AHH! Last day of SUMMER!
Wow...so it's 9:20...the last night of summer vacation 2004. Im actually kind of sad. I dont know...but I guess I got well adjusted to vacation and I'm sad to see it go. I just hope nothing changes with anybody because this summer I really developed close relationships with all my friends, and I'm really happy I got the chance to get to know everybody better.
I also feel like I didnt waste any time...I did everything I wanted to do. Im proud of myself.
So Im sitting here...kind of scared for what sophmore year is going to bring. I dont want things to change a lot--of course natural changes will happen, but Im happy with the state I am in now. Im happy with a lot of things, and Im happy with who I am.
I think Im a completely different person than I was when I left 9th grade..the summer has really changed me...I think mostly for the better, though.
I dont know why, but I feel like crying...just because I dont like change, and I like this vacation and I cant imagine going back. I still dont have much motivation for working and Im going to have a hell of a year. Dont get me wrong though, I wouldnt cry because Im sad, Id cry just because, I dont know. But I wont. lol.
*sigh* Wow...last day of summer...I cant believe it. DAMN. Yeah, so why dont I tell you what I did today. Well, I woke up around 11:00-11:20, and then I met up with Nick and Dave. We just hung around and did nothing, really. But it was fun. I enjoyed every minute of it. We somehow ended up at the main street school park, which was fun. Then I went home and met up with Matt. I made some more prettiful icons and yeah...went over to his house...and ORGANIZED HIS school supplies cause Im a loser! HAHA. But Matt and I are sharing a locker this year, so we made our little plans for our locker. So it should be good.
Yeah, so yeah. I dont like change AT ALL...so I sort of hope this year will be like last year...of course it wont be, but I dont know.
Im sort of excited for tomorrow..but I dont know. I dont want to do any work. HAHA. And I have to wake up at 7! That's CRAZY! I havent woken up at 7 since I was on my trip..oy. *grins*
Anyway, Im going to go now.
AHHH!!!!