time for a lil change
Yesterday was really a whacky day. There was so much going on that really hit me that I need to change. Not saying how or anything but I need to change. I just realize that being what I am today will not take me anywhere really. If I just be a much better person I am today, I will go somewhere. What I am today is really making things worse. That’s not good. So being a better person will make things better, I hope. But what I am today made my life more confusing and stressful. I don’t want that for now. I just want my life easy and calm.
Yesterday also made me realize that I don’t want to be girl’s “bitch” anymore. I love all my friends who are girls but really I can’t always be there for them. I can’t always listen what they want me to do. I need to do what I want to do, sometimes. But I’ll still help them out if they need it. I’ll still be here.
This summer changed me. I think I got a little bit annoying to people and if I was I’m sorry. A lot has been going and really I really won’t know what I’m doing anymore. I don’t want to be annoying to you guys and I don’t know anymore. Being annoying is I don’t know, not me. Also I’m having a bad temper and losing it. I’ve been in fights with my family and friends. I really don’t want that. My family and friends mean so dearly to me. I lost one of my friends in August and I think I lost one of my other friends. This hasn’t been good months for me if you could see. The only thing I want to ask you guys if you guys forgive me from all the things I’ve done and caused.
But basically things got to me and now I want to change it. But I’ll still be the boy who always will be there. I also want to thank all those people who helped me. I appreciate it but now I’m going to change my attitude but not as much.
Yesterday also made me realize that I don’t want to be girl’s “bitch” anymore. I love all my friends who are girls but really I can’t always be there for them. I can’t always listen what they want me to do. I need to do what I want to do, sometimes. But I’ll still help them out if they need it. I’ll still be here.
This summer changed me. I think I got a little bit annoying to people and if I was I’m sorry. A lot has been going and really I really won’t know what I’m doing anymore. I don’t want to be annoying to you guys and I don’t know anymore. Being annoying is I don’t know, not me. Also I’m having a bad temper and losing it. I’ve been in fights with my family and friends. I really don’t want that. My family and friends mean so dearly to me. I lost one of my friends in August and I think I lost one of my other friends. This hasn’t been good months for me if you could see. The only thing I want to ask you guys if you guys forgive me from all the things I’ve done and caused.
But basically things got to me and now I want to change it. But I’ll still be the boy who always will be there. I also want to thank all those people who helped me. I appreciate it but now I’m going to change my attitude but not as much.