Choke
Title: Choke
Author:
yami_no_beni
Genre: One-shot
Rating: NC-17
Bands: Dir en Grey
Pairing: KyoxTotchi
Warning: Rape, Abuse (somewhat)
Disclaimer: I don't own Kyo or Toshiya and this story is just a product of my weird twisted brain.
Notes: This is my first fic, so be nice please. It's also short.
I woke up, middle of the night it seem. I tried to move my arms and legs, but noticed I was chain up.
"Kyo, not tonight, please.." I mutter. He responded only with a cold laugh as his hand slid up my leg.
"Please, don't.. I don't want to tonight.." Begging with the blonde was always useless. He'd have me, hurt me, and throw me away like always. I was invisible to him any other time. Once he loved me, once he loved to show me off to everyone. Now I was hidden from everyone unless I was ordered to put on a show for the his friends.
"Shut up Totchi! You know I don't give a fucking shit what you want!"
I felt his hand slap hard on my thigh. He continued feeling his way up my body. I closed my eyes tight, waiting for what I knew was to come next. The blonde began whipping my bare skin, and with each whip I heard a twisted laugh. Tears swelled in my eyes from the stinging pain, and I bit my lip to hold them back.
"You stupid fucking whore.." and the whip cracked again on my skin. He continued to say things until he was satisfied that I had been hurt enough. To him, this was love.
Kyo put the whip aside and let his hands explore my body, scratching and nipping at the wounds to make them hurt worse. When he'd had enough fun making me hurt, he removed his own clothes.
This was his love. I could see nothing but a cold, dark, almost animalistic look eyes staring back down at me as he shoved hard into me. Tears began to roll down my cheek, as he continued to thrust into me roughly. The blonde dug his nails into my hip and thrusted harder.
"Stop.. please.." I said between my sobs.
"Shut the fuck up." Kyo's hand slapped across my face hard.
I watched him silently through blurry eyes afraid to speak again. His eyes were closed and loud moans were escaping with each thrust. I don't know why, but even when he hurt me or fed me to his friends, I still loved him, still found him beautiful. His thrusts sped up, and soon I felt his seed inside of me. It was over finally.
I close my eyes again and waited as he undid my chains. The blonde then wrapped an arm around me and whispered his cruel venom in my ear as I quietly cried myself to sleep like so many night before.
Author:
yami_no_beni
Genre: One-shot
Rating: NC-17
Bands: Dir en Grey
Pairing: KyoxTotchi
Warning: Rape, Abuse (somewhat)
Disclaimer: I don't own Kyo or Toshiya and this story is just a product of my weird twisted brain.
Notes: This is my first fic, so be nice please. It's also short.
I woke up, middle of the night it seem. I tried to move my arms and legs, but noticed I was chain up.
"Kyo, not tonight, please.." I mutter. He responded only with a cold laugh as his hand slid up my leg.
"Please, don't.. I don't want to tonight.." Begging with the blonde was always useless. He'd have me, hurt me, and throw me away like always. I was invisible to him any other time. Once he loved me, once he loved to show me off to everyone. Now I was hidden from everyone unless I was ordered to put on a show for the his friends.
"Shut up Totchi! You know I don't give a fucking shit what you want!"
I felt his hand slap hard on my thigh. He continued feeling his way up my body. I closed my eyes tight, waiting for what I knew was to come next. The blonde began whipping my bare skin, and with each whip I heard a twisted laugh. Tears swelled in my eyes from the stinging pain, and I bit my lip to hold them back.
"You stupid fucking whore.." and the whip cracked again on my skin. He continued to say things until he was satisfied that I had been hurt enough. To him, this was love.
Kyo put the whip aside and let his hands explore my body, scratching and nipping at the wounds to make them hurt worse. When he'd had enough fun making me hurt, he removed his own clothes.
This was his love. I could see nothing but a cold, dark, almost animalistic look eyes staring back down at me as he shoved hard into me. Tears began to roll down my cheek, as he continued to thrust into me roughly. The blonde dug his nails into my hip and thrusted harder.
"Stop.. please.." I said between my sobs.
"Shut the fuck up." Kyo's hand slapped across my face hard.
I watched him silently through blurry eyes afraid to speak again. His eyes were closed and loud moans were escaping with each thrust. I don't know why, but even when he hurt me or fed me to his friends, I still loved him, still found him beautiful. His thrusts sped up, and soon I felt his seed inside of me. It was over finally.
I close my eyes again and waited as he undid my chains. The blonde then wrapped an arm around me and whispered his cruel venom in my ear as I quietly cried myself to sleep like so many night before.