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Willow: Several hours later I head home, I had actually gone by the hotel but no one was around, so I just walked the streets. After about a while I couldn't take it anymore. On my way to the apartment I got some food, nothing major just something I could make for later. I also got him some more tea and a nice lady gave me a recipe for scones and short bread too. I wanted to try to cheer him up.
Wesley After taking a long, hot shower, my skin pink from the heat, I step out of the bathroom, dressing in an old Oxford t-shirt and a pair of worn jeans. It's not often that I dress this way, especially when I know Willow will be coming back, but I need comfort. I hope she doesn't think less of me for it.
Willow: I walk in and head straight for the kitchen.
Wesley I'm still in my bedroom when I think I hear the front door open. I listen closely but don't hear anything else so I decide to go check. "Willow?" I call out softly, walking down the hall.
Willow: "In the kitchen, but don't come in, please" I say softly
Wesley "Okay," I say, a bit confused but willing to give her the time and space I promised her. I flip the television on but mute it, turning on my Playstation 2 and stretching a controller to the couch. I just need to get lost for a bit. Snowboarding always makes me feel better.
Willow: After a couple or hours in the kitchen not only reorganizing it and cooking I emerge with a tray, two plates, one with blueberry, cherry, and raspberry scones. Another plate with short bread and a small pot of tea and two cups. I walk in the room, set the tray down then kneel in front of him taking the controller from him. "Help me deal with what happened in sunnydale, we will work on the rest along the way?"
Wesley I'm surprised when she kneels in front of me, taking the controller. I had gotten used to the soft sounds she was making in the kitchen, it was comfortable. I nod at her, not knowing what to really say. "Of course. That's what I'm here for."
Willow: I lean up and kiss him softly. "I care for you Wesley, but I need to trust myself before I can be good for you." I then turn and pour him a small cup of tea, two sugars and some milk then stir it and hand it to him. "I am not saying no Wesley...just need time."
Wesley I lick my lips as she pulls away from the soft kiss. "It's more than what I was daring to hope for, Willow." I take the tea from her, "Thank you. You didn't have to do all this for me."
Willow: "Yes I did, and more importantly I wanted to." I said as I moved to the side, still on my knees. "I made blueberry, cherry, and raspberry scones, as well as short bread."
Wesley I smile and stroke her red hair. "It all looks wonderful," I say with a smile.
Willow: I lean into his touch. "I need to eat something, non sweet, then would you be up for working with me?" I ask
Wesley "I would," I say softly, running my thumb over her cheek.
Willow: I lean up and kiss you again then stand moving into the kitchen to heat up my plate.
Wesley I touch my lips as she kisses me again quickly, not knowing exactly how I should react. "Will you be joining me here? Or should I move to the table?" I call over my shoulder.
Willow: "Wherever you tell me to be I will be there." I say as I wait for my food.
Wesley I lean back on the couch, just wanting to be comfortable. "I'd like you to eat in here with me," I say, taking a cherry scone.
Willow: "Yes Sir" I say softly as I take the plate from the microwave and place it on another tray "Should I drink water? I mean I don't know what you have planned."
Wesley I feel a tingle run up my spine as she calls me Sir. "Nothing difficult, feel free to drink and eat whatever you wish."
Willow: "Thank you" I say as I get a coke from the fridge, longing for some sweet. I take it all in the front room and sit with him.
Wesley "You're welcome," I say, taking a chance and leaning over to kiss her gently. "Is there anything that you want or need that I don't have here?" I ask conversationally.
Willow: "I can get what I need, but it looked like they brought me everything." I say honestly
Wesley "That's good," I say. I eat the remainder of my scone, picking up another. "These are very good, Willow."
Willow: "Thank you. The lady at the english market gave me the recipe...said you had been asking for it." I said with a smile. "Not sure how she knew who I was talking about, but I didn't ask."
Wesley I chuckle. "I'm afraid she's been trying to set me up for some time. Maybe you gave her some hope that I'm not gay," I tease.
Willow: I giggle "How she could think you are gay amazes me." I say as I eat my plate of food. "Wesley....c..can you tell me about some of the things we will be doing?" I ask changing the subject.
Wesley I smile at that. "Thanks." I look over at her. "Well, I'm kind of playing it by ear, to be honest. I thought we would start with some things that will probably seem elementary to you. Meditation, concentration, floating small items, things like that."
Willow: I smile "I will do anything you ask." I admit
Wesley I smile, "Thank you. Feel free to speak up if you have input, however. I'm going into this just as blind as you are," I say, my hand stroking her knee lightly.
Willow: I rest my head on his shoulder. "Thank you...but I am putting all my trust in you."
Wesley I wrap my arm around her shoulder, feeling more relaxed than I have in the
last several hours, just sitting here with her in my arms. She seems to calm me. "Thank you, I appreciate that more than you can know, but please, don't expect me to have all the answers, okay?"
Willow: "No one does....Well Giles does, but even sometimes he is clueless."
Wesley I can't help but laugh at that. "Yes, he quite likes thinking he has the answer to things," I say, kissing the top of your head.
Willow: "I..I should clean."
Wesley "Willow, just sit with me? Please? Just for another moment," I ask her softly.
Willow: "Can I atleast put my plate in the kitchen..." I ask "Please"
Wesley "Yes, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked," I say, sliding my arm from around her shoulders.
Willow: I think a moment "You know what...it can wait." I say as I curl up next to him.
Wesley I feel my breath catch in my chest as she curls up beside me, my arms easily wrapping around her small body. I don't say anything, just let the emotions roll through me.
Willow: "Wesley" I whisper "W..We should get to work."
