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all I do with lj anymore is jump on every few weeks to dump overstressed mini-rants and then peace the fuck out again
oh my god oh my god oh my fucking god I can't even oh my god
next year
i just. oh my god i have to come up with five thousand dollars for tuition. that means scholarships, loans, whatever the fuck i can find - my mom is paying ten thousand and can't commit more (because we're buying a house(!!!!!)) and I don't have a job and oh my god oh my god.
oh my god next year I am going to be leading a TaB trip and playing rugby and taking 4.5 credits and working as a tutor and serving as Angles treasurer and i still haven't really made any friends and oh my god I am a mess just thinking about it.
oh my god oh my god oh my fucking god I can't even oh my god
next year
i just. oh my god i have to come up with five thousand dollars for tuition. that means scholarships, loans, whatever the fuck i can find - my mom is paying ten thousand and can't commit more (because we're buying a house(!!!!!)) and I don't have a job and oh my god oh my god.
oh my god next year I am going to be leading a TaB trip and playing rugby and taking 4.5 credits and working as a tutor and serving as Angles treasurer and i still haven't really made any friends and oh my god I am a mess just thinking about it.