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Title: How Do I Breathe?
Author: yamapi_konkon
Rating: ANGSTY???
Disclaimer: I don't own Ryo nor Ueda. I wish i do though.
Summary: Ryo and Ueda can't forget each other. [I SUCK!]
Warning: un-betaed. My beta's not here so i deduced that she was busy or just too lazy to go online. xDDD
"How do I breathe.
How do I breathe.
It feels so different being here,
I was so next to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you."
Ueda was walking around the streets of Tokyo mindlessly when he abruptly stopped. He looked to his left and saw a park. Ueda was nostalgic and he remembered what happened just a few months ago.
*flashback*
It was Valentine's Day and it was also their monthsary so Ueda decided to make this day special. He went to the nearest bakery and bought a cake and he went to the flower shop next to buy a big bouquet of roses. He smiled to himself and walked to his and Ryo's apartment. He was about to go across the street when something his heart break into pieces and his feet glued to where he was standing. Ryo was on the other side of the street and he was making out with a girl. Ueda just stood there. He wanted to go to Ryo and talk to him but his feet won't let him. He started run the other way and threw all that he bought along the way. He found himself running into an old park. He remembered this place. This was where he used to play as a kid and this was where Ryo used to take him when they went on a date.
*end of flashback*
Without even thinking, he entered the park and sat on the soft, green grass. He inhaled the fresh air and listened to the birds chirping. He laid on the grass and closed his eyes. He remembered the man he used to love. His jet black hair. His black eyes. His touch that made his skin tingle whenever he held his hand. The voice that assures him that everything's alright. Those luscious lips that can do amazing things. The tears that he kept holding back all this time threatened to fall anytime but he blinked them back.
HOW DO I BREATHE?
"I just had a wake up call
I wish I never never let you fall
Baby you were not the blame at all
Remember when I pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared
You'd have never went no where
That I should have been right there."
Ryo was busy talking to his sister on his cellphone. It's been a long time since he last saw or heard her sister's voice. While talking on the phone, he was taking a walk down the streets, not minding where he was going. He stopped walking when he saw a very familiar place. He stared at it for a while and closed his phone. He entered the park and sat on the bench. He started to remember that face with those angelic features. That captivating smile. Those big, brown eyes. His soft hands. His voice. Everytime he remembered that person, tears fall down his face. He was his everything but now, now that he's not there anymore, everything in his world was shattered into pieces. He knew he was the one at fault, but now he regretted that he did such a thing. He set him aside when he should've been the first one. Now, Ryo's tears fell even faster.
WHERE DO I GO WHEN YOUR HEART'S WHERE I LAY ME HEAD.
Both men stood up and sighed. They wiped the tears on their faces and thought,
"I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go
Girl you need to come home back to me
Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
when you're not with me."
A/N: Sorry that I haven't updated in a long time. ^^" Anyways, the song i used there was how do i breathe by mario. it's a really nice song. and i got this idea to make a fic. this is un-beta-ed unfortunately. TT___TT dedicated to my friend, ANGELINE aka kat_tunatic here in lj. now, i'm thinking of writing akame. *shot* but ryoda is still the main, akame's only a side pairing. ;) so YEAY! COMMENTS ARE HIGHLY APPRECIATED!
Author: yamapi_konkon
Rating: ANGSTY???
Disclaimer: I don't own Ryo nor Ueda. I wish i do though.
Summary: Ryo and Ueda can't forget each other. [I SUCK!]
Warning: un-betaed. My beta's not here so i deduced that she was busy or just too lazy to go online. xDDD
"How do I breathe.
How do I breathe.
It feels so different being here,
I was so next to being next to you,
Life for me is not the same,
There's no one to turn to.
I don't know why I let it go too far,
Starting over it's so hard.
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you."
Ueda was walking around the streets of Tokyo mindlessly when he abruptly stopped. He looked to his left and saw a park. Ueda was nostalgic and he remembered what happened just a few months ago.
*flashback*
It was Valentine's Day and it was also their monthsary so Ueda decided to make this day special. He went to the nearest bakery and bought a cake and he went to the flower shop next to buy a big bouquet of roses. He smiled to himself and walked to his and Ryo's apartment. He was about to go across the street when something his heart break into pieces and his feet glued to where he was standing. Ryo was on the other side of the street and he was making out with a girl. Ueda just stood there. He wanted to go to Ryo and talk to him but his feet won't let him. He started run the other way and threw all that he bought along the way. He found himself running into an old park. He remembered this place. This was where he used to play as a kid and this was where Ryo used to take him when they went on a date.
*end of flashback*
Without even thinking, he entered the park and sat on the soft, green grass. He inhaled the fresh air and listened to the birds chirping. He laid on the grass and closed his eyes. He remembered the man he used to love. His jet black hair. His black eyes. His touch that made his skin tingle whenever he held his hand. The voice that assures him that everything's alright. Those luscious lips that can do amazing things. The tears that he kept holding back all this time threatened to fall anytime but he blinked them back.
HOW DO I BREATHE?
"I just had a wake up call
I wish I never never let you fall
Baby you were not the blame at all
Remember when I pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared
You'd have never went no where
That I should have been right there."
Ryo was busy talking to his sister on his cellphone. It's been a long time since he last saw or heard her sister's voice. While talking on the phone, he was taking a walk down the streets, not minding where he was going. He stopped walking when he saw a very familiar place. He stared at it for a while and closed his phone. He entered the park and sat on the bench. He started to remember that face with those angelic features. That captivating smile. Those big, brown eyes. His soft hands. His voice. Everytime he remembered that person, tears fall down his face. He was his everything but now, now that he's not there anymore, everything in his world was shattered into pieces. He knew he was the one at fault, but now he regretted that he did such a thing. He set him aside when he should've been the first one. Now, Ryo's tears fell even faster.
WHERE DO I GO WHEN YOUR HEART'S WHERE I LAY ME HEAD.
Both men stood up and sighed. They wiped the tears on their faces and thought,
"I can't get over you, no
Baby I don't wanna let go
Girl you need to come home back to me
Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
when you're not with me."
A/N: Sorry that I haven't updated in a long time. ^^" Anyways, the song i used there was how do i breathe by mario. it's a really nice song. and i got this idea to make a fic. this is un-beta-ed unfortunately. TT___TT dedicated to my friend, ANGELINE aka kat_tunatic here in lj. now, i'm thinking of writing akame. *shot* but ryoda is still the main, akame's only a side pairing. ;) so YEAY! COMMENTS ARE HIGHLY APPRECIATED!