Wesley I nod, stroking my hand down her back as I sit her up. "Okay, whenever you're ready, I am."
Willow: "Let me put the dishes away and wrap the scones and short bread." I say as I gather everything up.
Wesley "Okay," I say, standing with her. I turn off the television and Playstation 2, placing the controller in it's place and moving the coffee table over to the side. I retrieve two large pillows and sit them across from each other, waiting for her to return.
Willow: Once I have everything put away and the dishes in the dishwasher I return to him. "Ok." I say "Oh wise one, tell me what to do."
Wesley I chuckle. "Well, choose a cushion, then choose a direction," I say, pointing to the pillows, one blue, one green.
Willow: I sit on the blue pillow facing North my legs crossed.
Wesley I nod in approval as she takes the elements of fire and water. I sit across from her, grounded twice in the element of earth. I lean over and remove her shoes and socks gently, placing them away from us. I take her hands in mine and look into her eyes.
Willow: I follow his motions, his hands in mine. "I'm ready" I whisper
Wesley I nod. "All we're going to do right now is concentrate on sharing our energy, okay? Just close your eyes and relax. I'll give to you and you to me," I explain as I close my eyes.
Willow: "Ok" I say doing as he told me.
Wesley After about an hour of meditation and sharing our energies, I slowly remove my hands from hers, opening my eyes to look at her with a smile. "You did great."
Willow: I smile a bit "And hey no black eyes and murdering" I say with a smile...."Oh Wesley...something Odd happened today."
Wesley "That's a plus for me," I grin. "What happened?"
Willow: I smile "I went to see Angel...no one was at the hotel."
Wesley "Is this odd because you willingly went to see them or because no one was there?" I ask, not sure of what she means.
Willow: "No one was there Wesley, usually someone is in the lobby. That strange man, the Groosalug I think, he wasn't there, Cordelia was gone, Angel...no one."
Wesley "Hmmm, that is strange. We should look into it later. If it's really concerning you, we can look into it now?" I ask.
Willow: I was about to say something when the phone rings. "Want me to get that?"
Wesley I shrug. "Sure, why not?"
Willow: I answer and they demand Wesley. I make a face and hand him the phone. "Its for you."
Wesley I laugh. "Well, yes, I am the one that has lived here for a while." I take the phone from her and speak into the phone. "Wyndam-Price."
Associate: "I thought you would like to know the Vampire is missing" I say coldly "As is the woman."
Wesley My mood immediately changes. "What information do you have?"
Associate: "Just that they have been missing since the girl arrived, though the country girl and the black man are searching for them. I would have assumed they would have called you, but I guess not. They have made several attempts to phone the demon, but he isn't helping any either." I think a minute "The only ones left are the kid, the black man and the country girl"
Wesley I tap my fingers against my leg. "Yes, thank you for letting me know. I'll be contacting you all soon," I say, hanging up the phone.
Willow: I look at him confused "Wesley?"
Wesley I take a deep breath. "Angel and Cordelia are missing. Evidentally only Fred, Gunn, and Connor are still at the hotel, Lorne has gone to Las Vegas," I explain, quite disturbed by this news.
Willow: I think a moment "Oh god" I whisper "What did I tell you?" I start to worry
Wesley "What do you mean, what did you tell me?" I ask her, placing a steadying hand on her knee.
Willow: "I told you people I cared about would turn up missing." I said
Wesley "Willow, you can't possibly believe this has anything to do with you," I say gently.
Willow: "Happened the day I came didnt it?"
Wesley "We don't know that Willow. Unless you did it, you didn't have anything to do with it. Trust me on this," I say confidently.
Willow: "How can you be so sure."
Wesley "Number one, because I know you would never harm them. Number two, you have been with me the majority of your time here and the small amount of time you have been away from me, I know you were not at the hotel."
Willow: "I was today." I whisper
Wesley "And they weren't there when you got there," I say, pulling her closer to me.
Willow: "Do you know something I don't?"
Wesley "You told me they were not there, Willow."
Willow: "No, I mean, you seem so certain..."
Wesley I nod. "I am certain. Willow, I know it's probably felt like it lately, but I've got to inform you that you aren't the center of the universe nor the cause of everything bad in it," I say gently
Willow: I have to smile at that "I know...its just...everything bad lately has happened when I was around."
Wesley I smile and take her hand in mine. "I know that feeling," I say softly.
Willow: I lean in and kiss him gently. "Ok, do you have any idea who might have taken them?"
Wesley I close my eyes as she kisses me softly. "Unfortunately, I do. My first instinct is this woman named Jutine that worked with Holtz," I say.
Willow: "Who is Holtz?" I ask confused
Wesley "Oh, I'm sorry, I just assumed you knew," I say. "Angelus and Darla killed his family. He made a deal with a demon to bring him forward in time two hundred years. He's the one that took Connor to Qor'toth."
Willow: My eyes widened "Then she is the one..." I placed my hand on his neck wound. "She did this to you?"
Wesley I shiver a bit as she touches the sensitive scar, I'm still self conscious about it. "She is," I say softly.
Willow: I can't stop myself from leaning in and kissing it, my lips lingering a bit over it. "Then we should find her."
Wesley I gasp softly as her soft lips kiss the garrish scar. "We should. It shouldn't be hard," I say, trying not to think about how she feels against me.
Willow: "Where should we look?"
Wesley "I would think we should start with the house and underground tomb that they frequented. I can also get my associates to look for her as well. I know we can find her."
Willow: "I..If you trust me...I could try a locator..." I suggest nervously
Wesley I smile and nod at her. "That would speed things up quite a lot, actually. I'm here with you, I can help ground you."
