Mar 02, 2012 18:26
Warning: If you want to avoid language and cursing towards oneself/self-pity on oneself than do not read this
As a harsh mental note:
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!!! I AM A MOTHERFUCKING IDIOT AND I NEVER LEARN! THIS HASN'T BEEN THE FIRST TIME THAT I REALIZE TO AVOID BEATING MYSELF AFTERWARDS THAT I NEED TO SAVE PICS THAT I AM WORKING ON BEFOREHAND AND FREQUENTLY TO AVOID LOSING IT AFTER A FUCKING STORM ROLLS BY AND SHUTS OF MY PC! THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT, ME. WHY CAN'T YOU LEARN BY YOUR MISTAKES AND BE MORE CAUTIOUS AND OBJECTIVE.
HOPEFULLY NEXT TIME YOUR A LOT SMARTER AND NOT SLAKING OFF. YOU KNOW YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO REDRAW SOMETHING CAUSE YOU JUST DON'T HAVE THE SKILL! SO WHY DON'T YOU SAVE YOURSELF THE TROUBLE AND USE YOUR BRAIN AND GET SMARTER!
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Okay I'm done! And like I said I shall now go and wallow in my self-pity......
get smart,
rants,
go do something productive,
storms,
ramblings,
self-pity