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I have sooo much 2 update u guys on. lol My weekend was ehh til sat n then it went uphill n I had a wonderful time. hehe ;o) Okies so let's start wit fri nite I guess. I basically did crap. lol After the update Ricky's car broke down or something like that n yeh well um yeh it's over b/t us ne wayz. Excuses excuses, b4 it was he wasn't calling n when he got over that problem he won't come visit me... not like I live in Orlando or something. Wow the irony of that last statement. haha :oX Aiight well um who cares bout that sat was wayyy better. lol So yeh um I was ganna tan wit Rae 4 the 1st part of the day but we both woke up around 1 so we were like nvm. And she went 2 get a new hair cut. I called Miche up 2 see if we were still on 4 shopping later that day but her mom said no cuz she was ganna be out the whole day wit her aunt so we left it 4 next weekend. Jawon called n asked if I wanted 2 chill wit him but he was ganna be wit certain ppl that I didn't wanna see n yeh he said he'd ditch em 2 hang out wit me but I wudn't wanna do that n besides I wasn't ganna go 2 Falls so I told him next time as well. heh So many things 2 do, so lil time b4 I go. Damn! Well Sandra called me up n we decided that we wud hang out wit the guys after they got out of the UM game cuz they were having some "guy bonding" crap. lol Which so happens that Ricky was there 2 but then had 2 go home when we said we were all ganna hang out. Wtf?? Idk dude. lol Ne who, Sandra n I decide 2 meet up wit the dudes but later that nite. I spent the day getting ready n watching UM beat some Virginia ass... even tho the 1st quater sucked bad. :o/ I was also flipping 2 watch the UF n FSU game... UF kicked some FSU butt. Sry Rae but I have 2 go 4 UF more then FSU. lol :oX I just hate the noles man... or mayb it's the ppl? Well xcept u of course! Who knows? lol Member I have nothing against u since u wanna come down here ne wayz 2 be a cough cough Cane fan. hahaha ;o) I love u!!! Okies well yeh watched the games n chilled a bit. Sandra called me up n told me 2 get ready cuz we were ganna go out so yeh I did that n then went over her casa n around 8:30 we went 2 meet up wit the guys outside of the movies n we talked 4 a bit. All the guys were there xcept Omar n Ricky... wut else is new?? haha Yep so we just hung out n then some of them went 2 watch a movie n Jessie n Phil didn't cuz they didn't want 2 so yeh Jessie stayed 4 like 15 mins n then went 2 see some of his other friends but he promised 2 call us 2 chill later. So in the meanwhile Phil, Sandra, n I went 2 get some "dinner" at this dinner by the movies. I got some ice cream n she got some fried chicken or something. lol Phil payed 4 everything, how sweet no? hehe :o) Well we talked n then went 2 Barnes n Noble while we waited 4 the ppl 2 get out of the movie n we played stupid games n talked shit. heh Nothing better 2 do. So we got back 2 the movies rite when every1 was out so it was perfect timing n yeh we all hung out outside n talked 4 like 2 hrs n caught up in life n just messed around. heh Like alwayz! lol Around 2 am we decide 2 go home, I was sleeping over Sandra's so I just went 2 her place. Andrew took us cuz we had no ride. Poo. But it was kools talkin 2 Andrew 4 a bit. So got 2 Sandra's n we ate something n then chilled a bit n watched tv n then around 3 Jessie called n he came over n we went outside her house n across the st 2 this bench/park place she has. lol I was freezing my butt so he got me his lil UCF jacket n yeh we hung out til like 4 outside n then we went inside cuz it was getting 2 late n weird ppl were starting 2 come out. haha :oX Jessie was almost sleeping so he asked me 2 give him a lil back rub 2 help him relax n of course I wud do it. hehe ;o) Esp seeing how I still liked him from June when I last saw him. hehe I took advantage of that time. haha So we started getting bored n Jessie said "Let's play spin the bottle" but Sandra opened her big mouth n said wth we ganna kiss a tv?? So she instead came up wit the game of "truth or dare" of course it went well wit a setting... no rents, dark in the middle of the nite around 4 am, n a hott guy sitting next 2 us. lmao! Awesome idea!!! hehe ;o) So yeh it