbeing. The thought of the human ending up dead was making Morinaga’s heart clench painfully. He would not let something like that happen.
‘I’m seriously starting to care,’ Morinaga thought. He gulped, remembering how the last time that he cared had ended. He was determined not to let the same thing happen to him again, although looking at the way he had started thinking about Souichi, he knew he was failing. Also considering that the human somehow could make all the long forgotten feelings resurface in Morinaga, his staying near was a threat to the peace and fragile stability that Morinaga had established in his life.
‘The human needs to go, then. I’ll bring him back to his own world after I shower. Fuck the Hunters if they’re still out there,’ Morinaga thought, annoyed, finally reaching his chambers. He noticed that the annoyance wasn’t because of the Hunters but because he had decided to let Souichi Tatsumi go.
“Fuck,” Morinaga yelled, driving his fist into the wall just beside the door to his chambers, not even noticing that he had actually managed to make his hand bleed from the force he had used. He was too preoccupied with his inner turmoil and sadness at the thought of not seeing Sou-chan again.
“Fuck,” he whispered, not wanting to move, wanting to delay his departure with Souichi as much as possible.
Chapter 20
Note: As you probably already figured out Morinaga and Souichi will have their reunion in the next chapter. *^-^* You’ll be able to see what Souichi’s gonna do to make Morinaga send him back home. XD And Morinaga’s breakdown at the end of the chapter wasn’t planned. He did that on his own. ;) It’s really funny how sometimes the characters do things that I haven’t planned for them. XD It makes writing so much more fun!
Also you all need to know that I thought long and hard about making Souichi cross-dress. I’m just dying to dress him up in a dress or a skirt! XD I thought better of making him wear the skirt here in this story but I’d like your opinion on the matter. Would you like to see a story where Souichi is dressed like a woman? o_o