Willow: "Y..You won't let me lose control?" I ask
Wesley I shake my head. "Never, Willow."
Willow: "I..I will try. Do you have a map, crystals, and two candles?"
Wesley "I do, how many crystals do you need and are there any specific ones that work best? Also, do the candles need to be a certain color?"
Willow: I tell him what he needs to know and I wait. I can't help but be nervous.
Wesley I return with a Los Angeles map, the crystals and the candles. "Here you are."
Willow: I set everything up and and light the candles. I can't help but be nervous about this.
Wesley I see her hands shaking. "It's okay Willow, I'm here. You can do this," I say encouragingly.
Willow: I keep telling myself that I won't go evil, maybe I will believe it. After a few minutes the map lights up in a spot. "Found her."
Wesley "Brilliant," I say, jotting down the intersection. "That is much quicker than pounding the pavement."
Willow: I just sat there, shaking. I wanted to let loose, just go find her, torture the truth out of her, but I couldn't.
Wesley "Willow, you did well," I say softly. "I will take care of this, I promise you. If she knows anything, I'll find it out," I say firmly.
Willow: "S..So you want me to stay here?"
Wesley I take a deep breath. "You can come along if you want, but I'll be honest with you, you may not like the methods I may need to use," I say honestly.
Willow: "Do you recall my last week? I think I can handle what you have to do."
Wesley I nod my head. "I remember. I just wanted to give you a heads up."
Willow: I stand up and clean the mess up. "Do what you have to."
Wesley I nod and stand. "I'm going to change clothes, then we can go," I say. Even though I'm comfortable, there's no way I would wear anything like this outside my home.
Willow: "I think you look good...but if there is torture in store I should change my clothes too...I am thinking the floral shirt and cutesy jeans...not a reall threatening outfit."
Wesley "You do?" I ask, truly shocked. "Thank you," I say unbelieving. I go into my bedroom and change into a pair of black jeans and a dark shirt. I walk back into the living room and wait for her.
Willow: "Yes I do" I say as I follow him kissing him then go in my room getting my clothes.
Wesley I can't believe she thinks I look good in my relaxed, worn clothes. Maybe they just round out the hatchet murder look I've got going between the stubble on my face and the severe scar on my neck.
Willow: I pull on my black pants, like leather but not, a black blouse, and my boots. I suddenly feel a form of deja vu.
Wesley After several minutes of waiting for her and she doesn't come out, I knock softly on her door. "You don't have to come if you don't want to," I say through the door.
Willow: "Sorry...just had a moment of deja vu, i'm ok." I say as I walk out. "Lets go."
Wesley "There's no rush, I just wanted to check on you."
Willow: "I'm ready." I say honestly.
Wesley I take her hand in mine as we walk out, locking the door behind us. "Do you want to tell me about the deja vu feeling?"
Willow: "Not entirely sure" I admit "I mean it feels like I have worn this before, b ut it still had the tags on it, so I hadn't."
Wesley "Mmm, I understand that," I say, openning the door to my SUV for her.
Willow: I get in my hand slowly sliding out of his. "Thank you."
Wesley "You're welcome," I say, leaning over to give her a quick kiss before walking to the drivers side and driving to the location the spell said Justine was at. "Ready?"
Willow: "As ready as I will ever be." I say nervously. "Just promise me, knock me out if you see me going over board ok?"
Wesley I chuckle. "I promise," I say with a smile.
Willow: "Thank you." I say as I follow him inside. Its a graveyard...this can't be good.
Wesley "This will be fun," I say quietly as I take two stakes out of the car, handing one to her. "Let's go find her," I say, heading through the iron gate.
Willow: I follow him with stake in hand. I have to say I am nervous. I hear fighting and look to Wes "Is that her?"
Wesley I nod, "There's only two, let's wait for her to finish then we'll deal with her."
Willow: "Ok" I whisper as I lean against him. "You don't think we should, you know help her?"
Wesley "If she gets into trouble we will," I say, watching as she easily dispatches the first.
Willow: I nod. "Ok" I whisper as I rest my head on his shoulder.
Wesley I wrap my arms loosely around her, watching as Justine stakes the second vampire and looks around, as if expecting more.
Willow: "Now?" I ask lost in his touch.
Wesley "Unfortunately," I say, not wanting to let her go.
Willow: I turn and kiss him. "You can do this later, she we can't wait for." I say honestly.
Wesley I smile, blushing slightly at her words. "How did you know what I was thinking?" I ask, kissing her quickly before turning toward Justine. "Let's go."
Willow: "Because you can't stop wrapping your arms around me and kissing me." I say with a smile. "I can freeze her...would be cool..."
Wesley "And much easier than chasing her through the graveyard. You up for it?"
Willow: "This one is easy..." I say holding my hand up and freezing her in place. She tries to fight it but can't.
Wesley "Nice job," I say, walking over to Justine. "Hello, remember me?"
Justine: Dammit "Who's the girl...?" I ask my eyes rolling
Wesley "Tell me what happened to Angel and Cordelia," I demand, taking a couple of steps closer to her.
Justine: "Awww, did the vampire go poof? Color me heartbroken." I say as i glare at the girl. "Don't know, don't care...now can one of you let me go."
Wesley I take a step forward and punch her hard in the stomach. "Let's try that again. Where are Angel and Cordelia?"
Willow: He does that and my barrier falls. "Uhhh Wesley" I whisper
Justine: "Don't know, don't care, either way the world is a better place without the vampire."
Wesley I grab her roughly by her arm. "You do know and you'll tell me," I say. "You'll come with me if you don't tell me right now."