started wit me n a dare... I had 2 strip so there I went. haha I was in my pink Vicky's bra n undies... nice? lol Next was Jessie... he went in his boxers... so fucking hott!!! hehehe ;o) Then it was Sandra's turn n she had 2 get nude so she was behind a blanket. lmao I was like oh boy... but she got dressed cuz yeh it wasn't fair she was all nakie. haha So yeh there we were in underware n Jessie asked 4 a back rub again so I was like y not. lmao! So I go n do it n then Sandra goes n gets ice cream n we talked bout other stuff n wut not n then Sandra continued the game n which I LOVE her 4 that. lol She dared me 2 kiss Jessie so I was like Jessie do u mind n he said nope n then I asked where n she gave me the options of foot, ass, armpit, mouth, or stomach. I was like no way 2 the foot, armpit, or ass 1 n then I was like stomach... sexy but I've been wanting the mouth 4 a while so yeh um I decided in the mouth. heh And he said sure n yeh well Sandra left the couch n went on her own while Jessie n I kissed. I thought it was ganna be a small pop mayb lil bit more of a make out kiss but boy was I wrong! lol So there I was kissin... n OMFG wut a PERFECT kiss. *Sigh!* I'm n the clouds man. lol Yeh n it was a nice french kiss n I was ganna stop but no the kid kept it going... he held my head down n we ended up makin out 4 about 3 hrs on Sandra's couch in our underware n let's just say it was NICE. lolol ;o) So yeh um around 5:45 we stopped n were like ::giggle:: n then we smirk n he decided 2 return the favor n give ME a back rub. Of course, being a guy, he took advantage n unhooked my bra so yeh there I was almost fuckin naked while he was giving me THE BEST massage of life. I haven't even gone 2 doctors who give the massage as him. Sigh or "tingleness" as Miche wud say. ;o) lol Spaz attack man. So yeh we talk til 6 am n we get dressed n wake up Sandra cuz she had fallen asleep somewhere n b/t our kissing. hehehe ;o) And yeh Jessie had 2 go cuz he was going 2 UCF around 2 pm the next day. lol Awesome timing 2 do everything rite? haha So I said bye n Sandra walked him out n they talked bout 10 mins outside n he basically told her til Ricky was out of my life... like not even dating/talkin that we cudn't even think of doing nething cuz he wudn't wanna do that 2 his friend n 2 me cuz it wud be like ima whore doing 2 guys u kno. lol But yeh it's all good n the hood, it was a lil game n LOTS of FUN 4 the weekend u kno. ;o) hehe Yep it was AMAZING. lol And it's ganna be the 1st time that I say it but he's the best kisser, even more then Kevin... which no1 has been able 2 top well til Jessie. lol ;o) Sigh... pure bliss man. Aiight well after he left I stayed talkin 2 Sandra 4 a lil while n I was like pinch me did this really happen?? lol I was like in a RUSH, I didn't even freakin believe things happened that way. Me do that... never? lol I wasn't even drunk or nething cuz I DON'T drink! haha See this is like weird... it's not even cuz I'm 18 man. This is soooo diff 4 me. I wud NEVER do some of the things we did!! Sandra told me it was just the rush n hormones n cuz he was so cute n yeh I took a chance... something I NEVER do, esp go n fuckin strip in front of him. lol Whoa! This is sooo not me. haha :oX But I liked it cuz I don't regret it. I think it was the moment n that he's just so freakin hott that I wud "do him" ne where n ne time. lmao! Jk guys!!! lol But yeh I surprised myself sat nite/sun morn. heh This is a Yani that never comes out... well at least in public n yeh not like that. haha :oX Sigh. But it was good!!!!! lmfao. Ima see if I can understand wtf I did, it's a blur but damn man I was like happy n all ok bout everything, not even shy. Super weird 4 me. Okies well yeh the nite was over n then we went 2 sleep around 7 am, after the sun came up. haha Opps? I got up around 11 but fell back asleep after checkin my msgs on my phone... I had 14 diff msgs from every1. Idk y, but I guess they all saw my away n wondered wuts up? haha Yeh so I spent sun telling EVERY1 wut happened n how I STILL can't believe I did that. haha The next day Sandra spent the day cleaning n I just talked 2 her, helped out a bit 2. lol Then went home 2 do some hw n chill at my house. I got several msgs from Jessie, either