Whoa..
Wow. Time is one crazy concept. This past month, I've been reminicising a lot..I guess that's because last year at this time things started to FINALLY look up. Right now, a year ago, my Mom and sister were in New Zealand, and I was making new friends. I met Nick last year. Started to hang with Matt. Alex. All of them. And I started becoming happy again.
Now, if you looked at me a year ago, to the day, and told me how things would be a year from now I wouldnt believe you. I wouldn't believe you that I had a boyfriend, Nick, for 9 months (And yeh other things concerning that)..if you told me that I would be sitting here remincising about last year, I would have laughed and called myself a loser. If you would have told me that I would almost be a junior, I would be liek thats AGES away.
Anyway, I decided to go back on my LJ and see what I was doing EXACTLY a year ago to this day. This was on the 28th of May..which is the Friday right before Memorial Day, just like right now.
It's so weird how I felt like nothing would get better. But it did. That just shows you, that there is always a bright side to sucky situations. And that everything happens for a reason, because without the little bit of pain, you can never get that feeling of happiness.
Ehh....
Im incredibly bored right now...
I'm pretty sad too.
Things are okay, but Im just feeling upset/sad/depressed.
And its about a guy.
You all dont have to be rocket scientists to know.
But Im just sad because of things..that I cant really explain since this journal can be seen by all...and Im just not going to go into detail. Besides, who wants to know anyway?
Im going to try and be happy now.
Attempt #1. FAILED
Attempt #2. FAILED
Attempt #3. Close, but no cigar.
Attempt #4. *grins a bit* almost..
Attempt #5. SUCCESS.
Okay..well now that Im semi-happy..Im goin to tell you what I'm up to..ahh but I feel like if I tell you, Im going to get sad...but whatever, I'll just have to make myself happy again..well...yesterday was school..after school I hung out with Alana for the first time in a while..I was really happy that her and I got to hang out. I havent seen her for a while. So we hung out and played Boggle.
I got dinner ready and stuff for my Dad and Sister...and then I went to main street with Sarah. We met up with Matt, Nick, and Owen. And we hung around..went to Matt's house..we are all really crazy and weird kids..and Nick exploded like 3 lighters...and then we did other crazy stuff...and I took Matt's necklace/chain thingy..its hot..anyway...we had fun..and I enjoyed not being home.
Sarah slept over..and we were woken up around 9:40 by some painter people coming to power wash the house (spray really strong water on the house to get pieces of paint off) and I was really pissed off that they woke me up..grr...
Anyway..then Gabby and Meera came over to "to biology". We ordered pizza and procrastinated a lot. We FINALLY got our bio done like 3 hours after they got over here..and then they left and I cleaned up around the house.
I went out to Best Buy and some other stores with my Dad around 6..we just had some erands to run..I was going to get the Aida soundtrack, but they didnt have it..grr...but then I came home..ate a really small dinner (an orange)...and Im not hungry..whatever.
Now Im sad again.