Justine: I sock him in the face. "Guess you didn't learn your lesson when I slit your throat huh?" I ask as I try to break free.
Willow: "Thats what I was trying to warn you about."
Wesley My head snaps to the side and I punch her in the face, feeling her blood spray over my fist. "Willow, can you put this waste of space to sleep?"
Willow: "I might kill her" I say panicked.
Wesley "You won't," I say to her firmly as I hold Justine hard by the arms, knowing she'll have bruises on her arms.
Willow: I pray as I take a deep breath and put her to sleep. "I..I shouldn't have done that."
Wesley I pick Justine up over my shoulder, looking to Willow. "I asked you to," I say simply. "I didn't want to hit her any more."
Willow: I can't do this...the using magicks...I should stop. Its just too much. "Lets just get her somewhere before someone sees."
Wesley "Good idea," I say, walking back to the car and placing her in the back. "I'm sorry I had to ask you to do that for me," I say softly as I climb into the drivers seat.
Willow: "I...I just think I shouldn't use them anymore..." I admit "Everytime I do all I want to do is destroy things....."
Wesley "You mean magic," I clarify, pulling out to drive toward the apartment.
Willow: "Yes" I whisper
Wesley "The feeling will pass," I tell her, placing my hand on her knee and stroking it softly.
Willow: I close my eyes and take in this feeling. "I hope you are right."
Wesley "I know I am," I say confidently. We reach the apartment before Justine wakes up, thankfully, and I carry her up the stairs, chaining her in the large coat closet in my living room.
Willow: "You think she won't break free?" I ask
Wesley "No, I've used these chains on vampires. She won't break free."
Willow: "Ok.." I say nervous. "M...mind if I make sure of that?" I ask
Wesley "No, do whatever you like."
Willow: Not sure what else to do I enchant the shackles to make sure she can't get out of them. "You might want to gag her."
Wesley "Good idea," I say, walking to my bedroom and returning with a small ball gag. I strap it around her head and shut the door on her.
Willow: My eyes shoot wide open "Is that what I think it is?"
Wesley I give her an innocent look even as my cheeks flush. "That would depend on what you think it is, wouldn't it?"
Willow: I smile at him "I have to say I am shocked." I say knowing full well what it is.
Wesley I blush up to my ears. "Well, you'd be surprised what you learn in boarding school," I tease.
Willow: I giggle "Maybe you can show me sometime."
Wesley My eyes grow wide and I fight not to moan at that. "Perhaps I can," I say, licking my lips.
Willow: I smile looking down. "You just want to hear me call you Master" I joke.
Wesley I walk over to her, pulling her into an embrace. "Maybe you just want to hear me call you slave girl," I say with a wicked grin.
Willow: "I sometimes feel like I am." I whisper as I cling to him.
Wesley I can't help but feel like I've said something wrong. "What do you mean Willow?"
Willow: "I feel like I am a slave to the magicks...like they control me instead of me controling them."
Wesley "Mmm, I understand what you mean. That's what we're going to work on," I promise her. "Step by step," I say with a grin.
Willow: "Is it wrong I would rather you control me then the magicks." I whisper barely audible.
Wesley I touch her cheek softly. "I don't think so."
Willow: I lean into his touch.
Wesley I lean down, kissing her gently.
Willow: I kiss him back softly. "Thank you" I whisper
Wesley I pull her closer against me. "You're welcome."
Willow: "You will help me?" I ask "I mean, help me control it instead?"
Wesley "I will, for as long as you want me. I mean, as long as you want my help."
Willow: "I know what you meant...I took psych 101....granted it was from a psycho dr who was trying to raise her own controlled demon army, but still..." I said as I lean in and kiss him. "Just work with me...the rest will happen in time."
Wesley I shake my head, "I know, I didn't mean it that way," I say softly.
Willow: "I know you didn't." I say softly
Wesley I swallow. "Do you believe me?"
Willow: "Believe you?" I ask you confused
Wesley "That I didn't mean it like that," I say.
Willow: "I do...am I not supposed to?" I ask softly
Wesley "No, no, I'm glad you do. I didn't want you to think I wanted to push you or anything."
Willow: "Wesley..." I whisper "Making love to you last night....it was the most amazing feeling I have had in the last week...I want that feeling again, but I want to make sure if we do...I want it to last. I am not a one night stand type of girl."
Wesley "Making love?" I ask. Wow, I didn't think she thought of it that way. "I'm not either," I say softly.
Willow: "Yes, Making love." I say softly "Was it not that to you?" I ask scared of the answer.
Wesley "Oh god Willow, it was. I didn't think you did," I say, leaning down to kiss her tenderly.
Willow: I kiss him back, my hand running down his body.
Wesley I shudder as her small hands travel my back. I break the kiss, feeling myself wanting to get lost in her, make love to her. "Good to know we were on the same page."
Willow: "Wesley" I whisper "W...Will you?" I ask nervously
Wesley "Will I what?" I ask her softly, my hands softly caressing her back.
Willow: "Control me." I whisper.
Wesley "I will." I look into her eyes, letting her see the honesty there.
Willow: I kiss him "Thank you." I say honestly
Wesley I deepen the kiss slightly, my tongue sliding across her lips. "You're welcome."
Willow: I rest my head against his shoulder. I don't know what to say, or to do, I try to say something a couple times and I stop for lack of words. I don't think anyone has actually rendered me speechless.
Wesley I hold her to me, loving the way she feels in my arms. I kiss her temple, content to just stand here with her.
Willow: "C...Can I do anything for you?"
Wesley "Just stay with me. We can watch a movie or something if you're not tired," I suggest.
