carpe_tenebras The time has come.
I sit in my original room thinking, focusing, trying not to panic. I wish I knew the outcome already, I wish I knew what was to come, but I didn't. What terrifies me is that I could go completely over the edge and hurting someone.
I had to figure this out though. I couldn't sit here and worry about me whan Cordy is the one on the line. I had to find a way past the barrier that was holding Cordy into these visions. I started pouring myself into the books, into all the spells I knew, trying to find something anything to help, but it wasn't there.
Frustrated and feeling like a failure I threw the book across the room. I wasn't going to be able to help her this way. I needed power, power that I didn't have. I had an idea, one that I am sure Angel wouldn't agree with, but I had to do what I had to do.
I snuck out of the hotel, knowing full well Angel would stop me if he knew and headed to one place I thought might be able to help me. If there was another option I would have used it but the more I look for the options when I know of one in Sunnydale would just be wasting that much more time. I got in my car, drove to Sunnydale, knowing that I had to make this happen and quick.
Anyone with power could find Rack's place easily and tonight that truth was no different. His place was close to the old meat packing warehouse downtown, almost too easy to find today. I walked through the barrier and waited, only moments before he came out and glanced upon me. People around me rushed up saying it was their turn like they needed a fix for their favorite drug, I had true reasons for what I wanted, aside from vengence on those who have hurt Cordelia.
Rack said it was my turn led me back into his 'office' and looked into my eyes, my dark angry eyes and asked what I wanted. I remembered when Amy brought me here, when she told me the power this man wielded was more than I could ever imagine, well I will be the one taking a tour today. I without a thought or a care, feeling and wanting the power grab his chest and begin to pull the power from him, filling myself with strength and pure magicks, I was ready now.
Letting Rack's now limp body fall to the ground I turn my eyes black as coal and my veins showing, I was ready. I made my way back to LA, back to the problem and the ones who needed to pay. When I arrived at the hotel it was eerily calm, as was I. I walk into Cordy's room as they all turn and look at me. "I am ready." Without another word I sat down next to Cordelia and took her hand. Shouldn't take long now.
[[Everyone....be careful for the wrath of one pissed off Willow]]
I had to figure this out though. I couldn't sit here and worry about me whan Cordy is the one on the line. I had to find a way past the barrier that was holding Cordy into these visions. I started pouring myself into the books, into all the spells I knew, trying to find something anything to help, but it wasn't there.
Frustrated and feeling like a failure I threw the book across the room. I wasn't going to be able to help her this way. I needed power, power that I didn't have. I had an idea, one that I am sure Angel wouldn't agree with, but I had to do what I had to do.
I snuck out of the hotel, knowing full well Angel would stop me if he knew and headed to one place I thought might be able to help me. If there was another option I would have used it but the more I look for the options when I know of one in Sunnydale would just be wasting that much more time. I got in my car, drove to Sunnydale, knowing that I had to make this happen and quick.
Anyone with power could find Rack's place easily and tonight that truth was no different. His place was close to the old meat packing warehouse downtown, almost too easy to find today. I walked through the barrier and waited, only moments before he came out and glanced upon me. People around me rushed up saying it was their turn like they needed a fix for their favorite drug, I had true reasons for what I wanted, aside from vengence on those who have hurt Cordelia.
Rack said it was my turn led me back into his 'office' and looked into my eyes, my dark angry eyes and asked what I wanted. I remembered when Amy brought me here, when she told me the power this man wielded was more than I could ever imagine, well I will be the one taking a tour today. I without a thought or a care, feeling and wanting the power grab his chest and begin to pull the power from him, filling myself with strength and pure magicks, I was ready now.
Letting Rack's now limp body fall to the ground I turn my eyes black as coal and my veins showing, I was ready. I made my way back to LA, back to the problem and the ones who needed to pay. When I arrived at the hotel it was eerily calm, as was I. I walk into Cordy's room as they all turn and look at me. "I am ready." Without another word I sat down next to Cordelia and took her hand. Shouldn't take long now.
[[Everyone....be careful for the wrath of one pissed off Willow]]