I am still somewhere alive :P
Seems like I really have vanished quite a bit online... not to mention fandom-wise, I am pretty much nowhere to be seen ^^;;;;
Well, I have officially grown tire of being the girl who seems like she is "always" lower and tolerate herself for another person [especially around guys -___- seriously, they are selfish and so over-arrogant]. And I think I really desire toward something/someone that's simple nowadays ... I know it seems like I have backtracked myself :
One of my good guy friend that I knew in HS came back from mission just last thursday (YEAH :D)... and considering how I was "purposely" not kept in contact with him for the past 2 years.... This afternoon, I thought I should find some time this week to meet up since his return, while calling up during break at work, he is still the same hyper and eager to talk on the phone leave me such an interesting, happy and easy feeling [and well, I see him as my little-brother ^^ I haven't seen him for over 2 years, so I really don't know how much has changed.] There's a BBQ I will be going tomorrow for a little farewell party for his little brother since it is HIS turn to go on mission for 2 years. [his family is sure busy... he just barely returned for his 2 years mission... and within a week, his younger brother leave for HIS 2 years mission] I don't know what to expect since I haven't seen him and his family for 2 years but we shall see... at least they still remember my existence [ironic, my plan initially WAS for them to forget about me.... but somehow, after being thru so much trouble toward friendship, love, school and just life... I miss and wish I can gain back those old-times that life is just a lot less complicated.]
ANYWAY.... enough about my recent self... fandom-wise... strangely recently, I got myself back addicted to Pokemon game XD XD XD I was looking around thru the game I have in my PC... and I found the rom for "Pokemon Crystal" and "Pokemon Ruby" ^__^ And think that well, let's just start from fresh and see what I can do with them heehee~~
As for anime/manga-wise... strangely [or maybe is a good for me] that I am not as addicted to them as I have the past couple of years... I was kind of back to the regular level I had ^^ I mean I still read/watch them at leisure time but not something that over dominate my life as before.
As for TRC, I can only let-out a big SIGH and slowly turning numb as just wanting to get it over with >__> To think that at one point, I can be so enthusiastic, so breaking my mind concerning about it, so stubborn and arguing with others regarding different opinions, so prideful that I actually understand and analysis what CLAMP may be planning etc.... to now the point that with each passing chapter... I am welcomed with more "WTH... that's it!!!!", "CLAMP, are you serious (that this is not some kind of bad jokes)??", "why, why, why did I break my mind so many times previously (when in the end, there're NOTHING special to analysis/over-think on)?? and then just quickly glance thru the scans/translation once. I am sure to 1 person in my F-list [my dear CS-chan :D], she can tell quite a dramatic different that from previously that we SPAM each other inbox with huge, long thoughts for EACH chapter [and even each spoiler before that] .... to now the recent several chapters that I don't even have a single opinion toward it.
But seriously, CLAMP ... where are you going at with the whole important with "THE TUBE", changing the future thru dreams, and did FWR say he will "erase YOU (all the Sakura/Syaoran or just the clones) from every single dimension" o__O .... the recent chapters just get weirder and weirder... cheesier and cheesier... pointless and more pointless.... dragging and dragging on further.... *SIGH* will it EVER end??? I still don't know WTH is CLAMP trying to get with all these mess!? [sorry, I am getting impatient -___-]