Willow: "Please." I say softly
Wesley I smile at her. "Take a seat on the couch. Do you want to get something off HBO or a DVD or just channel surf?"
Willow: "Can we just relax? Or..." I say with a smile "There are those DVDs"
Wesley I blush slightly. "I am afraid that if I were to watch one of those with you I may not be able to control myself," I say, grinning.
Willow: "You want to though? right?"
Wesley "Would you think me an awful caveman if I admitted that I do?"
Willow: "No" I say "Will you do something for me first?" I ask
Wesley "What's that?"
Willow: "Will you put those ratty clothes on again for me?" I ask "And...May I borrow a pair of your boxers and a tshirt?" I ask
Wesley I close my eyes and suppress a moan. I take a deep breath and open my eyes, looking at her. "Definitely," I say softly. I lean down and kiss her again, pulling her to me.
Willow: I kiss him back deeply. "Thank you"
Wesley "You're welcome. I'll go change and bring them to you, if you like? Or you can come pick something out of your own."
Willow: "I can come with you..." I say with a smile.
Wesley My eyes grow a little wide as a smile spreads across my face. "Come on then," I say, pulling her hand to follow me.
Willow: "Wesley" I whisper "You did get what I meant right?"
Wesley I pull her into my bedroom. "That you wanted to watch an 'adult movie' with me," I say with a grin.
Willow: I smile "Yes there is that too" I say with a giggle "I meant when I asked you to control me."
Wesley "Y-you mean now?" I ask, surprised. I thought it was a general question.
Willow: "I don't mean right this moment, I am guessing that a talk happens and we discuss limits right? I..I just wanted to make sure."
Wesley "Oh, yes, you're right. Did you want to talk about it now? I would be open to that. I just thought you might want to take some time to decide what you want and are ready for."
Willow: "D..Do you have any..You know, movies with that subject."
Wesley I grin and pull her against me. "I do."
Willow: I giggle "Is it cheesy, or is it serious?" I ask
Wesley I chuckle, "I have both. Do you have a preference?" I ask, sliding my hands down over her hips.
Willow: "Not the cheesy..." I said "And will you pick something for me to wear."
Wesley "Well, cheesy means it's just for role play, more serious is actual Dom's and Domme's and their submissives," I clarify. I walk to my dresser, pulling out a soft, white cotton t-shirt and a pair of plaid boxers. "I think you'll look beautiful in these."
Willow: I smile "Help me put it on?" I joke.
Wesley I bite my lip and nod, sliding my hands under her shirt, tracing my fingers over her skin.
Willow: I moan as he does that. "Wesley...." I whisper "C..Can I take your clothes off of you?" I ask
Wesley "Yes, please," I say, looking down into her eyes.
Willow: I remove his shirt then move to undo his pants.
Wesley I moan softly as her small hands gently remove my shirt, my stomach fluttering as she moves to unfasten my pants. "I love the way it feels when you touch me."
Willow: I smile "I like touching you" I say softly as I slide his pants down. along with his boxers and tossing them aside. He was now naked, and gorgeous.
Wesley "Willow," I moan softly. I hadn't expect her to undress me completely. I can't hide that I'm aroused.
Willow: "You are the most gorgeous man." I whisper "M...May I do something for you?"
Wesley "My jeans and t-shirt are over there," I say softly, pointing to the bed, assuming she wants to dress me.
Willow: "Not the kind of help I was going for." I say as I kneel in front of him.
Wesley My eyes grow huge as she gets on her knees in front of me. "It's okay, Willow," I say, looking down at her. Was I missing something or didn't she tell me she wanted some time?
Willow: "I want this" I whisper. "Its just....Looking at you, is so intoxicating."
Wesley I look down at her, stroking my hand down her hair. My cock is quickly hardening, her mouth is so close, god I want this.
Willow: "You want this?" I ask "If you don't I will stop."
Wesley "Willow, I think you can see that I want it," I say, my voice a bit husky with arousal.
Willow: "Ok, so wait it is." I say as I start to stand with a wicked smile.
Wesley "Bloody hell, you're wicked," I say, placing my hand on her shoulder to keep her on her knees. "We can wait until we watch the DVD, however."
Willow: I smile and fall back to my knees. "Really, I do want to do this." I whisper my hand stroking him.
Wesley I groan and thrust my hips into her hand slightly. "I want you to do it, too."
Willow: "Then tell me to." I whisper
Wesley "Suck my cock, Willow," I say in a slightly commanding voice.
Willow: I smile "Yes Sir." I say as I take him into my mouth and working over him over with my tongue.
Wesley I gasp as she takes me into her hot mouth, my hand tangling in her hair as I keep my eyes locked on her.
Willow: I begin to slide over his hardness, my mough sucking and licking as he thrusts into my mouth.
Wesley "Dear lord," I gasp, pulling her hair gently as I press my hips forward.
Willow: I reach around and grab his balls in my hand, trying to make him yell.
Wesley "Willow!" I cry out, her small hand massaging my balls. I thrust into her mouth deeply.
Willow: I smile around his hardness. I then move further up his shaft, my tongue working over every inch.
Wesley "Willow, oh god," I gasp, feeling her tongue pressing against my shaft. I slide one of my hands down, caressing her breasts.
Willow: My eyes roll back in my head. I force myself to pull off his hardness. "I have an idea." I say as I stand up. "Do you trust me?" I ask
Wesley I groan as she removes her mouth from me. "I do," I say honestly.
Willow: I smile and take his hand grabbing the clothes along the way "Come with me." I say stopping in the bathroom to grab a towel, no sense in making a mess and I urge him to sit on the couch.
Wesley I smile, even if I am a little puzzled. I sit on the couch and look up at her, my hand absently stroking my shaft.