he had a really good time n wants something or he's just being nice. Who knows? But I take it as a GOOD sign. Even tho I'm pretty sure we can't do nething serious cuz he's up in UCF n yeh Orlando... Miami... not ganna happen. He does come every other weekend but yeh it'll be an unwanted stress just cuz I kno he like 2 mess around lots n wut not. So w/e... leave it at a good game that MADE my weekend gr8. lol ;o) Yeh so 2day in skool was w/e. Brooks class was gay, wut else is new?? We did some blood testing crap n then watched a movie. It was stupid so yeh nothing interesting. In Arnold's class we read in groups again n we chilled the rest of class time. She's much nicer 2 me n were kools so I'm not complaining. I'm guessing she 4got... which wud be good. lol :oP Yep so that was it really n then went 2 lunch n I told every1 details bout my weekend which was good. hehehe And then made plans 4 the weekend wit Jess n Amy n the gurls 2 see Harry Potter, which should be interesting. Yep so that was it n then went on 2 6th per. Elyse cracks me up... she pulled some words from her butt man. "Trash is dirty." Well no duh gurlie!! lol She's super funny man. And then she's like no1 ever listens 2 me n yeh well I was like huh? And omg we laughed 4 like a good 20 mins... wow... inside jokes. lol Ne who, it was w/e really getting ppl from classes n stuff. Then went home n ate something n then chilled online n talked 2 Lai. I need 2 chill wit her soon... so much 2 do!!! Ahh! lol Dec 17th btw is OFFICIAL clubbing nite b/c I'm going wit like a ton of ppl n they can't cancel so yeh it's going down. Finally!!! lol :o) Yey! Okies well yeh um I went 2 babysit 4 a while n it was kools. The boy was good 2day. My grents didn't go 2 their trip cuz there's no room in the plane... they will try on thrus again so we shall see. After that I'll be home alone til 6 pm so if ne1 wants 2 come over... come! :o) Keep me some company plz! lol Yeh so now I'm home n seeing how LONG this entry is ima cut it short n cuz I have ana p bio lab I should do now. So t2u guys later. Mwa!! Bye. Hope ur weekend was as good as mine. ;o) lol Laterz.
kiss me again,
Yani. :o)
I have sooo much 2 update u guys on. lol My weekend was ehh til sat n then it went uphill n I had a wonderful time. hehe ;o) Okies so let's start wit fri nite I guess. I basically did crap. lol After the update Ricky's car broke down or something like that n yeh well um yeh it's over b/t us ne wayz. Excuses excuses, b4 it was he wasn't calling n when he got over that problem he won't come visit me... not like I live in Orlando or something. Wow the irony of that last statement. haha :oX Aiight well um who cares bout that sat was wayyy better. lol So yeh um I was ganna tan wit Rae 4 the 1st part of the day but we both woke up around 1 so we were like nvm. And she went 2 get a new hair cut. I called Miche up 2 see if we were still on 4 shopping later that day but her mom said no cuz she was ganna be out the whole day wit her aunt so we left it 4 next weekend. Jawon called n asked if I wanted 2 chill wit him but he was ganna be wit certain ppl that I didn't wanna see n yeh he said he'd ditch em 2 hang out wit me but I wudn't wanna do that n besides I wasn't ganna go 2 Falls so I told him next time as well. heh So many things 2 do, so lil time b4 I go. Damn! Well Sandra called me up n we decided that we wud hang out wit the guys after they got out of the UM game cuz they were having some "guy bonding" crap. lol Which so happens that Ricky was there 2 but then had 2 go home when we said we were all ganna hang out. Wtf?? Idk dude. lol Ne who, Sandra n I decide 2 meet up wit the dudes but later that nite. I spent the day getting ready n watching UM beat some Virginia ass... even tho the 1st quater sucked bad. :o/ I was also flipping 2 watch the UF n FSU game... UF kicked some FSU butt. Sry Rae but I have 2 go 4 UF more then FSU. lol :oX I just hate the noles man... or mayb it's the ppl? Well xcept u of course! Who knows? lol Member I have nothing against u since u wanna come down here ne wayz 2 be a cough cough Cane fan. hahaha ;o) I love u!!! Okies well yeh watched the games n chilled a bit. Sandra called me up n told me 2 get ready cuz we were ganna go out so yeh I did that n