you know that We are Worth it * , stop bullying , don't let it beat u
This was originally born to be wild cause both Tori and Rin's Character's have motorbikes but then i new that wasn't going to work cause their limited so then i picked an inspiring song that i have been listening to this week .
I am actually shocked at myself i i just wanted to make a video of two people who have a bad time but then he opens her eyes and tells her that shes worth it but i ended up relating it to me ,
like OMG ...
This is Dedicated to anyone who has been bullied and its effect you Mentally and your actions as an adult , like whether it be scared of people, confidence.
Click to viewNO matter what YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH , THEY ARE NOT WORTH IT , DO NOT LISTEN TO THEM and if its from the PAST , forget what they said CAUSE YOUR WORTH IT AND THEY REGRET IT NOW THEIR OLDER ... it dosnt excuse what they did cause their actions have ruined your life BUT STAND STRONG AND FACE EVERY CHALLENGE HEAD ON , YOU CAN DO ANYTHING ,
The only way we can stop a bully , walk away , just walk away sounds stupid but walk away and don't let their actions get to you , they want you to react.
The beginning represents : the dark place you go sometimes and wake up out of it * i don't do that anymore but it was werd and scary .
* the place the song talks about is School and the people who lurge inside , bullies people who make your life hell cause u want to be different.
The writing represents : the Name calling and the names you call yourself cause of it.
The End represents My Light :My Family everyone who has pulled me out of the dark , My Kizuna Family , Japanese,
When My Mum died i turned to live action and it gives me soo much strength she was into Japanese and Chinese so yes its apart of me through her , she lives on
I used to in junior come home with bruises on my legs and what not , hated that My Mum had to see them and one night before is started highschool she bought me this picture frame with puppies on and it said a list of everything i was and i remember putting a cross next to them she had to promise me that high school would be great and change myself.
Collage probaly would of done that if it wasnt for her dieing before i left school which changed my life forever, i distanced myself i went into a dark place when i got angry upset.
Friends fighting on msn and what not didn't help that put me into a dark place to begin with but then when i came out of it i was like what the hell just happened.
2 years ago i couldn't even go out of the house i had so many phobia's including social walking and paying for something in a Que at a shop i couldn't even do.
I took a 6 week course with confidence and depression and what not negative thoughts last year and it helped give me with my confidence, this year in march i started vol entering at cancer research .
I no longer have any fear of going into the shops and i can answer the phone, still got my driving phobia but its nothing to do with driving its me growing up to fast and what not hard to explain .
Anyway i have changed My Life i just need to reteach myself how to approach and talk to strangers now i need to find a retail job.