Willow: I walk over to the TV and pull out three of the DVDs "Pick one...A B or C" I say with a wicked smile.
Wesley I laugh and shake my head. "How about C?"
Willow: I smile and put Sessions 2 in and start it, then I sit on my knees in front of the couch my hand stroking him a bit.
Wesley I swallow hard, seeing the title screen. "Was that actually C or did you just want to watch this one?" I ask, rocking up into her hand.
Willow: "It was actually C. A was English Mistress, B was Sessions 6 and then there was this one."
Wesley "Do you think you'll enjoy this?" I ask, my hand caressing down her arm as she strokes me.
Willow: "I think so....and maybe Justine will" I joke looking to the closet.
Wesley I chuckle. "Should we open the closet so she can see?" I ask with a wicked grin.
Willow: "No..." I say "She can just listen
Wesley I lean down, kissing her deeply. "Are you a bit of an exhibitionist, Willow?"
Willow: "No...but don't you think this would be torture for her?"
Wesley "I know it would be for me," I say with a smile. I lick my lips as I watch Willow, hearing the sounds from the television.
Willow: I turn to watch the tv, each thing happening making me more curious.
Wesley I move my hips slowly, pressing into her hand.
Willow: I decide to just listen, taking him in my mouth again. I want to make him cum.
Wesley "Fuck," I groan, my eyes locked on the red hair moving on my lap. I hear a flogging on the DVD and the smacks and the cries from the woman receiving it spurring me closer to my climax
Willow: I pull off of him "watch the movie" I whisper then take him back in my mouth.
Wesley I whimper softly, looking up at the television screen. "I want to do this to you, Willow," I say huskily.
Willow: "What?" I ask then start sucking again.
Wesley "I want to put my mouth on you, tie you to the bed, flog you, make you scream," I say, thrusting up harder into her mouth.
Willow: I gasp and moan when he does that. I was lost in the taste of him.
Wesley I twist her hair hard, forcing her down a bit further on me. "I'm going to cum, Willow."
Willow: I continue bobbing up and down on him. I wanted him to cum.
Wesley "Oh god Willow!" I gasp, thrusting hard up into her mouth as my shoot my seed deep into her mouth.
Willow: I drink him down then pull my mouth off his length and smile. "Mmm"
Wesley "That is so sexy," I say, pulling her to me as I kiss her deeply, tasting the remnents of my cum in her mouth.
Willow: I moan through the kiss then slide back down to the floor resting my head on his knee.
Wesley I play with her hair, watching the events on the television. I want to know what she thinks about it, what she's feeling, but I'll let her watch it for a while before asking.
Willow: I smile as we watch the video. "So you like this?"
Wesley "I do. I like it more with you here. Do you?" I ask, my hands moving down to massage her shoulders gently.
Willow: "I do." I whisper
Wesley "Tell me what you like about it," I ask, wanting to know what turns her on.
Willow: I point the things out that I like, showing him what excites me...what is odd is I can't believe I am watching this.
Wesley "Maybe I should take you somewhere public and spank your bare ass," I say, sliding my hands down over her breasts.
Willow: I moan when he does that. "You would like that."
Wesley "From your moan I think you'd like it too," I say, gently pinching her nipples, rolling them between my fingers.
Willow: My eyes roll back in my head as I moan to his touch. "Oh God"
Wesley I lean over, "I'll take that as a yes," I whisper into her ear as one hand trails down her stomach, my fingers teasing her red curls.
Willow: "Wesley" I moan "What are you doing?"
Wesley "Teasing you, I thought it was obvious," I say, my fingers stroking the insides of her thighs.
Willow: I moan to his touch. "Wesley" i moan "I am falling for you." I whisper
Wesley I pause, turning my head to look at her. "Did I hear you correctly, Willow?" I ask, afraid she said something like 'I'm sick with the flu'.
Willow: "I" I look up at him "Am falling" I take his hand "For You"
Wesley I pull her up to sit on my lap, kissing her passionately.
Willow: I kiss him back passionatly "I want to feel loved again" I admit "I want to feel needed again....and not for what I can do."
Wesley "I want you, I need you," I say softly. "I don't care about anything you can or cannot do. I'm afraid I'm falling for you," I add in a whisper.
Willow: I kiss him deeply. "Wesley.." I whisper "I want you, and I need you too..."
Wesley "Then you have me," I say, pulling her to straddle my lap, my semi-hard cock rubbing gently against her center.
Willow: "I..I can't." i whisper "What if I hurt you"
Wesley I shake my head gently. "I don't mean to take you right here, I just want your body against mine," I say as I kiss her deeply, pressing her small breasts against my chest.
Willow: I moan through the kiss, but pull away. "I'm scared."
Wesley "What are you scared of?" I ask her softly, my fingers running through her hair.
Willow: "Losing you too" I whisper
Wesley "Too afraid to give it a chance?" I ask gently. She's lost so much, I can't say I'd really blame her at this point.
Willow: "C...Can I just lay in your arms?" I ask
Wesley "Anything you want, Willow," I say honestly.
Willow: I don't know why I keep panicking, but I do.
Wesley I hold her gently against me, caressing her back, trying to make her comfortable. I don't know what she wants or needs, but I'm willing to do it.
Willow: "I'm sorry I keep panicking" I whisper
Wesley "Don't worry about it, Willow. It's hardly unexpected, you've been through so much lately," I say gently.
Willow: I turn off the movie and change it to some stupid drama, just for the noise. "Thank you"
Wesley I smile as she turns off the DVD. "You're welcome. And thank you for changing the movie."