then went over her casa n around 8:30 we went 2 meet up wit the guys outside of the movies n we talked 4 a bit. All the guys were there xcept Omar n Ricky... wut else is new?? haha Yep so we just hung out n then some of them went 2 watch a movie n Jessie n Phil didn't cuz they didn't want 2 so yeh Jessie stayed 4 like 15 mins n then went 2 see some of his other friends but he promised 2 call us 2 chill later. So in the meanwhile Phil, Sandra, n I went 2 get some "dinner" at this dinner by the movies. I got some ice cream n she got some fried chicken or something. lol Phil payed 4 everything, how sweet no? hehe :o) Well we talked n then went 2 Barnes n Noble while we waited 4 the ppl 2 get out of the movie n we played stupid games n talked shit. heh Nothing better 2 do. So we got back 2 the movies rite when every1 was out so it was perfect timing n yeh we all hung out outside n talked 4 like 2 hrs n caught up in life n just messed around. heh Like alwayz! lol Around 2 am we decide 2 go home, I was sleeping over Sandra's so I just went 2 her place. Andrew took us cuz we had no ride. Poo. But it was kools talkin 2 Andrew 4 a bit. So got 2 Sandra's n we ate something n then chilled a bit n watched tv n then around 3 Jessie called n he came over n we went outside her house n across the st 2 this bench/park place she has. lol I was freezing my butt so he got me his lil UCF jacket n yeh we hung out til like 4 outside n then we went inside cuz it was getting 2 late n weird ppl were starting 2 come out. haha :oX Jessie was almost sleeping so he asked me 2 give him a lil back rub 2 help him relax n of course I wud do it. hehe ;o) Esp seeing how I still liked him from June when I last saw him. hehe I took advantage of that time. haha So we started getting bored n Jessie said "Let's play spin the bottle" but Sandra opened her big mouth n said wth we ganna kiss a tv?? So she instead came up wit the game of "truth or dare" of course it went well wit a setting... no rents, dark in the middle of the nite around 4 am, n a hott guy sitting next 2 us. lmao! Awesome idea!!! hehe ;o) So yeh it started wit me n a dare... I had 2 strip so there I went. haha I was in my pink Vicky's bra n undies... nice? lol Next was Jessie... he went in his boxers... so fucking hott!!! hehehe ;o) Then it was Sandra's turn n she had 2 get nude so she was behind a blanket. lmao I was like oh boy... but she got dressed cuz yeh it wasn't fair she was all nakie. haha So yeh there we were in underware n Jessie asked 4 a back rub again so I was like y not. lmao! So I go n do it n then Sandra goes n gets ice cream n we talked bout other stuff n wut not n then Sandra continued the game n which I LOVE her 4 that. lol She dared me 2 kiss Jessie so I was like Jessie do u mind n he said nope n then I asked where n she gave me the options of foot, ass, armpit, mouth, or stomach. I was like no way 2 the foot, armpit, or ass 1 n then I was like stomach... sexy but I've been wanting the mouth 4 a while so yeh um I decided in the mouth. heh And he said sure n yeh well Sandra left the couch n went on her own while Jessie n I kissed. I thought it was ganna be a small pop mayb lil bit more of a make out kiss but boy was I wrong! lol So there I was kissin... n OMFG wut a PERFECT kiss. *Sigh!* I'm n the clouds man. lol Yeh n it was a nice french kiss n I was ganna stop but no the kid kept it going... he held my head down n we ended up makin out 4 about 3 hrs on Sandra's couch in our underware n let's just say it was NICE. lolol ;o) So yeh um around 5:45 we stopped n were like ::giggle:: n then we smirk n he decided 2 return the favor n give ME a back rub. Of course, being a guy, he took advantage n unhooked my bra so yeh there I was almost fuckin naked while he was giving me THE BEST massage of life. I haven't even gone 2 doctors who give the massage as him. Sigh or "tingleness" as Miche wud say. ;o) lol Spaz attack man. So yeh we talk til 6 am n we get dressed n wake up Sandra cuz she had fallen asleep somewhere n b/t our kissing. hehehe ;o) And yeh Jessie had 2 go cuz he was going 2 UCF around 2 pm the next day. lol Awesome timing 2 do everything rite? haha So I said bye n Sandra walked him out n they talked bout 10 mins outside n he basically told her