Time to update my blog again
Realized how empty my blog looks cause I keep adding personal stuff into the blog post which makes me switch to friend-only viewing :/ So I guess I’ll just make a separate post for the super personal stuff.
On with work. TBH, as much as I complain there’s nothing to do at work, it’s partly my fault. I guess I got into the hang of just reading fanfics at work that I don’t actively reach out to my manager for something to do. My lab reports are so empty now :/ But no more! So gonna avoid reading fanfics (except for lunch hour XD). But well, I guess during the down times or when my manager is busy… I can always blog or read a bit hehe.
Speaking of lunch hour… I had a week or two of actually eating with company but in the end… I just tabao back into the office to eat alone. No need to talk to anyone and I can just get back to my table ASAP to rest. I guess I just don’t feel so close to my colleagues and I’m treating this as an internship then I’m never coming back to… Plus I had a colleague that was kinda close to me but I don’t know what happened and now we’re kinda avoiding each other? It just boiled down to me really wanting to do something and I guess I subconsciously keep looking at her every time she turns in my direction. She got so stressed that she said she really didn’t have anything for me to do and I felt so bad I totally backtracked and we’ve never spoken since then. It’s been almost 2 months o.0 It honestly feels like she’s avoiding me and so I don’t approach her? She’s also the sociable type that makes it even more glaringly obvious… If I was actually working here, I guess I’d do something but since it’s temporary… Oh well :/
Oh yeah! My IA tutor is coming on Wednesday AKA TOMORROW for a ‘visit’ and a ‘talk’ with my manager. Guess this is it :/ I wonder how it all goes! But that’s also why I’m chionging my lab entries now hahaha. My usual character really shows. I did my first entry in the first 2 weeks and left the rest to the last day to chiong sigh. Not to mention I’m seriously worried about my report cause I have no idea how to write one GUH. 10 more weeks till the lab report is due… Thank god I still have time. Should probably start soon… Once again regretting taking IA instead of IO :/
Social life wise…. What social life HAHAHA
I just stay at home and nuazzzzz. The most I’ve done was for last Friday where D&D happened and I dressed in a Seifuku LOLZ Kinda regret not taking any real photos XD Maybe when the company ones get posted up, I’ll share some of them. Otherwise, they’ve all been snapchatted and are now gone with the wind XD
OH OH. AILEE’S NEW ALBUM IS OUTTTTT.
VIVID!!!
I’m totally digging the whole album tbh and those 2 mvs? Da bomb. Man, Ailee is HAWT. Mind your business is so awesome I can’t stop listening to it! It kinda reminds me of American music too… But IT’S THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS WHOOOO. Really gotta find someone to spazz with about this and not just boybands. But I’m like so over boybands hahaha. Not keeping track of any of the new ones which makes me FEEL SO OLD.
Okay what else is there to talk about… hmmm…
Well, I lost my favorite eyeliner as well as my new gel one =.= In my home. And it’s so gone On the bright side, that forced me to use gel and pencil liners and I’ve developed a new way of drawing my eyeliner. Subtle isn’t really my thing though XD Also managed to draw my waterline! I’ve come so far since my JC days XD Practice really makes perfect I guess.
That’s basically it. My blog post full of random ramblings. As usual XD
Ta for now~