Lately...
I've been pretty annoyed of everything around me. Anything and everything triggers something in me to feel a constant anger ready to slash someone with a knife. Ever since I sent out those 3 nursing school applications, I have been the moodiest person ever. I haven't even sent out my application to SJSU's program yet, but I will in these next few weeks. I do not want to talk or even listen to anything about 'Nursing'. Occasionally, i'll bring up the topic because sometimes homegirl needs to vent... But now whenever I hear people talk about it, or when people ask me about it.. I'll give them attitude, or just ask them to stop talking to me. Please excuse my behavior for the rest of the semester, if I offend/have offended you. I don't mean to be a real beezy, but you try waiting for a letter in the mail that will determine everything you want in life. Gah! I am trippin balls right now because I'm so close to getting to where I want to be.
So anyways, for lent I gave up red meat, junk food and cussing. The deal with cussing is that I owe myself a round of praying the rosary each time I break it. However, I've broken it 10 times within one week of lent. Hopefully, this year I will learn how to control my cussing outbreaks (since it's increased this past year). Nevertheless, I'm doing well with all the other aspects of lent. I was going to give up 'fast food', but that is nearly impossible with PCN happening. I won't have time to eat anything except fast food during hours of rehearsals, and during the show.
School is killing me right now (not really). Although my classes are supposed to be "easy peasy", I am struggling in them. I'm not used to getting grades that are way below than above average. I think the whole 'laziness' is starting to get to me, since i'm not doing anything this semester. I'm taking classes as time and unit fillers, because I have completed all my pre-reqs for nursing already. PCN is right around the corner, so i'll be busy with that when rehearsals, and hell week comes through. I'm just tryna keep myself busaaaay because there's so much emotional stress that is constantly knocking on my door. Spring semester tends to be the semester where I'm the most "stressed". Thank goodness, Akbayan is there to save me from all this. Without them, college would be extremely boring & lonely for me.
I shall start studying now.. since I have a midterm tomorrow morning for my "world hunger" class. (I'm always hungry in this class, but I feel bad eating in it because we learn about starving children in Africa.)
So anyways, for lent I gave up red meat, junk food and cussing. The deal with cussing is that I owe myself a round of praying the rosary each time I break it. However, I've broken it 10 times within one week of lent. Hopefully, this year I will learn how to control my cussing outbreaks (since it's increased this past year). Nevertheless, I'm doing well with all the other aspects of lent. I was going to give up 'fast food', but that is nearly impossible with PCN happening. I won't have time to eat anything except fast food during hours of rehearsals, and during the show.
School is killing me right now (not really). Although my classes are supposed to be "easy peasy", I am struggling in them. I'm not used to getting grades that are way below than above average. I think the whole 'laziness' is starting to get to me, since i'm not doing anything this semester. I'm taking classes as time and unit fillers, because I have completed all my pre-reqs for nursing already. PCN is right around the corner, so i'll be busy with that when rehearsals, and hell week comes through. I'm just tryna keep myself busaaaay because there's so much emotional stress that is constantly knocking on my door. Spring semester tends to be the semester where I'm the most "stressed". Thank goodness, Akbayan is there to save me from all this. Without them, college would be extremely boring & lonely for me.
I shall start studying now.. since I have a midterm tomorrow morning for my "world hunger" class. (I'm always hungry in this class, but I feel bad eating in it because we learn about starving children in Africa.)