you've been warned!
WARNING!
At first, I made this journal so that I can express my feeling, thought and at the same time fangirling. However, as time passed I realize that I am not a fan of pour my heart or thought using words but I can still use this livejournal as a medium to fangirling over Arashi by downloading videos and joining Arashi fan’s communities.
I would like to stress out here that I am not an arrogant person. I am free to talk to anyone who has interest in me and be friend to anyone especially Arashi’s fans. My problem is that I’m not good at interacting with people via online chatting or messaging or even commenting unless it is someone that I am close to. I don’t know how to start a conversation with people and I tend to think a lot about how to reply to that person, like - can I say it like this? Is it too early to joke like this? Is this funny? Is this the right comeback? Should I laugh hard? Was that a joke?
So if I joined a community and not been really active in it, I must say that I am very sorry from the bottom of my heart. I don’t know how to blend with you guys and I don’t know where to start.
On the other hand, I will try to find times and topics to write on my journal so that this livejournal doesn’t look so empty. Hopefully I can manage to write on a lot of thing in this journal slowly from time to time. One more thing, I’m only going to write about my normal life, thought and emotion, and Arashi, so there is nothing special or interesting going on here. I think, people will also agree with me that nobody going to care about this anyway, right?