urgh
ok so this is my idea on the whole thing. and for anyone who doesnt know. there is a thing and our friends r splitting up. so im gonna try not to use names. ok im stuck in the middle and two of my friends think i dont wanna be their friends anymore because they think that i want to go with the friend that they dont wanna be friends with. i wanna be friends with the friend that they dont wanna be with on the side.. but i really want them to be my central group of friends and i want to make them see that cause they havent let me spoken for myself so i am doing it right now. no one can tell the future and only I (as in JENNA) know wut i want and feel the right thing to do is. if someone thinks they know wut i want. they are most likely pretty damn wrong. my friends that think i dont wanna be friends with are the best friends i have ever had in my whole entire life and i love them so much and if i EVER left them i might as well just stick a gun down my throat. (dude.. this is so dramatic.. i sound like .. i dunno.. ) but that is all i ahve to say.