Willow: "I shouldn't have gotten you all riled up."
Wesley I chuckle. "I'll live," I say with a smile.
Willow: After about 30 minutes I look up at him "W..Will you hate me If I want to go take a shower?" I ask
Wesley I give her an odd look. "Why would I hate you for that?" I ask.
Willow: "Cause...I am leaving you here..." I whisper "I'm sorry."
Wesley "Willow, this is my house. Where else would you leave me?" I tease her, trying to let her know it really is okay.
Willow: I kiss his cheek. "Thank you" i whisper as I take the clothes he lent me and head to the shower. I start a nice hot shower, climbing in I lean against the cool wall picturing what we saw on the video, but instead it was Wesley doing those things to me.
Wesley After she goes into the bathroom, I walk to my room and pull on the worn jeans, not bothering with boxers or a shirt. I turn on the Playstation again, not knowing how long she'll be in there but I have to do something to get the images of Willow bound and gagged, me spanking her, teasing her. "Fuck," I say softly, turning on a strategy game. Hopefully using what's left of my brain will distract me.
Willow: I reach down and begin to caress myself as I picture us. My moans hard to hold in as I moaned his name the water rushing down over me.
Wesley I pause the game, swearing I thought I heard her call my name. I feel my cock twitch inside my jeans, my hand sliding down over it, rubbing my cock through the denim.
Willow: I continue running my fingers over my clit leaning back against the wall. I cant stop the images in my head as I bring myself over the edge with a loud moan.
Wesley "Bloody hell," I moan softly, hearing her in the shower, her moans echoing off the tile. I unzip my pants and pull my hard cock out, stroking it hard and fast, not knowing how much longer she'll be in there. I bite my lip as I tug at my balls gently, pumping my self hard and fast.
Willow: I feel the orgasm building again as I picture him tying me up, blindfolding me and stuffing me in a trunk. Taking me somewhere remote. When he gets me to this place he ties me to a tree, or something similar and begins to feel me up....my fingers slide into me anot only teasing my clit, but thrusting into me. I let out a loud moan as I do this.
Wesley "Oh fuck, Willow," I moan, feeling my balls begin to tighten. I grab several tissues from the box on the table, rubbing my thumb over my head as I stroke myself hard and fast.
Willow: I moaned not able to hold back again when the pictures in my head had him teasing me with several torture devises. I let out a yell as I came on my hand again.
Wesley I bite my lip as I hear her yell, groaning loudly as I cum into my tissue lined fist.
Willow: My legs weak I sink to the cool floor of the shower and relax.
Wesley I grunt softly as I tug at my cock a few more times, milking my seed from it. I take a shuddering breath and toss the tissues into the waste basket, tucking myself back into my jeans, leaning back on the couch, staring unseeing at the ceiling.
Willow: I finally pull myself up and wash myself off. Once I am done I climb out, dry off, and pull his clothes on. I wanted to smell him as I slept.
Wesley I look down the hallway as I hear the shower turn off. I take a deep breath and force myself to turn back to the game, playing it half-heartedly.
Willow: I finally emerge from the bathroom, my hair in pigtail braids. "Hi"
Wesley I look up and my jaw drops. Damn if she doesn't look like a school girl in my clothes. "Hey there. All clean?"
Willow: "Yes...all clean"
Wesley "Good, that's, um, good," I say, laying the controller in my lap. "You heading to bed now? I know it's getting late, I don't want to keep you up, you know."
Willow: I smile "I was gonna lay down, attempt sleep...if you don't mind."
Wesley "No, that's fine. I was thinking of heading that way myself," I lie.
Willow: "Wesley..I meant what I said." I whisper "I am falling for you, I just don't want to rush into something and lose you."
Wesley "You don't have to keep telling me that, Willow. Really, it's okay," I stand, tossing the controller on the couch. "You look really pretty right now," I say softly.
Willow: I blush "Thank you...and I feel like a horrible person because I want you, but I am scared."
Wesley "Why would it make you horrible for not wanting to rush into something? I'd think it'd be a little more horrible for you not to think about it," I say with a shrug, walking over to her.
Willow: "Because I keep doing things, like what happened tonight..." I whisper
Wesley I pull her into a gentle embrace. "Yes, because it was really terrible for me."
Willow: I smile "I know it wasn't." I say softly "But it isn't fair to you either."
Wesley "You DO understand how oral sex works for guys, right?" I tease.
Willow: "Wesley" I say with a glare "YOu know what I mean"
Wesley "Willow, stop worrying so much. You don't have to explain every single thing to me. I'm a little bit smart, you know."
Willow: "Fine fine" I say with a smile "I am going to bed now...you can stay here and be smart."
Wesley "Can I kiss you goodnight?" I ask.
Willow: "Yes you may" I say with a smile
Wesley I curl one hand behind her neck, pulling her lips to mine in a tender kiss.
Willow: I kiss him back deeply and passionatly my hands caressing his back.
Wesley I tremble and pull her close to me, moaning into the kiss. "Willow," I say softly.
Willow: I pull back and caress your cheek. "See you in the morning?"
Wesley I smile and nod. "I'll be here."
Willow: "Promise me you will rest?"
Wesley "I will, you just try to get some sleep, okay?"
Willow: "I promise." I say softly as I kiss him once more then head to bed.
Wesley I watch her climb into the bed, still wearing my clothes. I walk back into the living room, turning of the television and the video game system before walking to my room, tossing my jeans off and sliding on a loose pair of shorts before climbing into my own bed.
Willow: I lay in bed, once I am sure he is asleep I walk into the front room making some food and water for Justine. I walk up to the closet door and unlock it. "You hungry?" I ask the gagged woman in the closet.
