Goal 1 down, more goals to go
I said that I passed the board exam and I'm already a nurse. Anyway I plan to take the NCLEX in January and go to California so I could live with my mom and work there. That's such a good news.
It just gets on my nerves when people try to rub it in my place that I don't deserve to do something else I enjoy just because it's not related to my profession.
I wish I could really have the freedom, my friends have that they don't.
I want to do a lot of things and help a lot of people but sometimes it really irritates me when people forced me to revolve around them or make them my world. I love my family and friends but I wish that they don't force me to give up my dreams of becoming a doctor and live the life the way they want to. I want to live the life I want and be with the people I want to.
I know I'm being emotional right now. It just really makes me sad when I can't get what I need and the worst part is I also can't get what I want. It makes me feel that I don't deserve anything. I don't want to think that way and believe it but sometimes I just can't help it.
I want to be happy! I just want to be really happy! :)
It just gets on my nerves when people try to rub it in my place that I don't deserve to do something else I enjoy just because it's not related to my profession.
I wish I could really have the freedom, my friends have that they don't.
I want to do a lot of things and help a lot of people but sometimes it really irritates me when people forced me to revolve around them or make them my world. I love my family and friends but I wish that they don't force me to give up my dreams of becoming a doctor and live the life the way they want to. I want to live the life I want and be with the people I want to.
I know I'm being emotional right now. It just really makes me sad when I can't get what I need and the worst part is I also can't get what I want. It makes me feel that I don't deserve anything. I don't want to think that way and believe it but sometimes I just can't help it.
I want to be happy! I just want to be really happy! :)