Apr 13, 2013 21:05
Right i won't let it this get me upset ..even though i am and badly .. cause its one of my passions am soo deep about
am a Japanese fan From UK am bound to get restrictions .. and limitations , After 4 years yes i am sick of hearing that i am restricted or , your laptop is not located in japan , being blocked, having things say forbidden ...
* Ive Tried My hardest even if i can't read Japanese for 4 years i have tried my best , soo after being a Fan for over 4 years why do i have to feel so hurt .
* I don' want to use Japanese people to get Tori or even Rin stuff that is not who i am , so i let it go , but then i think .
I would never use anyone, but then i would feel like i am if i can't speak to them .. but still if i had a chance at meeting other fan .. but who is Japanese... is that soo wrong ..
yeah i am up to the point of nearly crying ... cause i always think negative i always think of the other person . They probably wouldn't mind but i don't even have the chance.
Cause otherwise id have to beg and then am scared i'll fault out with someone close to be ... just for trying and bothering them.
upset,
japanese fan,
hurts,
matsuzaka tori,
takanashi rin