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so ups and downs can really make a person tired.
Up: my homework is finally done
Down: my dad is always angry and he made me cry.
Up: alex came over and we watched austin powers which made me smile.
Down: i cried again cuzz my dad was being super mean.
Up: im talking to Malte, whom i love so dearly. and he can make my tears into smiles no matter what.
Down: i wont get to see Malte for a long time, because idont know if ill have the $ to go to germany this summer :(
Up: i talked to vivi (my german) on the phone this morning. she said she was so excited to come that she could hardley hold the phone. and im talking to her on ICQ now.
Down: those twins are making things difficult. cant they understand that i am happy where i am...for the most part? i shouldnt feel guilty...so why do i?
Up: ive talked to ken more in the past week than i have in a long time. shorty and pierce too. they are so wonderful.
Down: lots of my friends are in crummy situations and i cant help them. some of them are asking for help, but i dont even know where to start...
Up: my best friend and i are now stronger.
Down: its REALLY hot today....and it was beasty up in the balcony at church. my brother almost passed out.
Up: i bought him a 7up after church and he said i was a really good big sister.
Down: my knee is killing me.
Up: im going out to a picnic party.
Down: its for my moms hair dresser & ill be the only one my age there as far as i know
Up: 5 DAYS TILL ITS MY BIRTHDAY...ILL BE 17! R RATED MOVIES...WATCH OUT! HERE I COME!
Down: my doggie has an ouchie.
Up: i love sailing.
Down: people change too much.
Up: things with my mom are so much better. we talked, its cool.
Down: things with my dad are worse. just cuzz he isnt happy doesnt mean he needs to take it out on all of us. if its my fault he needs to straight up tell me, or he needs to leave me the frig alone.
Down: i feel like running away for a while...so that i can get away from this mess...
Down: i never knew i was such a disappointment.
Down: theres somehing that i have to say to someone, but im scared.
Down: time is going by too fast...but at times far too slowly.
Up: i love my friends.
Up: my homework is finally done
Down: my dad is always angry and he made me cry.
Up: alex came over and we watched austin powers which made me smile.
Down: i cried again cuzz my dad was being super mean.
Up: im talking to Malte, whom i love so dearly. and he can make my tears into smiles no matter what.
Down: i wont get to see Malte for a long time, because idont know if ill have the $ to go to germany this summer :(
Up: i talked to vivi (my german) on the phone this morning. she said she was so excited to come that she could hardley hold the phone. and im talking to her on ICQ now.
Down: those twins are making things difficult. cant they understand that i am happy where i am...for the most part? i shouldnt feel guilty...so why do i?
Up: ive talked to ken more in the past week than i have in a long time. shorty and pierce too. they are so wonderful.
Down: lots of my friends are in crummy situations and i cant help them. some of them are asking for help, but i dont even know where to start...
Up: my best friend and i are now stronger.
Down: its REALLY hot today....and it was beasty up in the balcony at church. my brother almost passed out.
Up: i bought him a 7up after church and he said i was a really good big sister.
Down: my knee is killing me.
Up: im going out to a picnic party.
Down: its for my moms hair dresser & ill be the only one my age there as far as i know
Up: 5 DAYS TILL ITS MY BIRTHDAY...ILL BE 17! R RATED MOVIES...WATCH OUT! HERE I COME!
Down: my doggie has an ouchie.
Up: i love sailing.
Down: people change too much.
Up: things with my mom are so much better. we talked, its cool.
Down: things with my dad are worse. just cuzz he isnt happy doesnt mean he needs to take it out on all of us. if its my fault he needs to straight up tell me, or he needs to leave me the frig alone.
Down: i feel like running away for a while...so that i can get away from this mess...
Down: i never knew i was such a disappointment.
Down: theres somehing that i have to say to someone, but im scared.
Down: time is going by too fast...but at times far too slowly.
Up: i love my friends.