painful rant
i dont even know what to say, and probably no one will know or understand what im talking about. but i have nowhere else to vent... and it hurts so much... it all hurts... i just wish this pain could end!
you always said that you hatedliars,an d you became exactly wwhat you said you always hated. you became the exact person to met hat always hurt you!! the one you hated!! and now you say you hate me?! i devoted my last three years of life to you!! i gave you my all even if you couldnt see it!!!
IM SORRY if you dont think my jobs are important. but they arent excuses! im not too lazy to talk to you!!! i gave you time every single day of my life since the day i met you!! but going to school full time and working two part time jobs isnt enough for me to not be with you 24/7 apparently
i always did my best to understand you, even when you couldnt understand yourself. but you stopped thinking of me and trying to understand me. you became so selfish!!! youre whole life revolves around you and your illnesses. i love you to death but YOU DRIVE ME INSANE!!!
i hate being always wrong.. but it happens in every relationship.. i thought you were different, but i guess i was wrong...
ill never have that person who loves me unconditionally forever.. you only did for a year or two... a year and a half or so... then you stopped... it was all conditional... you said you loved me, but im not sure you did after you changed.... just remember, i never once lied to you.. i looked past yours...
all i ever wanted was your happiness... which is why im finally letting you walk away... even though its killing me... ive been sobbing for hours.. i dont knwo what else to do.. you became my life... i have nothing now...
you say i ruined your life? no.. your sickness ruined your life.. it just blames me..but now.. youve ruined mine.... and i still cant help but love you...
how is it one minute you can say that im so boring and you dont have any fun talking to me and then the next you say "thanks its been fun ". stop lying to me!! it only hurts more!!!
i dont know hwat else to sayanymore.. it hurts too much to think anymore... i want to hate you, but i can only hate what you did...
you always said that you hatedliars,an d you became exactly wwhat you said you always hated. you became the exact person to met hat always hurt you!! the one you hated!! and now you say you hate me?! i devoted my last three years of life to you!! i gave you my all even if you couldnt see it!!!
IM SORRY if you dont think my jobs are important. but they arent excuses! im not too lazy to talk to you!!! i gave you time every single day of my life since the day i met you!! but going to school full time and working two part time jobs isnt enough for me to not be with you 24/7 apparently
i always did my best to understand you, even when you couldnt understand yourself. but you stopped thinking of me and trying to understand me. you became so selfish!!! youre whole life revolves around you and your illnesses. i love you to death but YOU DRIVE ME INSANE!!!
i hate being always wrong.. but it happens in every relationship.. i thought you were different, but i guess i was wrong...
ill never have that person who loves me unconditionally forever.. you only did for a year or two... a year and a half or so... then you stopped... it was all conditional... you said you loved me, but im not sure you did after you changed.... just remember, i never once lied to you.. i looked past yours...
all i ever wanted was your happiness... which is why im finally letting you walk away... even though its killing me... ive been sobbing for hours.. i dont knwo what else to do.. you became my life... i have nothing now...
you say i ruined your life? no.. your sickness ruined your life.. it just blames me..but now.. youve ruined mine.... and i still cant help but love you...
how is it one minute you can say that im so boring and you dont have any fun talking to me and then the next you say "thanks its been fun ". stop lying to me!! it only hurts more!!!
i dont know hwat else to sayanymore.. it hurts too much to think anymore... i want to hate you, but i can only hate what you did...