wait... WHUT?!
Dear ALL,
my previous entry where I shared my happiness and joy with everyone, known or not about meeting Gackt is LOCKED. Not even my friends will be able to see it now. I decided to share my experience because I wanted people to be happy along with me. I wanted to share what kind of person Gackt really was from that 3 minutes impression. How my insides felt and how I was going crazy about it.
But to my surprise, it got to as far as the press. I am truly disappointed. I don`t know how to put in words of how hurt I feel about the way I was depicted. I am not a mere crazy fangirl. It might be like I`m showing off but I DID NOT INITIATE THE HANDSHAKE. I mean, who in their right mind would ever think of talking, LET ALONE TOUCHING Gackt-sama. I was definitely in my best behaviour to make him feel as comfortable as possible. I swear I wanted to scream but that obviously would be out of the question.
Why didn`t I get a picture? Honestly, part of me regretted that I have a useless camera phone and the other part just wanted to be as normal as possible to him. Why no autograph? I WANTED TO BE A NORMAL FAN.
First of all, I would like to apologize to everyone out there who thought what an idiot I am for telling him that we know about his secret concert. I was excited to be talking to him. I was dying that Gackt-sama was just about a meter away from me. If I knew that my experience would have gotten this far, I would`ve just shared it with personal friends.
I don`t like the idea that 'a fan' was mentioned. I don`t like it that they made me sound 'cheap' and I was the one who wanted to shake his hand - not that I didn`t but you catch my drift. I don`t like it that they made him sound very low for trying to keep his activities a secret.
Leave him be, people. I was just at the right place, at the right time. If I do see him again, I MUST TRULY BE BLESSED.
And if Gackt-sama happen to stumble upon my little journal;
"Dear Gackt, it was an awesome experience to have met you the other day. I couldn`t believe that you were standing there, in front of me, having a normal conversation. I regret nothing except not asking you for an autograph. But if I am able to meet you again, will you remind me to ask you for either a picture or an autograph?"
my previous entry where I shared my happiness and joy with everyone, known or not about meeting Gackt is LOCKED. Not even my friends will be able to see it now. I decided to share my experience because I wanted people to be happy along with me. I wanted to share what kind of person Gackt really was from that 3 minutes impression. How my insides felt and how I was going crazy about it.
But to my surprise, it got to as far as the press. I am truly disappointed. I don`t know how to put in words of how hurt I feel about the way I was depicted. I am not a mere crazy fangirl. It might be like I`m showing off but I DID NOT INITIATE THE HANDSHAKE. I mean, who in their right mind would ever think of talking, LET ALONE TOUCHING Gackt-sama. I was definitely in my best behaviour to make him feel as comfortable as possible. I swear I wanted to scream but that obviously would be out of the question.
Why didn`t I get a picture? Honestly, part of me regretted that I have a useless camera phone and the other part just wanted to be as normal as possible to him. Why no autograph? I WANTED TO BE A NORMAL FAN.
First of all, I would like to apologize to everyone out there who thought what an idiot I am for telling him that we know about his secret concert. I was excited to be talking to him. I was dying that Gackt-sama was just about a meter away from me. If I knew that my experience would have gotten this far, I would`ve just shared it with personal friends.
I don`t like the idea that 'a fan' was mentioned. I don`t like it that they made me sound 'cheap' and I was the one who wanted to shake his hand - not that I didn`t but you catch my drift. I don`t like it that they made him sound very low for trying to keep his activities a secret.
Leave him be, people. I was just at the right place, at the right time. If I do see him again, I MUST TRULY BE BLESSED.
And if Gackt-sama happen to stumble upon my little journal;
"Dear Gackt, it was an awesome experience to have met you the other day. I couldn`t believe that you were standing there, in front of me, having a normal conversation. I regret nothing except not asking you for an autograph. But if I am able to meet you again, will you remind me to ask you for either a picture or an autograph?"