so this is life

[yamibushi]

so how is life when you know that it's slowing down
how is life when you can't wait till it picks up again
i know that what life brings comes and i can't stop it no matter what
life we have been asking what is it for centuries and my answer is ....
its to die

so now that my philosophy is over here is a poem

when i sleep, i am awake
when i live, i am dead
when i love, i hate
when i am silent, i am talking
when i laugh, i am sad
when i am, i am not
i am the darkness come sit by me