Justine: I look up at the girl. God, she's wearing his clothes. As if it weren't bad enough having to listen to their moaning and thrusting and whatever the fuck else they were doing. I just cock my eyebrow at her, I can't exactly talk with a ball gag in my mouth.
Willow: I roll my eyes and remove the ball gag and hold the food to her mouth.
Wesley I take a big bite of the food, not even caring what it is.
Willow: I wait for her to swallow. "Where is Angel?" I ask "Where is Cordelia?"
Justine: I look up at her. "Where am I?" I ask stubbornly.
Willow: "In a closet' I say
Justine "Thank you Ms. Obvious. Care to be a little more specific?" I ask her.
Willow: I get a wicked grin on my face "A closet in an apartment in LA?" I say with a smile.
Justine I sigh. "Thanks. I feel much better now," I say with a snide grin.
Willow: "You want something to drink? I brought a coke or water didn't know what you would want."
Justine "I wouldn't say no to the water, but I don't exactly have any way to pee," I say. I'm hungry and thirsty but not about to piss my pants.
Willow: "I will take care of that." I say sticking a straw in a glass of water and holding it to her mouth just far enough away "Where are Angel and Cordy?"
Justine I look up at her. "I already told you. I don't know. Once Holtz was dead, what the hell interest did I have in any of them."
Willow: "How did Holtz die?" I ask
Justine I take a deep breath as I try to weigh whether or not the truth would help me. I decide it can't hurt. "I killed him," I say with a shrug.
Willow: Ok finally progress "And why did you kill him?"
Justine "Because he pissed me off."
Willow: "You're lying" I say measuring her body language.
Justine "No, I'm actually not. All he thought about was killing Angelus and Darla, making them suffer. Do you know how pathetic it is to have a grudge for over two hundred years? He made me sick."
Willow: "But why kill him?" I ask
Justine I set my jaw and stare at her. "Because if I couldn't have him, nobody could."
Willow: "Now I know you're lying" I say "Guess my generosity was wasted" I sat standing to leave.
Justine "I'm not! He always talked about how we'd take Steven and raise him in the mountains, maybe in Utah. But he just left me here, fucking left me here to rot and all the time he was with Steven, he never even mentioned me." I'm telling her the truth, it's just not the reason I killed him.
Willow: "Ok, thats something, but give me the real reason you killed him...or I will shut you back up with nothing."
Justine I know I can't tell her the truth, it would cast doubt on Steven and I can't risk that. "I'm telling you the truth. You think I just go around talking about how I love a guy that should have died two centuries ago?"
Willow: "Ok, that was your last chance." I say as I put the gag back in her mouth and shut the door.
Justine I try to curse around the ball as she shoves it in my mouth, kicking the door as she shuts it on me. That didn't go well at all.
Willow: I will try again later, for now...I need rest. I decide to put the food in the fridge and walked into Wesley's room crawling into bed with him. I just wanted to lay with him...and tell him what little i found out.
Wesley I stir a bit as I feel someone crawl into bed with me. I breathe deeply and smell her. "Willow," I say softly, reaching my arms out to wrap around what I'm sure is actually a pillow. I must be dreaming, I know she can't be here in my bed, but I'm not about to wake myself up.
Willow: "Its me Wesley" I whisper as I kiss him.
Wesley I feel her lips on mine and my eyes flutter open. "I am in my bed, right?" I ask, feeling a bit disoriented.
Willow: I giggle "Yes, you are." I whisper "I have some info from closet girl."
Wesley "What? Willow, you shouldn't have spoken to her, she could have hurt you," I say protectively. I pull her close to me and kiss her gently now that I'm awake. "That's a nice sight to wake up to."
Willow: "I bribed her with food...she said she killed holtz, and I just wanted to feel your arms around me." I admit softly.
Wesley "She killed Holtz? Did she say why? That doesn't make any sense." I kiss the top of her head, softly caressing her back. "I love feeling you in my arms."
Willow: "She lied and said it was because he pissed her off, then said if she couldn't have him no one would and who is Steven?"
Wesley "Steven is what Holtz called Connor," I explain. "She's definitely hiding something. Did she really think you'd buy that line?"
Willow: "I think in some way its a twist of the truth...she is definatly holding something back. Let me try again later?"
Wesley I look into her eyes. "Willow, it's too dangerous. This is the woman that slit my throat and left me to die."
Willow: "And I skinned a man alive and tried to end the world. I think I can take her." I say honestly
Wesley "Oh, sorry. I guess I'm just feeling protective. I don't ever want to let anyone hurt you."
Willow: I smile "And I thank you for that...but let me try."
Wesley "As long as you promise me you'll be careful," I say, knowing I couldn't really stop her anyway.
Willow: "I will do anything you ask."
Wesley "Anything?" I ask softly, not knowing how much she means it.
Willow: "Yes, anything." I say softly
Wesley "Stay with me tonight? I just want to hold you," I say softly, hoping I don't sound too feminine.
Willow: "I had already planned on that" I say with a smile.
Wesley I smile, "You did, did you? I thought you were determined not to share my bed."
Willow: "why do you think I am here now? Clinging to you?"
Wesley I shrug. "I guess I just thought you were getting your fix before you went to bed," I say softly, hoping it doesn't sound like an insult, it's not meant as one.
Willow: "There's that, but I really need this" I whisper "I aam glad its what you want"
Wesley "It is," I say honestly, kissing her forehead. "Let's get some sleep, we'll work on Justine tomorrow."
Willow: "Thank you" I kiss him as I lay back comfortably.
Wesley "That's my girl," I say softly, my arms around her.