State of me
First thing, I have writers block. Massive, massive block. I managed one sentence this last week. One! OMG!
I've never had block before in fifteen years of writing fanfic. Never. I'm really upset about it. I know others get it and manage but ... seriously, I feel like I'm mentally constipated, it sucks so bad.
I think one of the reasons is that I'm writing a story I really don't want to do but one of my readers asked for it and I said yes. I really want to write the epilogue to the Tony!SEAL 'verse and move on. I've got another NCIS fic outlined and I want to move to that. But I need, need, need to finish this first.
So ... I'm blocked.
On a different note. It snowed today. About and inch but still ... what the fuck Mother Nature? What is your malfunction? Seriously.
On a good note. I got Himself's sweater started. It's looking good. And I've almost finished the shawl on the needles. This shawl is going to be ... not what I wanted. The pattern is beautiful but the lace pattern doesn't make sense, I can't seem to read it. And the bamboo yarn is wonderful in hand, but it's a bitch to knit. It's slick. Holy shit!
So, that's the state of me. Not wonderful, but not bad.
I've never had block before in fifteen years of writing fanfic. Never. I'm really upset about it. I know others get it and manage but ... seriously, I feel like I'm mentally constipated, it sucks so bad.
I think one of the reasons is that I'm writing a story I really don't want to do but one of my readers asked for it and I said yes. I really want to write the epilogue to the Tony!SEAL 'verse and move on. I've got another NCIS fic outlined and I want to move to that. But I need, need, need to finish this first.
So ... I'm blocked.
On a different note. It snowed today. About and inch but still ... what the fuck Mother Nature? What is your malfunction? Seriously.
On a good note. I got Himself's sweater started. It's looking good. And I've almost finished the shawl on the needles. This shawl is going to be ... not what I wanted. The pattern is beautiful but the lace pattern doesn't make sense, I can't seem to read it. And the bamboo yarn is wonderful in hand, but it's a bitch to knit. It's slick. Holy shit!
So, that's the state of me. Not wonderful, but not bad.