Do over?

[yan_dawg]

Is there one thing... One decision... One moment that, if you could have again, you would change? Seriously. Anything?? I have one of those moments. And, when you think about it, it doesn't really seem like a big deal. Yet it has plagued my mind for the last few years. It has been even worse lately. I think I need to get over it, but it's like I live the repercussions of my mistake every damn day. And maybe, if I had made that decision I wish I'd made, things wouldn't have been any better. But now I will never know, will I? It bugs me.

I need to let it go. But I can't. It's hard as hell for me. And I try to find distractions. But then it haunts me in my dreams. And I keep on wondering... "what if...?"

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