Hate Meme ; Other .
Regarding the JE hate meme.
Thank you to some people that directed me to some comments over there, but I hope no one else will direct me there in the future if there is anything else said about me, ne? :)
I didn't plan to write this up, but after calming down a bit over some RL issues, I decided to get some things straight out.
(BTW, those that posted on there...you think because that place does not track IP addresses that your IP is still not tracked? lol. I'm quite amused--and surprised--to see who were some of the people that posted anonymously over there, lol.)
(Oh right, other than the fan hate messages...I didn't touch on anything else, like hating on the fandoms, because I wouldn't know what else to say other than repeating the same things over again. Plus, I never read any of the comments over there, only some of the ones that I was directed to).
To a person on my f-list that leaked what I wrote under f-locked...even though I know who you are, I can't really do anything to you as I am defenseless online (well, as well as offline), but I really do hope you will take this as a message to unfriend me.
Though I am thankful that you didn't post anything else public that I wrote in that entry, because I had just a little personal stuff added in that entry.
The reason why I even had that one f-locked was because I usually don't think before I speak/type when I'm in an angry mood, so I locked it, and had planned to edit it in the morning to correct my words since it sounded a little mean to say that (about JE fans). But I guess I need not to edit that ETA anymore since it's leaked now, lol. m(_ _)m
If those that wrote over there about me wants to know if it had affected me at all, I'll honestly say that: yes, it had. It'd be a lie to say that I'm not affected by the hate messages to me that exists there, no? But it's not like I can go "you hurt my feelings! D:" and get condolence(?) from you (actually, I think that would cause more of a LOL instead, no?).
And I don't see how calling Tan and I lesbians affects us, when it's not like it's true nor does it seem very offensive since people tend to joke about having a wifey and hubby online all the time with the same gender.
So please don't think that by saying those stuff about us that it will make me think less of Tan as a friend, because she is honestly a very good friend, who is also like an older sister to me (even though a lot of times she acts younger than me, LOL).
I already know that I'm hated by a number of people or get on their nerves, so it's nothing new, and despite this meme exists or not, there are people out there that probably bashes me secretly anyways.
It's not like this JE Hate Meme (lol, it seems more like a JE fans hate meme now) exists all the time, so if you really feel much better by bashing me because you hate me, then feel free to continue the Leelee bashing over at that journal.
I know there were a lot of times when I'd be angry at some people, too, and it's not like I can wish for a hate meme like this to exist when I'm angry. And anyways, I tend to forget quickly on what I was angry over, so I don't really have anything mean to say about anyone or anything. And even if I do, I don't plan to release it on there either, because I end up forgetting about it sooner or later anyways, so I rather not start anything to begin with. Loser/Chicken, huh? So yes, if it makes you feel better, then feel free to keep bashing me. (Lol I'm actually just thankful that no one actually wrote hate messages to me anonymously on my own LJ instead. But I guess it's because my LJ tracks IP addresses? XD;; though still, thank you for not spamming my LJ with hate messages--but probably after saying this there'll be numerous anonymous comments to me with insults. Ah that's okay, too).
I'm ready to receive any type of insults and disses anyone throws at me over there (and I know some might make a reference to this post, and I already know what some types of comments there will be, so I wouldn't be surprise by them), because I don't think anything else said to me could ever affect me as deeply as what I had went through in high school.
Though I only hope that if you do plan to keep on writing hate messages that you would not involve anyone else in it, and mostly please do not say anything about my family. Thank you.
I'm glad no one else on my f-list received any bashings, or at least hope no one else on my f-list received any negative comments. If you do and it might be because of me, then I sincerely apologize beforehand. m(_ _)m
It wasn't supposed to be that long, lol. Leelee = no life.
Anyhow, I'm feeling much more relieved right now because I got a lot of my Uni problems solved today at school. ^^
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KAT-TUN's new song "Keep the Faith" radio ripped.
-- Hmm, it was played on Yukan Club before, no? It's good :). I like it better than their Yorokobi no Uta single. ^^
And... LOL Yesung & Kibum!! Missa's post on it was LOLness.
Kibum is so adorable :)! *glomps*
And just because...
KIBUM, WHY SO CUTE?? His smile is too adorable. Lol
And this...reenactment of Titanic ~ SuJu version.
*dies* LOL at the "fish!" part. Hankyung is mad hilarious & Siwon's expression. xD I heart Donghae fish jokes.
And NEWS Pacific CM is out, no?? I've gotta go get my hands on those AHHH~~!!
I think I've got something else NEWS related to upload later. It's an old clip. ^^Y
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I'm gonna go continue with Coffee Prince now. You know a drama is good when you can watch episode after episode and not get bored of it, lol.