Hello
As embarassing as it is I just sort of drifted off.
No real explaination other than I had school and my poor excuse of a project I will probably be whining about and getting married and moving (the old man, doggy and I) to live with a pot smoking Jewish camera man, who was a stand up comic and with whom I will be sharing puppy dog taking care of duties with.
New things that have happened are:
A new cell phone.
An old laptop with a missing "m" key so I will have to do all my typing at my desk top, which is really old and really moody and tosses me out of the internet every few minuets because of things I do not and am not ready to, understand.
A ring on my finger that means significantly life changing not being booted out of the country things.
An obsession with Sephora.
More things to write about now.
Things that do not have porn but will have porn in the near future. I hope. If of course I can finish the damn thing and get on with my life god damn it.
A clean desk.
No more cold.
The feeling of guilt everytime I think about what homework I should be doing but am not because of pathetic ability to be great at procrastination.
And...
well..
that's it.
there is nothing new in my boring life.
I can't even concentrate on things like Japanese pop stars or anime or movies or anything that would give me relief just my lack of plot.
Abundance of plot holes.
Why do I want to be a writer don't I want to be a desk jockey instead?
And what I would give to work someplace where money happens so I don't have to mooch off my parents.
But for now it is only write and write and homework and cleaning up after the dooooooog and worrying about moving out and rent and dishes to wash.
Thank you.
The end.
Love,
Yami
No real explaination other than I had school and my poor excuse of a project I will probably be whining about and getting married and moving (the old man, doggy and I) to live with a pot smoking Jewish camera man, who was a stand up comic and with whom I will be sharing puppy dog taking care of duties with.
New things that have happened are:
A new cell phone.
An old laptop with a missing "m" key so I will have to do all my typing at my desk top, which is really old and really moody and tosses me out of the internet every few minuets because of things I do not and am not ready to, understand.
A ring on my finger that means significantly life changing not being booted out of the country things.
An obsession with Sephora.
More things to write about now.
Things that do not have porn but will have porn in the near future. I hope. If of course I can finish the damn thing and get on with my life god damn it.
A clean desk.
No more cold.
The feeling of guilt everytime I think about what homework I should be doing but am not because of pathetic ability to be great at procrastination.
And...
well..
that's it.
there is nothing new in my boring life.
I can't even concentrate on things like Japanese pop stars or anime or movies or anything that would give me relief just my lack of plot.
Abundance of plot holes.
Why do I want to be a writer don't I want to be a desk jockey instead?
And what I would give to work someplace where money happens so I don't have to mooch off my parents.
But for now it is only write and write and homework and cleaning up after the dooooooog and worrying about moving out and rent and dishes to wash.
Thank you.
The end.
Love,
Yami