Life sucks...

Oct 24, 2008 20:10

Take note: if you're a shy, quiet person who is always nervous or stressed in some way, starting your school year and seeing that nothing go according to plan will let you with a nervous breakdown at the end of the first day.

It was happened to me on Monday. I just couldn't stop crying for no reason. Trust to be told, the school kinda pressured us to find a firm to work. On six students, we were only three to find a contract somewhere.

Well, make it two now; I don't have one anymore.

After meeting with two or three people in the firm I should have started working for, they decided I didn't have the right profile to work here. From what they said, they are afraid I will have problems with the manager, who seems to be a very quick-tempered man who tend to lash out at everyone.

I can't say I'm sorry if they thought that, and it's better for them to tell me that now rather than let the contract start and having problem after the first few weeks, but really, I would have liked to hear that sooner. Not on the morning I'd to go back to get the signed paper back, and not hearing the news from my school either.

Life sucks...

So, back to nothing, and I seriously wonder if I chose the right studies...

Problem is, if I quit now or in a few weeks because I can't find anyone interested - and I've already contacted fifteen or so companies, and some of my classmates even more and they still have nothing - what could I do?

real life

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