Oh my~ I havent written in this thing for quite a while! >.>; what in the world did I gain muscle tone? no no no, that will not do!!
I apologize to all of my closest friends.. I have been... distracted to say the least. Please, I would love to make it up to you all.
I have... been trying to hold myself back. Its so wrong of me to push myself to a married man. To want a married man. He has a family...
But he's dead in our world, isnt he? As am I... death has parted them.. but... it feels so wrong.
I want him so badly. Its difficult to repress my feelings for His Highness....
Hotohori-sama~ Its been too long... we have sparred, though havent seen each other since. Such a terrible thing, we should remedy that immediately <3