Im a bitch....
....for someone! hehe
Alright, so i had this thing typed out but my computer went all nazi on me and decided that it wanted to not load the page! THANKS!! anyways, um yeah. So before i typed my entry i had an awesome phone call. It was alex calling to tell me good night. and that he loved and sweet dreams...awww.. I dont know how i can ever be mad at him. I dont know. Last night we talked things out and i said something i shouldnt have b/c i pretty much started crying. i think i mentioned something about it in my last entry. Im not gonna say it on here, b/c i dont want to repeat it b/c its not true. Or at least i dont want it to be true. But what he said to me wasnt true. He was just saying it.So that was pretty nice of him eh? NOPE!! haha um yeah
So today i watched a total of 4 movies: Sugar and Spice, Beatleguese, Robots and LIAR LIAR!! i only watched all of ROBOTS.. the others were on tv and i only caught parts of them. yup! i watched runaway bride last night and matilda but i fell asleep during matilda, then got woke up!! what fun! aha
So today was fun! I realized that i am truely loved. After what alex said last night, i thought yeah he loves me, but tonight, i finally found out that he really does. We were laying on the air mattress downstairs watching SPRING BREAK on mtv, and adam comes downstairs. well we were all cuddled together his head on my shoulder, and he didnt move. Normally he would move b/c its adam but he just kept cuddled next to me. THen adam goes "hey now, no baby making just yet." alex you have to use a rubbermaid!! haha i started CRACKING UP...yeah. it was funny!! Then he gave me a kiss when his mom was walking by.sorta...haha yeah. Its like i always knew but now he showed it. And we were talking outside and we were talking like we were friends:
"so do you have a girlfriend?"
"yes, a girl named sara."
"oh thats cool, you like her?"
"yes, very much so"
aww...i just sat there wanting to cry. Happy tears of course...then almost an hour ago he called to say good night and that he loves me. AWW!! i told him that i could never lose him and if i did, i wouldnt know what to do. Which is the honest to god truth. I would like to think that i could move on and be happy again, but as of right now, i couldnt. It would hurt to much!
But yes, enuf lovey dovey stuff, must be going now. Im drowning myself in love tonight
byebye ;)
Alright, so i had this thing typed out but my computer went all nazi on me and decided that it wanted to not load the page! THANKS!! anyways, um yeah. So before i typed my entry i had an awesome phone call. It was alex calling to tell me good night. and that he loved and sweet dreams...awww.. I dont know how i can ever be mad at him. I dont know. Last night we talked things out and i said something i shouldnt have b/c i pretty much started crying. i think i mentioned something about it in my last entry. Im not gonna say it on here, b/c i dont want to repeat it b/c its not true. Or at least i dont want it to be true. But what he said to me wasnt true. He was just saying it.So that was pretty nice of him eh? NOPE!! haha um yeah
So today i watched a total of 4 movies: Sugar and Spice, Beatleguese, Robots and LIAR LIAR!! i only watched all of ROBOTS.. the others were on tv and i only caught parts of them. yup! i watched runaway bride last night and matilda but i fell asleep during matilda, then got woke up!! what fun! aha
So today was fun! I realized that i am truely loved. After what alex said last night, i thought yeah he loves me, but tonight, i finally found out that he really does. We were laying on the air mattress downstairs watching SPRING BREAK on mtv, and adam comes downstairs. well we were all cuddled together his head on my shoulder, and he didnt move. Normally he would move b/c its adam but he just kept cuddled next to me. THen adam goes "hey now, no baby making just yet." alex you have to use a rubbermaid!! haha i started CRACKING UP...yeah. it was funny!! Then he gave me a kiss when his mom was walking by.sorta...haha yeah. Its like i always knew but now he showed it. And we were talking outside and we were talking like we were friends:
"so do you have a girlfriend?"
"yes, a girl named sara."
"oh thats cool, you like her?"
"yes, very much so"
aww...i just sat there wanting to cry. Happy tears of course...then almost an hour ago he called to say good night and that he loves me. AWW!! i told him that i could never lose him and if i did, i wouldnt know what to do. Which is the honest to god truth. I would like to think that i could move on and be happy again, but as of right now, i couldnt. It would hurt to much!
But yes, enuf lovey dovey stuff, must be going now. Im drowning myself in love tonight
byebye ;)