update
everything has been going kinda crazy lately.
last month just sucked. fabian died, giovanni got into his bike wreck and got airlifted to shans. he still remains there in ICU. besides them tons of young ppl have been dying around here lately. its scary. i don't believe in god anymore even though a part of me wonders if i ever did.
i have an appt. for friday at 2pm to get more work on the half sleeve done. its looking pretty badass. after this appt which is coloring all i'll need to have done is the backround.
joseph came back into my life last week but only for a few days.
im sure everyone knows of my babblings of that man but really, it doesnt matter.
im growing up and moving on. not all fairytales have happy endings. the tattoo i got for him is very true though. "i'll wait for you but i can't wait forever" true that. (or tru dat in gangsta terms)
everyone has a bit of thug in them, dont lie.
i think towards the end of next month im going to just take 2 weeks off and go on a vacation. who knows where. out of state for sure.
im getting pretty annoyed with apartments around these parts. im looking for my own place. just a one bedroom one bath place, nothing fancy. that way i dont have to worry about running into guys when i come out of the shower all nakey lol but the places ive looked at told me i make too much money. wtf?! yeah, too much money. for a single person the highest is like 22,000 and im making like 40-45,000 depending on day to day thing. im telling ya, the hospitality buss. you bank. however, i spend it as fast as i get it though, stupid shit really. alcohol, bitches, alcohol....just kidding on the bitches...they pay me.
ok enough is enough
im leaving the privacy of this room and im thinking of venturing over to the parentals house to go swimming. ill wear the bathing suit with the open back. shows all the tattoos. gets them pissed everytime. lol
anywho...peace out fo'shizzle. (yea, its the gangsta coming out again)
xoxo
last month just sucked. fabian died, giovanni got into his bike wreck and got airlifted to shans. he still remains there in ICU. besides them tons of young ppl have been dying around here lately. its scary. i don't believe in god anymore even though a part of me wonders if i ever did.
i have an appt. for friday at 2pm to get more work on the half sleeve done. its looking pretty badass. after this appt which is coloring all i'll need to have done is the backround.
joseph came back into my life last week but only for a few days.
im sure everyone knows of my babblings of that man but really, it doesnt matter.
im growing up and moving on. not all fairytales have happy endings. the tattoo i got for him is very true though. "i'll wait for you but i can't wait forever" true that. (or tru dat in gangsta terms)
everyone has a bit of thug in them, dont lie.
i think towards the end of next month im going to just take 2 weeks off and go on a vacation. who knows where. out of state for sure.
im getting pretty annoyed with apartments around these parts. im looking for my own place. just a one bedroom one bath place, nothing fancy. that way i dont have to worry about running into guys when i come out of the shower all nakey lol but the places ive looked at told me i make too much money. wtf?! yeah, too much money. for a single person the highest is like 22,000 and im making like 40-45,000 depending on day to day thing. im telling ya, the hospitality buss. you bank. however, i spend it as fast as i get it though, stupid shit really. alcohol, bitches, alcohol....just kidding on the bitches...they pay me.
ok enough is enough
im leaving the privacy of this room and im thinking of venturing over to the parentals house to go swimming. ill wear the bathing suit with the open back. shows all the tattoos. gets them pissed everytime. lol
anywho...peace out fo'shizzle. (yea, its the gangsta coming out again)
xoxo