New Beginnings
Holy hell I'm moving out of my house tomorrow morning. It's nothing extremely permanent but it's just weird. I'll probably never live here again like I am now. Strange. Exciting and scary and sad all at once. I hope I'm ready to do this. Growing up is a bit terrifying sometimes. But I've been waiting so long to get out of this house, this town. To experience something new.
Right now though, I'm sad to leave. I'm going to miss my friends. A lot. I'm going to miss my home. As much as I complain about how boring this smalltown-hickville can be sometimes, this is where I grew up. It's familiar here. There's a sense of security and peace and stepping out of that is kind of frightening. This is my home and it will always be my home; I love it here, despite how often we all complain about not having anything to do and wanting to leave. There are just so many memories here...
Change always takes some time adjusting to. I think I'll be okay. And where one door closes, another always opens. Let's see where it leads me. I'm stepping through it with everything that this town and my friends have made me into.
What's going to happen next?
<3
Oh, it should be noted that today's theme song was: Smooth Criminal. :3
Also, I am ridiculously proud of how neatly organzied I packed my car. Finally my OCD is good for something. Lol. :p
~The Rocket Summer - Brat Pack~
For about four years I’ve hated this town
Yeah, so much I just wanna get out
Since graduation was long ago
Please somebody get me out of this hole
Cause I don’t want to get stuck in here
When I am thirty-four just talkin' 'bout high school years
No I don’t wanna be there, and feel so stuck right here
Back and forth, side to side, oh my dear
My foot to the floor I will drive to the place
Where I can kick it with friends through the night
A place we'll talk about now and the past what the future holds
Hanging out with not much to do
Just aimless with each other - is what we do
Cause this ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack
We're always kickin back nobody can take that
And that is that it’s like its all we have
Whoa! Whoa!
Come on say "Oh! Oh! Get on the floor!
Dance 'till you got no more!"
I know its there somewhere
Don’t worry I'll be there to rock the party all night
To rock it 'til there's light our fists in the air
Fightin' the good fight
Cause' we were singing along to Peter Gabriel's "sledgehammer" song
You know it’s clear that tonight we belong in this place
So I step back to reflect in this town I hate
And at least just for a second I think I might stay
This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack
We're always kickin back nobody can take that
And that is that
So I'll run away to the hopes that I have
But still I fall asleep in the arms of my past
And when I wake so helpless and thinking of that
I just lay back down
Again, everyday
So maybe later today I'll know
What I will do with my life as I know it
Maybe for now I'll drive back to that place where I belong
And hope to God it hasn’t changed
This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack were always kickin back
Nobody can take that no no no
This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack were always kickin back
Nobody can take that
That is that it’s like its all we have
Right now though, I'm sad to leave. I'm going to miss my friends. A lot. I'm going to miss my home. As much as I complain about how boring this smalltown-hickville can be sometimes, this is where I grew up. It's familiar here. There's a sense of security and peace and stepping out of that is kind of frightening. This is my home and it will always be my home; I love it here, despite how often we all complain about not having anything to do and wanting to leave. There are just so many memories here...
Change always takes some time adjusting to. I think I'll be okay. And where one door closes, another always opens. Let's see where it leads me. I'm stepping through it with everything that this town and my friends have made me into.
What's going to happen next?
<3
Oh, it should be noted that today's theme song was: Smooth Criminal. :3
Also, I am ridiculously proud of how neatly organzied I packed my car. Finally my OCD is good for something. Lol. :p
Click to view~The Rocket Summer - Brat Pack~
For about four years I’ve hated this town
Yeah, so much I just wanna get out
Since graduation was long ago
Please somebody get me out of this hole
Cause I don’t want to get stuck in here
When I am thirty-four just talkin' 'bout high school years
No I don’t wanna be there, and feel so stuck right here
Back and forth, side to side, oh my dear
My foot to the floor I will drive to the place
Where I can kick it with friends through the night
A place we'll talk about now and the past what the future holds
Hanging out with not much to do
Just aimless with each other - is what we do
Cause this ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack
We're always kickin back nobody can take that
And that is that it’s like its all we have
Whoa! Whoa!
Come on say "Oh! Oh! Get on the floor!
Dance 'till you got no more!"
I know its there somewhere
Don’t worry I'll be there to rock the party all night
To rock it 'til there's light our fists in the air
Fightin' the good fight
Cause' we were singing along to Peter Gabriel's "sledgehammer" song
You know it’s clear that tonight we belong in this place
So I step back to reflect in this town I hate
And at least just for a second I think I might stay
This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack
We're always kickin back nobody can take that
And that is that
So I'll run away to the hopes that I have
But still I fall asleep in the arms of my past
And when I wake so helpless and thinking of that
I just lay back down
Again, everyday
So maybe later today I'll know
What I will do with my life as I know it
Maybe for now I'll drive back to that place where I belong
And hope to God it hasn’t changed
This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack were always kickin back
Nobody can take that no no no
This ain’t where it’s at
My friends will second that
And I gotta admit sometimes it’s pretty sad
But it's like were our own brat pack were always kickin back
Nobody can take that
That is that it’s like its all we have