A fairly quiet Volta weekend
I didn't feel like I did much and felt very much like I was on the outside looking in this weekend at Volta. Which I didn't like at all.
I was interested in the Wendigo issue, but realized very quickly that I a) Didn't have the necessary background to have much input other then "I wanna help!" and b) Felt like I was the 8th guy in, which is not the greatest place to be if you want to get involved in something and make a difference, especially when your clueless about how to deal with it. So I sort of bowed out.
I took point on the issue handling Gorm Kherz and the 3rd legion. Which is important...thats a huge point of Volta. Feels a little overwhelming, but I'll try my best.
Being referred to as "Baron" more then a few times...and having to correct people and admonish them for being presumptuous. Thats something I don't want people even saying around me, nothing good can come from that.
Dawning on me that I have dropped a very big ball, and that it will involve me eating a whole bunch of crap. But probably not as much as some others. Granted it was mainly at an event that I was barely at (I showed up for a few hours at a time) and another big point was something that someone else handled and I felt sort of discouraged and dropped the subject. Another big minus. Another was an intimidation factor, I was given the impression that an issue was handled and that I didn't need more information on it... and I let it go.
Not much to do with Cathym this weekend...in fact nothing at all. Discouraging/dissapointing. Didn't even see my baron. I feel like I'm really in limbo on this one. Don't feel like I have the authority to recruit, nor not much in the recruitment pool that I want that would accept. Very frustrating. I'm feeling on this one I just have to go with a motto of "Easier to beg for forgiveness then to ask for permission" on this. Which has the very big chance of Jack getting his head cut off. cest la vie.
I was interested in the Wendigo issue, but realized very quickly that I a) Didn't have the necessary background to have much input other then "I wanna help!" and b) Felt like I was the 8th guy in, which is not the greatest place to be if you want to get involved in something and make a difference, especially when your clueless about how to deal with it. So I sort of bowed out.
I took point on the issue handling Gorm Kherz and the 3rd legion. Which is important...thats a huge point of Volta. Feels a little overwhelming, but I'll try my best.
Being referred to as "Baron" more then a few times...and having to correct people and admonish them for being presumptuous. Thats something I don't want people even saying around me, nothing good can come from that.
Dawning on me that I have dropped a very big ball, and that it will involve me eating a whole bunch of crap. But probably not as much as some others. Granted it was mainly at an event that I was barely at (I showed up for a few hours at a time) and another big point was something that someone else handled and I felt sort of discouraged and dropped the subject. Another big minus. Another was an intimidation factor, I was given the impression that an issue was handled and that I didn't need more information on it... and I let it go.
Not much to do with Cathym this weekend...in fact nothing at all. Discouraging/dissapointing. Didn't even see my baron. I feel like I'm really in limbo on this one. Don't feel like I have the authority to recruit, nor not much in the recruitment pool that I want that would accept. Very frustrating. I'm feeling on this one I just have to go with a motto of "Easier to beg for forgiveness then to ask for permission" on this. Which has the very big chance of Jack getting his head cut off. cest la vie.