til Ricky was out of my life... like not even dating/talkin that we cudn't even think of doing nething cuz he wudn't wanna do that 2 his friend n 2 me cuz it wud be like ima whore doing 2 guys u kno. lol But yeh it's all good n the hood, it was a lil game n LOTS of FUN 4 the weekend u kno. ;o) hehe Yep it was AMAZING. lol And it's ganna be the 1st time that I say it but he's the best kisser, even more then Kevin... which no1 has been able 2 top well til Jessie. lol ;o) Sigh... pure bliss man. Aiight well after he left I stayed talkin 2 Sandra 4 a lil while n I was like pinch me did this really happen?? lol I was like in a RUSH, I didn't even freakin believe things happened that way. Me do that... never? lol I wasn't even drunk or nething cuz I DON'T drink! haha See this is like weird... it's not even cuz I'm 18 man. This is soooo diff 4 me. I wud NEVER do some of the things we did!! Sandra told me it was just the rush n hormones n cuz he was so cute n yeh I took a chance... something I NEVER do, esp go n fuckin strip in front of him. lol Whoa! This is sooo not me. haha :oX But I liked it cuz I don't regret it. I think it was the moment n that he's just so freakin hott that I wud "do him" ne where n ne time. lmao! Jk guys!!! lol But yeh I surprised myself sat nite/sun morn. heh This is a Yani that never comes out... well at least in public n yeh not like that. haha :oX Sigh. But it was good!!!!! lmfao. Ima see if I can understand wtf I did, it's a blur but damn man I was like happy n all ok bout everything, not even shy. Super weird 4 me. Okies well yeh the nite was over n then we went 2 sleep around 7 am, after the sun came up. haha Opps? I got up around 11 but fell back asleep after checkin my msgs on my phone... I had 14 diff msgs from every1. Idk y, but I guess they all saw my away n wondered wuts up? haha Yeh so I spent sun telling EVERY1 wut happened n how I STILL can't believe I did that. haha The next day Sandra spent the day cleaning n I just talked 2 her, helped out a bit 2. lol Then went home 2 do some hw n chill at my house. I got several msgs from Jessie, either he had a really good time n wants something or he's just being nice. Who knows? But I take it as a GOOD sign. Even tho I'm pretty sure we can't do nething serious cuz he's up in UCF n yeh Orlando... Miami... not ganna happen. He does come every other weekend but yeh it'll be an unwanted stress just cuz I kno he like 2 mess around lots n wut not. So w/e... leave it at a good game that MADE my weekend gr8. lol ;o) Yeh so 2day in skool was w/e. Brooks class was gay, wut else is new?? We did some blood testing crap n then watched a movie. It was stupid so yeh nothing interesting. In Arnold's class we read in groups again n we chilled the rest of class time. She's much nicer 2 me n were kools so I'm not complaining. I'm guessing she 4got... which wud be good. lol :oP Yep so that was it really n then went 2 lunch n I told every1 details bout my weekend which was good. hehehe And then made plans 4 the weekend wit Jess n Amy n the gurls 2 see Harry Potter, which should be interesting. Yep so that was it n then went on 2 6th per. Elyse cracks me up... she pulled some words from her butt man. "Trash is dirty." Well no duh gurlie!! lol She's super funny man. And then she's like no1 ever listens 2 me n yeh well I was like huh? And omg we laughed 4 like a good 20 mins... wow... inside jokes. lol Ne who, it was w/e really getting ppl from classes n stuff. Then went home n ate something n then chilled online n talked 2 Lai. I need 2 chill wit her soon... so much 2 do!!! Ahh! lol Dec 17th btw is OFFICIAL clubbing nite b/c I'm going wit like a ton of ppl n they can't cancel so yeh it's going down. Finally!!! lol :o) Yey! Okies well yeh um I went 2 babysit 4 a while n it was kools. The boy was good 2day. My grents didn't go 2 their trip cuz there's no room in the plane... they will try on thrus again so we shall see. After that I'll be home alone til 6 pm so if ne1 wants 2 come over... come! :o) Keep me some company plz! lol Yeh so now I'm home n seeing how LONG this entry is ima cut it short n cuz I have ana p bio lab I should do now. So t2u guys later. Mwa!! Bye. Hope ur weekend was as good as mine. ;o) lol Laterz.
kiss me again,
Yani. :o)